[Silver Pandorica]

gonna take the leap and move up to serving at my job soon. i've been in the to-go section for
nearly a year now and a lot of my coworkers have moved up and i don't wanna be left behind
(and i'd like to make more money) but my Social Anxiety™ is telling me i'm not good enough
and that there's no way i can ever be a good server or overcome my awkwardness and fears.
i just really don't like myself sometimes. i get so frustrated when i can't interact with people
properly or talk to someone without feeling all weird and awkward.

anyway...i'm also housesitting for the next ten days and i'm really nervous. i get homesick
and have bad insomnia, especially when i'm away from home. gonna be a really interesting
next couple weeks

mmm i forgot how to draw. the only thing i like about this is the chin of the face on the right TT
what even are necks tbh??