The young torbie let out a sigh, her body draped along the warm, heated surface of the sunning rocks. Today was her day to finally relax. The Kin had just suffered a pretty miserable bout of a stomach-related ailment that put many of the servus out of work along with the other Kin who were sick. Young
Puddleswirl,
Stagstride,
Frogleap, and
Finchsong were the only servus who avoided catching it. However, out of those, Finchsong is still rather inexperienced being a very young servus in training and Frogleap specializes in mediation. Thus, leaving Stagstride and Puddleswirl to handle the more medicinal aspect of things. She wouldn't say Stagstride wasn't helpful during, especially as he was her individual mentor. Yet, she couldn't quite say he was totally... "present" the entire time. Many days, Puddleswirl would find herself totally alone in the servus den, treating up to ten nauseous cats. It was an incredibly stressful endeavor that left the torbie she-cat wiped out. Now that it was finally over, her sister
Pondmoss and
Doeflower insisted she take some time to unwind. So here she is now, resting beneath the sun's tender gaze.
Just as her eyes began to flutter close, a shy, squeaky voice spoke from nearby, "Um, excuse me, Puddleswirl?"
That sounds like little Moth kit... "I am s-sorry to interrupt you."
Puddleswirl slowly opened her eyes, meeting the gaze of the small lilac tabby kit staring at her nervously. She let out a warm purr, comforting the worried kitten, "It's no trouble at all, what can I do to help you, little one?"
The small she-kit kneaded the ground self-consciously, her small tail dragging along the dirt. "Well, I was wondering if you could show me what herbs you used to help my Papa feel better? That way, if he ever gets sick again, I can help!" Her soft words warmed the older cat's heart.
"Of course, Moth. I'd love to show you." she brought herself up from her comfortable spot, shaking the warmth from her fur as she stepped down towards the kit. With a gentle nudge, she lead the kit back towards the camp's walls and towards the servus den. Around them, the camp was back to its normal bustling form. Stalkers were just returning, their jaws full of plump, healthy-looking prey while a pair of Ministra lay outside the nursery, their eyes training on a group of kits. The nursery has been over-flowing as of late, making the sevrus even more busy than they were before. Yet, kits were a good sign for the Kin. More kits meant a stronger family and all of these kits had promised futures. Her gaze trailed towards the small lilac kit trotting beside her. Moth and her two siblings were close to becoming softpaws, approaching their first season since birth. Moth was small than her two siblings, but had a heart of gold with a dream of becoming a servus some day. Puddleswirl had such a soft spot for the little she-kit, hoping one day that she could be her mentor.
As she looked at the kit, pondering her bright future, a sharp voice broke her thoughts, "Puddleswirl! What are you doing back here? Didn't I tell you to relax?" She folded her ears in response, guilt worming its way into her heart.
"I-uh yes, Doeflower. You did, but Moth well," she stumbled over her words, trying to explain why she was returning despite strict orders to stay away from the servus den.
"Oh, hush. I don't want to hear any excuses!" she usually friendly she-cat looked down at Moth, "And you! Where is your ministra? Don't bother Puddleswirl, she has worked too hard this past season and should be left to rest."
Moth's own ears fold back and she presses herself against her caramel torbie friend, "I-I just wanted t-to see.. well to see the h-herbs..." she murmured quietly, her paws digging into the sand sheepishly.
"It's really not a big deal, Doeflower. She just wanted to see what we used to treat
Honeybug's stomach ailment. I promise it isn't work for me."
Doeflower let out an annoyed huff, her tail lashing behind her. The fawn tabby gave a stern look to Puddleswirl before her gaze softened once more, "I understand you just want to be helpful Puddleswirl, but I can't let you in there. You are supposed to be
resting. And you are awfully terrible at telling cats no. I am certain if you step foot in that den, you're going to get wrapped up in helping some cat out and you'll never be able to relax."
Just as she finished speaking, an excited voice spoke from within the den, "Is Puddleswirl back? Oh, good!" A chocolate tabby galloped out of the den, her green and blue eyes glittering. "I need your help with this poultice! You see,
Cloudroar has another infection on his rear paw and I think it's that weird fungal one again. I have begonia, and you know I
hate begonia, so I didn't want to chew it up. And I was just thinking to myself how helpful it would be if you were here because I know you..." the cat spoke rapidly, her words twisting into one another as she spoke on without even realizing Doeflower was watching. The fawn sparble she-cat glared at her, her tail lashing harder.
"
Marshlily! What did I tell you?" she eventually snapped, interrupting the younger she-cat in the middle of her rant. "Leave Puddleswirl alone, she is not working currently." Doeflower glared sternly at the younger chocolate tabby who looked at her, shocked to even see her there.
"Oh, Doeflower! Good, maybe you can help me instead?"
right back at it, Puddleswirl thought to herself while shaking her head.
"I really don't mind helping," she tried to defuse the situation.
