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This here is a bit of a vent piece. The TLDR explanation is that I’m struggling between where to draw the line from dreaming and being content in this current reality.

I feel a bit trapped in my life. Don’t worry! I’m safe and in a happy and healthy environment! I more so mean:

This isn't where I thought I'd be in life, This isn't what I wanted for myself. The future is all foggy and filled with uncertainty. But when and what I can see in the future isn't necessarily where I thought I would be either. If that makes any sense.

Almost like I have a dream version of myself of who and where I want to be. But I'm stuck in the reality of what life/fate/circumstances has thrown at me.

I don't know where to draw the line between dreaming and hoping for a better version of myself, and just settling with the version of my life that I’m living now.

Where do I start being content?
Where do I stop dreaming?
Where should hoping begin?
And when does one feel complete?