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○ Username: M00N ○
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○ Name: Regan ○
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○ Gender: Female ○
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○ Sexuality: Lesbian ○
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Chronophobia
Regan has found herself in a mental race against the clock, yet while she's running her everlasting race, life continues on outside. She's often caught in the headlights of life, struggling to catch up and enjoy everything that she can, convinced that a failure to experience absolutely everything the world has to offer would mean a wasted life. This push to immerse herself in life has brought Re to explore regions and cultures of the world many wouldn't have had the motivation to visit and experience, but the anxiety her phobia brings unto her has nagged her through all of her journeys, flustering her and keeping her from truly seeing everything.
Personally
Although Re's phobia is unrelenting, sometimes she is able to quiet it for a time, and she has learned how to function normally even when it is "shouting" in her ears. However, she is still consistently high-strung, deeply upset by comments meant to be taken as jokes or when people don't fully believe or trust her intuition. Unfortunately for her she is wrong quite often and, too preoccupied with managing her mental illness, she fails to cope with the situation well or even at all. Depending on the day, she'll react with harsh words, screaming, or even tears, all always accompanied by shakes and cracks in her voice. Most everyone she interacts with recognizes that she is not in complete control of her actions, but they still embarrass her, and after her "events" she needs time to recover on her own.
When things are going her way and people are agreeing with her she comes off as a happy-go-lucky, optimistic and extroverted thrillseeker, and that is the "Re" most people would like to associate her with. In order to keep her happy and stable, her friends often have to resort to lying to her, which she actually appreciates as she does not want to be a burden so constantly and likes being able to put her anxieties aside to enjoy herself. She has even requested that some of her friends hide unsettling truths from her for what she sees as everyone's benefit, although some have been made uncomfortable by this and have drifted away from her, much to her regret and dismay.
Re finds happiness and peace when immersed in books, spending time with her friends, working, excersizing , and relaxing on her own doing meditation, and despite what she thinks, she is most stressed on her vacations which she takes in an attempt to subdue her phobia.
○ Username: M00N ○
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○ Name: Regan ○
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○ Gender: Female ○
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○ Sexuality: Lesbian ○
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Chronophobia
Regan has found herself in a mental race against the clock, yet while she's running her everlasting race, life continues on outside. She's often caught in the headlights of life, struggling to catch up and enjoy everything that she can, convinced that a failure to experience absolutely everything the world has to offer would mean a wasted life. This push to immerse herself in life has brought Re to explore regions and cultures of the world many wouldn't have had the motivation to visit and experience, but the anxiety her phobia brings unto her has nagged her through all of her journeys, flustering her and keeping her from truly seeing everything.
Personally
Although Re's phobia is unrelenting, sometimes she is able to quiet it for a time, and she has learned how to function normally even when it is "shouting" in her ears. However, she is still consistently high-strung, deeply upset by comments meant to be taken as jokes or when people don't fully believe or trust her intuition. Unfortunately for her she is wrong quite often and, too preoccupied with managing her mental illness, she fails to cope with the situation well or even at all. Depending on the day, she'll react with harsh words, screaming, or even tears, all always accompanied by shakes and cracks in her voice. Most everyone she interacts with recognizes that she is not in complete control of her actions, but they still embarrass her, and after her "events" she needs time to recover on her own.
When things are going her way and people are agreeing with her she comes off as a happy-go-lucky, optimistic and extroverted thrillseeker, and that is the "Re" most people would like to associate her with. In order to keep her happy and stable, her friends often have to resort to lying to her, which she actually appreciates as she does not want to be a burden so constantly and likes being able to put her anxieties aside to enjoy herself. She has even requested that some of her friends hide unsettling truths from her for what she sees as everyone's benefit, although some have been made uncomfortable by this and have drifted away from her, much to her regret and dismay.
Re finds happiness and peace when immersed in books, spending time with her friends, working, excersizing , and relaxing on her own doing meditation, and despite what she thinks, she is most stressed on her vacations which she takes in an attempt to subdue her phobia.
