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[fika.]

So, today, I was sitting at lunch talking with my friend (Literally, the only friend I have in the entire school). Nothing really happened but when we were all leaving some boy came up and asked me for my number for his friend. Now, I wouldn't be so bothered by this if it wasn't the same guys that teased me from the other table on other days telling me to come sit with them and always trying to get my attention. But it's not in the nice way, it's in the rude and annoying way that makes you angry and annoyed. I could tell that it was a set up, considering that the rest of them were snickering a little ways off. Of course, I told him no and to get lost, but I still feel really uncomfortable about it. I'm extremely socially awkward and am so shy that when I ask for my lunch at school my voice comes out in a whisper three pitches higher than my actual voice. Now I just feel sick and I don't know why. I know they were just those stupid freshmen boys that try and seem cool by picking on girls but I still feel uncomfortable about it.

I also managed to get a C on the English Midterm. A C. In ENGLISH. The class where I ace everything where you learn simple words like "Alliteration" and stuff like, Ethos, Pathos, Logos, and Kairos. I knew everything and got a C. That was the one I thought I would ace. The one I was sure about and I got a C. I was able to get a 86.6 on the Chemistry Midterm (A 93.3 with the 8 point curve) but I got a C on the English Midterm.

Not to mention the 58% I got on a German Assignment today. A simple thing where you read the passage and answered questions. I spent a lot of time, checked my work over and over and still got a 58% o a multiple choice easy task.

I must just be stupid or something.

ignore those boys,
don't pay attention to them. they're rude and inconsiderate,
and they don't deserve your attention.

you're not stupid!
maybe you just froze up a little bit during the midterms?
i get that sometimes.
or i think i know the stuff, i get my stuff back, and BAM my in-class work is an A but
my exams are a C. It's normal, and fine.
Don't think you're stupid!
Just study that tad bit extra, and give the next
exams all that you got.
Good luck <3

[dino .]

My hamster died two days ago and It's not the same in my room without her

losing a pet is horrible, i understand.
did you throw her a mini funeral? maybe it'll help you out
you can always look into buying another hamster in the future
nothing can replace an old pet, but a new one can definitely
keep your old pet off of your mind c:
good luck <3

We did have a mini funeral for her; My dad is going to make a cross/headstone for her little burial site.
I don't think I would want another hamster, they don't live very long and I don't think I want to go through that again.
But thank you <3

My hamster died two days ago and It's not the same in my room without her

dealing with the loss of a pet if very hard, and i am so sorry you have to go through this, but you dont have to go through it alone, talk to your family about it. like blink said, throwing a mini funeral also helps. try to keep your mind off her for the time being. i really do hope you feel better ~

I talked about with my parents and friends. It didn't make me feel too much better since talking can't bring her back or make me accept it more. I think the worst part was telling my mom, being I was the one who found her.
Thank you guys for your comfort I appreciate it <3

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

sorry i just remembered im not allowed to post here

[Lincoln]

Never mind.
I won't be on this thread for a month or more now because of this whiny person.
Thanks a lot.

[caf.]

i'm sorry
it's too much anymore
it hurts me to be like this
i can't express myself
can't say anything personal I know it'll just hurt me inside

hey there
listen, i don't know what kind of situation you're in, but i know how it feels to be unable to express yourself. i know how if feels to be scared, to feel like you're going to get hurt if you speak out. i promise you, your feelings are worth it. even if you can't talk about it, get it out. draw. write. dance. you do not have to pretend that nothing is wrong. no matter what.
if you need to pm me and talk, i'm here for you.

[fika.]

i'm sorry
it's too much anymore
it hurts me to be like this
i can't express myself
can't say anything personal I know it'll just hurt me inside

hey boo, whatever you're going through
right now, please just know it will be okay soon.
you will be okay, everything will be okay.
there are loads of people by your side,
and who will talk to you if you need to talk to someone.
good luck <3

Never mind.
I won't be on this thread for a month or more now because of this whiny person.
Thanks a lot.

you can come on this thread whenever you like,
don't let others stop you.
<3

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

i'm sorry
it's too much anymore
it hurts me to be like this
i can't express myself
can't say anything personal I know it'll just hurt me inside

hey there
listen, i don't know what kind of situation you're in, but i know how it feels to be unable to express yourself. i know how if feels to be scared, to feel like you're going to get hurt if you speak out. i promise you, your feelings are worth it. even if you can't talk about it, get it out. draw. write. dance. you do not have to pretend that nothing is wrong. no matter what.
if you need to pm me and talk, i'm here for you.

Thank you both <3

[MarkFangirl]

I've been so stressed lately, it's starting to affect my grades.

First off, my best friend is talking to a guy she doesn't even know, and she wants to meet him. I just don't think she's ready at her age (a bit older than me) She's kind of, well large, and I feel he is taking advantage of her, like her insecurities. It makes me sick to be honest. She thinks I'm jealous though, and it really hurts. But I don't want her hurt.

Moving on!

So my Ex-best friend told me she was bi, and I'm Bill (sorry if this offends anyone) so I asked her out. She denied me, because she already had a girlfriend. Her girlfriend is the girl she hasn't even met, who lives halfway across the world. And so we talked, she said that she may leave her for me because we are in the same timezones and other reasons. She then told me "I pick her over you" just because she was afraid of hurting her feelings. And just recently, she told me she lied about being bi, and that she was straight. So she lied to me, and picked a stranger over me?

Pms would be lovely.

[bergamot.]

pmming

[[deleted user 39490]]

All of this stress is killing me. I can barely breath and my chest feels like there's a massive weight. Today was going terribly, but at least I could keep it in. To add onto it my mom decided to add a few new rules to our household. As if the overbearing scheduling, large numbers of rules isn't bad enough, now she has to go and add more. I can't breath and I want to cry, but I can't. I don't even feel sad. I just feel numb and like I want to cry but I can't do it. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what I did wrong to screw everything up. It has to be my fault because the blame is always on me.

My dad is angriest with me. Not my brothers who lied in court and got us taken from him. Not with my mother who took us from him. Me. The one who tried to tell the judge my brothers lied.

I just screw everything up.

I'm a terrible person.