- every time i think im getting better or that im anything better as a person it turns out im just as bad or even worse.
nothing i do seems to fix anything and im always going to pathetic and angry and that's just how things are
it doesn't matter how open i am during therapy or how many days i spend in in-patient, i'm always going to be this
i don't know why i try when it never works. why i keep talking when i should shut up. why i eat when it hurts. why i wake up.
im tired