TheComfortCorner | v.6

[anxious ghost]

Cirno the best thing is to report that person. Then you won't have to deal with them, and the mods can handle them. And being gay is perfectly fine :3



I so tired of this. For some reason I can't sleep during the night, only during the day. And I'm all anxious about school because in March I'm going back after being in homeschool all year. Next year I'm going to a new school too. It's all happening so fast and I just wanna cry. I'm too tired for school, but I want friends. And because of all this I feel weak, cuz I can't even handle school, which makes me depressed. I can't talk to my parents about it cuz last time I told them about how I feel I almost had to go on meds. *sigh* that was longer that I'd meant it to be.

[fika.]

i got a trade offering a pet named "~Gay is not Right ;-;~" and ive never been so honestly inclined to leave cs forever haha because my sexuality isnt "right" my existence isnt "right" whatever whatever whatever im literally gonna have a panic attack overr this lmmao

report them.
that's not a nice thing to do,
it's harrassment and not allowing
people to be themselves.
i don't get what's so wrong with it to be honest,
we're all only human.
try to breath slowly, control your breath.
i have loads of things (breath with it) that can help with your anxiety and panic attacks.

each word has a different thing to help you
feel better soon<3
(ps. i'm proud of you for finding out who you are
and i hope you live a long happy life c:)

I so tired of this. For some reason I can't sleep during the night, only during the day. And I'm all anxious about school because in March I'm going back after being in homeschool all year. Next year I'm going to a new school too. It's all happening so fast and I just wanna cry. I'm too tired for school, but I want friends. And because of all this I feel weak, cuz I can't even handle school, which makes me depressed. I can't talk to my parents about it cuz last time I told them about how I feel I almost had to go on meds. *sigh* that was longer that I'd meant it to be.

you CAN talk to your parents about it,
you just don't want to.
i say go do it, it'll help you out and
even though you may not want to go on meds,
it may help calm your nerves.
school isn't bad, don't worry <3
try and find someone that likes
the things you like.
good luck <3

[Thalassic]

all my dad does is pick fights with me
everything is always my fault
there is no taking to that man
I want to get out of here
no,
I need to get out of here
but I can't
and its killing me
when my own safe space is toxic to its core

[compass;]

Blink 182 seriously needs to be a pro hugger <3

Btw guys I'm here if you need someone to pm. I'll most likely be able to relate. C:

this is secretly a way to mark this thread without adding it to my bookmarks. But I'm serious about the above. <3

[fika.]

all my dad does is pick fights with me
everything is always my fault
there is no taking to that man
I want to get out of here
no,
I need to get out of here
but I can't
and its killing me
when my own safe space is toxic to its core

hey boo it's okay,
dads can be icky sometimes.
maybe talk to him about it, and say
that he needs to realise you are trying
your best to be living and that
sometimes things are overwhelming and hard
and he should relax a little bit.
try to make your bedroom your safe place,
decorate it and make it YOU.
i hope you're doing okay <3
good luck<3

Blink 182 seriously needs to be a pro hugger <3

aww thanks!<3

i want to be one but i'm too scared to ask xD

[Thalassic]

he doesn't listen.. any time I even try talking to him he turns everything into my fault
and I don't even have a room to myself. I share a room with my brother, and it's basically a "living room" anyway, so everyone uses it every day...

[MoonStone00]

Thank yoy blink182♡

I just cant fathom everything and we try t talk when we can its just getting harder to with our different scheduals and stuff.

[cainhurst]

Here to do two things.

First, marking this thread & offering my help to anyone who needs it.
Talk to me about anything if you need to, and never feel afraid to come to me multiple times.
If you don't get a reply in a timely manner, feel free to "bump" your PM.
I'm only human, and sometimes I read messages, but don't reply right away, which results in them being pushed down by new PMs.

Second, I just need a place to put this.
No need to reply, just needed to let it all out. <3

An employment agency sent me some job info today. This year is my last year of high school, so I obviously need to find something I can do afterwards. So the agency sent me a media design related job today, something I actually would like to do. However, the problem is partially what I've done with my life so far, and my own self-esteem. I don't have a "fancy" education - I don't think I'll ever be able to go to college, or something like that. Mainly because I'm an utter failure at math, no matter how hard I try to understand it, and math is naturally an obligatory subject. I also don't have any work samples, nor do I have a lot of knowledge when it comes to the programs they use. Why? First of, I lack the money to actually afford the things companies work with, and I also lacked/still don't have the time to practice due to school. And then, of course, there's me being horribly self-conscious and overly critical of everything I do. I know that I should apply - the worst they can say is no, but that's what I'm afraid of. I'm already so afraid of the future and, to be honest, I've cried a lot because of it as of late. Especially since I can't motivate myself to get a job I don't actually want to do, you know? Being denied to do one of the two careers that I actually want to pursue (the second one being more or less impossible due to my current education) would probably just tear me down even more. I have nothing to lose, but at the same time it feels as though I have a whole lot to lose, if that makes any sense? I also wouldn't know what to put into my application, anyway, so that's also a problem. I mean, we learned how to do them at school, but filling them out for real is much harder, especially if you have very few qualities that could persuade the ones choosing the candidates for job interviews to even give me a chance. And the job interview itself? Don't even get me started on that.

So that' that. More or less just "adult problems" and a lot of anxiety.

[mr.robot]

@ blink

oh he's not toxic at all. this is actually the healthiest relationship I've ever been in, but I've put my foot down and told him this has hurt me and weakened my trust in him, which was already unstable because I have paranoia. We'll get through it but it'll just take time I think. Not quite sure how I've ended up feeling so much hatred toward myself over it though.

[knifekind]

i miss my ex really badly, even if it's been months
like he hurt me so bad and i have someone new now but,,
i want him back
i want to be loved again.
he told me nobody else could love me
not the way he loved me
guess he was right

i hate him so much but i want him back in my life
i don't know how or what to feel

hhhh