"Absolutely not! This is exactly your problem, Puddleswirl. You just can't tell anyone no and if you keep this up, you'll work yourself to death!" Doeflower growled out frustratedly. "Now, Moth! You are going to come with me and I will show you the herbs," she swung her head to face the chocolate tabby once more, "And, you. You will chew your own herbs and go back to Cloudroar right this instant." With one final look at Puddleswirl, she growls out again, "Finally, you. Leave this camp and stay out there! So help me, if I catch you back here one more time, I will send out a guardian to kit-sit you. Am I understood?"
"Understood, Doeflower," she folds her ears back dejectedly, shooting Moth a sympathetic look before trudging her way out of the camp.
I guess Doeflower really is right. I am bad at saying no...The final rays of the daylight sky were slowly beginning to set, casting a shadow over the land. The red and purple hue of the dusk sky provided little illumination for the five cats gathered together, but it mattered no longer. Their decision was nearly made. A decision that could spell destruction for the Kin if not handled with care.
The brown spotted tabby let out a solemn sigh, her eyes dragging away from the setting sun and back towards her trusted confidants. The four felines sat in a half-circle before her, their gazes equally somber and tinged with the hardship they now face. Trouble was brewing and lies would be there only way forward. They all knew this.
"It's almost time,
Kestrelspirit," the lilac she-cat spoke first, her voice remaining still and emotionless. Yet she could hardly hide the pain in her eyes. "We cannot delay any further," she continued, her words trailing.
Another she-cat, as dark as the night sky, spoke next, "
Larkblossom is right.
Dovecloud and I will walk you to the border, but that is as much as we can do. Any further will arose suspicion," she turned to look at a cream and flame-colored tom then Larkblossom once more, "You two must return. Eliminate any suspicions. You know the plan." The two cats nodded in response, even the usually energetic and positive
Flameleap seemed crestfallen. He was the youngest of the group, after all, this must be so much for him to process.
Kestrelspirit slowly stepped forward, rubbing her jaw gently against the young tom's jaw, "I trust my Kin with you and the others, Flameleap. I know you will do a wonderful job picking the next Magister." With tears threatening to escape his eyes, the tom lifted his head to rub against her as well.
His voice cracked as he spoke, "I will miss you so much." His face buried into the older she-cat's fur, unwilling to face any of the other cats. The brown tabby sighed softly, wrapped her tail around his body to pull him into an embrace.
"I will too," she whispered out. After a few moments remaining curled together, Flameleap slowly stepped back, his head lowered and eyes glued to the ground. The she-cat turned to look at Larkblossom who gave her a slow, yet meaningful nod. "Take care, my loyal Sybil Superior. You have served me well and I know you will continue to serve your Kin." The Sybil Superior stared back, no words came from her but the sorrow in her gaze spoke louder than any words could.
"Let us leave, Kestrelspirit," a grey tabby spoke gently, nudging her former leader away from the two mourning cats. She gave the two cats staying behind one final look before following Dovecloud and
Hiddenmoon away from camp. Behind her was everything she grew to love. The Kin was her child, a creation of her own making. But it was time for those she nurtured to now care for themselves. A danger was looming over the Kin and her being there would only cause further strife. This was the best decision. It had to be.
The three she-cats carried on, walking in comfortable silence. The sun was completely hidden by now, the moon beginning its journey to the top of the moonlit sky. Butterflies began to flutter in her stomach as they traveled further and further to the border, to the end of her time as the Magister. With each step, she thought fondly of all the memories she forged with her Kin. They faced many battles, many tribulations during their creation. Many of the cats who live there now are fairly young, but they continue to carve their story in the world. She had faith that they would continue to flourish, but it still was painful knowing she couldn't be there while they did. That she would have to watch on from a distance, unable to provide words of comfort or support during their most trying times. This was the decision she made and she knew it was the best one, she just wished it wouldn't be such agony.
"We are almost there, Kestrel." the black she-cat's quiet voice broke the silence, snapping Kestrelspirit back to cruel reality. Before them was the great waterfall she had come to love and cherish. It's rushing water once brought peace to her heart, but now resembled the inevitable changing of times.
The grey tabby cat slowed to a stop next to Kestrelspirit and Hiddenmoon, "We must leave you here to continue your journey." Hiddenmoon slowly nodded in agreement, her eyes searching around the landscape unraveling before them. "You will be dearly missed, Kestrelspirit." she spoke kindly before stretching her muzzle forward to lick the fur between Kestrelspirit's ears.
The brown tabby let out a gentle purr in response, "Please take care of Finchsong and Rheagleam. They will need a mother's love of which I can no longer provide." The words stung like needles in her heart, but she felt comforted once Dovecloud nodded in response, a determined glow in her eyes.
"I promise," the grey she-cat responded. "I will love them as my own."
Kestrelspirit offered a small smile before turning to face the remaining she-cat, "Hiddenmoon... My first Kin. I have sense you grow so much and I know you would make a wonderful Magister for the Kin if not for the rules that bind your fate. Please, share your wisdom to all of your Kin even in the absence of your title."
