[ArizonaT3a]

To be truthful, I am just a lonely person who tries to make everyone else happy. Even if it ends up hurting me, but I'm learning and letting go. I can't keep hurting myself to make others happier, and I can't hold on to everyone's repeating lies so tight anymore.
Everyday I look forward to seeing if I have a message even though they're rare, just like my real friends. I am basically the counselor to most and our brief chats are our friendship even if it's just about them, realistically. I had two true friends, one of them lasted 4 years and the other 2. I try and get used to saying goodbye and being left or just left out of things, but it hurts...
Sure I know fewer than most about friends and what they do, but I've heard enough stories of it to get the gist...

Sorry for venting about this...anyway, here's some Alida art..

Spare me your judgments and spare me your dreams
'Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me
It's getting dark darling, too dark to see
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems

Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown
I know you have felt much more love than you've shown
And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest

But plant your hope with good seeds
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds
Rain down, rain down on me
Look over your hills and be still
The sky above us shoots to kill
Rain down, rain down on me
- Thistle and Weeds by Mumford and Sons

[spork.]

this is beautiful and deserves a feature
fingers crossed for the feature

[ArizonaT3a]

this is beautiful and deserves a feature
fingers crossed for the feature

Aww thank you ;u; <333
I really didn't do much on this to deserve such flattery though e//w//e but thank you, and if that does happen...I might just die from shock haha

[Ridd]

I clicked because I liked the drawing, but after reading the caption I loved it. I hate to hear that you are going through rough times, but I'm here for you, okay? I know I'm from out of the blue but I love to make people smile too even though I spend a lot of my energy on it. Just shoot me a vent message or anything whenever you feel like. No judging here ❤

I hope you have an awesome day,
Ridd

[ArizonaT3a]

I clicked because I liked the drawing, but after reading the caption I loved it. I hate to hear that you are going through rough times, but I'm here for you, okay? I know I'm from out of the blue but I love to make people smile too even though I spend a lot of my energy on it. Just shoot me a vent message or anything whenever you feel like. No judging here ❤

I hope you have an awesome day,
Ridd

Thank you, and thanks again but for offering to be there for a random stranger as well. I get what you mean though and I enjoy making others smile too and helping or just listening to their problems, but I just don't know how to talk about my feelings or problems to people when I feel bad if I ever do talk about them. And from personal experience, it gets tiring listening to others. I tend to take their emotions and wear them as my own just to help them feel better, and by the end of it all. I am just exhausted from it and I hide that and keep going, what I'm getting at is... Don't put all your energy in taking care of the need of others, save some for yourself and use what you have to either keep up your bright mood, or to do something fun. <33 But once again, thank you...a lot.

I hope you have an awesome day as well <3

[jillybean711]

I love the drawing. It's so goregeous! This deserves a feature, like all of your drawings. I'm the same way to my friends. I'm kind of the optimist. When somebody is crying, or going through something really rough, I try to make them laugh, make them smile, and overall make them feel better. Im the same way online as well. So I'm similar in my own way. X3

[ArizonaT3a]

I love the drawing. It's so goregeous! This deserves a feature, like all of your drawings. I'm the same way to my friends. I'm kind of the optimist. When somebody is crying, or going through something really rough, I try to make them laugh, make them smile, and overall make them feel better. Im the same way online as well. So I'm similar in my own way. X3

Thank you, and oh my goodness! e//w//e Thanks hehe ~
Yeah I getcha X'3