
This candle is for a couple of my pets.
The first one being Winter, the best hamster I ever had. I got you on a crisp Christmas evening... probably the first time it had ever snowed on Christmas for me, and just leaving my dad's car to hop into my Mom's apartment was chilly enough. The snow crunched underfoot and the color was a brilliant white, almost blinding, showing off that winter was here. Inside it was warm, and I believe that is what brewed you to be so nice. Oh you deserved a better owner than younger me, but no matter what you were the best hamster I have ever had, and a brilliant first small pet. You would hug our fingers and noses, you'd fall asleep in our hands, and when we'd scratch between your shoulders you acted like it was the greatest thing in the whole world and splay out your body and make little happy noises... oh Winter. When you got that tumor behind your ear I tried to ignore it. I didn't want to accept the fact that my little baby was dying. But when Mom said she'd take you to the vet and I came home and saw her crying... I knew you had to be put down. I knew you were in pain and that is the worst thing I think of, even today. I know you went peacefully though, and I will love you forever and always Winter. <3
Then there is Lego-Girl and Shimmer. Shimmer, my lil' fatty. You had such a personality for a little female Betta fish. You'd follow my finger around the tank, do flips when I spun my finger around, and then always tried to eat all of the food. Lego-Girl, you were more insecure, but I knew you enjoyed your life nether-less. I'm sorry I stopped walking straight to your tank after school once I got Winter, but I hope you guys understood. It was another cold night when you guys died, we were trying to move in with my new stepdad when mom thought it would be a good idea to leave open a window, and your tank froze over... I hope you girls didn't suffer too much.
Then there is Pepper Junior, better known as P.J.. Oh P.J., I knew from the moment we got you that you'd be a little furry hamster up my behind. When my stepdad, ever so gently, put his hand in your cage on Christmas morning and you bit on to him like it was your life on the line, we knew you'd be a tough one. We were blessed with Winter, but if she was a angel then you were defiently a devil. You weren't bad all the time, though. You liked to bury around your cage, and you loved running around in your ball and around my room. In your last days, you were nice too. I woke up one morning to check on you like I always did and I found out you had passed through the night, I bawled. Even though you weren't the nicest hamster ever, you taught me one of the most important lessons; how to be patient, and how to gain somebody's trust instead of forcing it out of them. You were a little surprise hidden in a ball of rage <3
Fourthly, there was Sebastian. Our time together was short-lived, and though I feel bad for your death, I'm glad you passed quickly. You didn't like life here, even though you were the 'alpha' male of the tank, and you even made Ocean-Pony, my stubborn fish, bow down to you! You were always hiding though, and I could tell you had a lot of burning hatred behind your gills. I was the one who found you dead, it was after school and i came to feed you and I found you had... killed yourself. I hope you passed in peace though, little guy. <3
Lastly, there was Zico. We almost had a year together! Oh my poor Zico, I loved you so much. Even though you were just a tiny little Betta fish, I loved you to pieces. I'd boast your beauty to my friends and your personality was one I craved for: Bold, independent, strong. You made sure the little (well, not so little any more) Ocean-Pony into his place, making sure Sebastian's rule kept place. You loved the heater, and the filter, and the plants. You found the world to be so interesting, even though you put on a bad-boy show. You never liked cameras though, or even my phone, so that was the only down side to you. How could I show the world your beauty if you were so insecure? Well, I know you had a good life, though. You grew into your scales, you puffed up your gills, and shined your blue-gray-red glow. It was my brother, though, who killed you. Poured the whole thing of new food into your tank. He'd done this three times before, but unfortunately, I knew you were on your last fin. I hoped it wouldn't be that day though. I went to take the dog on a walk and when I came home my mom had that look on her face. She said she watched you die, take your last gulp of air before turning grey with sudden death. It didn't sound like you went in pain though, which is good.<3 Love you little man.
All of my little animals... I hope they are all in a peaceful place now, where they have no cages that I must confine them too and that they are having the best after-life ever. They all deserved it. <3