The black she-cat stared back at her, "I will, Kestrelspirit. I will take care of everyone and I will make sure no one ever forgets you." Her yellow eyes hardened with a tenacity only known to Hiddenmoon, "I swear to you."
A cool breeze traveled through the trees, tugging the leaves free from the confines of their branches. They swirled in the air, dancing to the mellow tunes of the night forest. The brown she-cat looked up at the leaves as they twirled about, "Thank you. Thank you for everything you have done for me." Her eyes slowly closed, "I will always love you..." The leaves traveled on through the sky, journeying towards the waterfall. Their soft bodies collided with the torrent of water cascading form the mountain face, ultimately falling into the pool below. As the leaves traveled into the water, so did Kestrelspirit. She placed her paws into the frigid water but no shiver made its way through her. Rather, she found warmth in the cold. This was the start of the next chapter of her life without the Kin. Her life would continue on as theirs does, simply separated from one another. With her eyes remaining close, she plunged herself deep in the water, allowing its icy embrace to envelope her and pull her down into the depths of her new home. The Noxium Mondae awaited her.
You have done well, my child. Rest now and enjoy a blissful life abundant of dreams and freedom. Your Kin will be safe, worry no longer.✧✧✧
Half a moon had passed since the disappearance of their Magister. The Kin were in distraught. Questions circulated the camp regarding her mysterious departure, questions that none offered answers for. After sunrises and sunsets of searching for their beloved Kestrelspirit, the three Magisters and Sybil Superior decided to commune with the Spirits for an answer. Although it pained the four cats to go through such great lengths to lie to their Kin, they knew this was the best answer. They knew this would be the only way to face the dangers lurking in the dark recesses of the camp. Their leader's "death" was the only solution.
The four spent a day within the sacred cavern of the Sybil Superior while the rest of the camp remained in vigil. The Kin believed they were discussing with the Spirits their next steps. Rather, they were planning what they would say to the Kin. How they would break the news and how they would proceed forward. The cats talked long into the night until the moon was at its highest point. The cats outside of the cavern, outside the realm of their knowledge, remained silent and sorrowful within the camp. Even the nursery that was typically bustling with activity seemed somber and sedated.
Larkblossom was the first to stand, she stretched her back in a large arch and shook her legs. "Let us speak with our Kin," she spoke, hiding any emotions from her voice as she lead the three Legatus out of the den and to the center of camp. Once free from the darkness of the cavern and in visibility of their Kin, all eyes were on them. She avoided their peering gazes, attempting to hide any sense of the truth she may be harboring within her own eyes. With a graceful leap, she landed atop flowering pink tree within the center of camp. The flowers had nearly all fallen, indicating the upcoming winter that threatened to chill their bones. As she landed on the tree branch, several more flowers fluttered down, landing atop the three Legatus who sat below the tree, their eyes remaining as devoid as the Sybil Superiors.
Once upon the tree, she looked down upon her Kin. With a deep breath and her claws sinking deep into the tree branches, she began to speak. "My beloved Kin. We communed with the Spirits of Terra to learn the fate of our Magister, Kestrelspirit. A long and painful half a moon has passed since her disappearance and nothing has been found of her. Many have speculated she ran away, as we have yet to find a body." Her words caused a ripple of murmurs to spread through the onlooking cats. Heads moved closer to other heads as they shared whispers of their own theories, yet she continued on. "Yet, those were mere speculation. Tonight I have learned the truth from the Spirits themselves. A truth that brings me much sorrow to share with you tonight. A truth that haunted many of our dreams." Her eyes closed tightly as she braced for the words she would speak next, "The Spirits showed us this truth. Our Magister, Kestrelspirit, is dead."
Cries of outrage and agony rang out across the camp, piercing the night sky. Symphonies of wailing, moans of despair, and breathless weeping expelled from the broken hearts of their Kin. The she-cat atop the tree watched in misery, knowing she was unable to provide them any comfort. They were to mourn and she were to watch. As was their fate. And mourn they did, for what felt like hours into the night they mourned. As the sorrowful wails continued on, a voice spoke from amongst the crowd, "What are we to do next?"
"We have no leader!" a second voice cried out, their voice shaking in terror.
"Are we to return as rogues?" a third one coming from a cat with eyes bulging in fear.
Hiddenmoon stepped forward from her place beneath the tree, a hiss growing from her throat, "We will never return to being rogues! We are the Kin and will forever be with or without Kestrelspirit.
The lilac she-cat atop the tree blinked down gratefully at her friend before stepping towards the edge of the branch, "Hiddenmoon speaks the truth. We must carry on, it is what Kestrelspirit would want for us. As such, we must begin the process of finding our next Magister. We are aware no cat will ever be able to fill the void Kestrelspirit's love has left in our heart, but we cannot lose what she fought so hard to create." Another deep breath, "We will rest tonight and tomorrow, a new day will come. This new day will be the start of a new beginning. With the help of myself, the three Legatus, and the Spirits, we will carry on. The Renatus Ceremony will begin."