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[fika.]

i'm sick, my throat hurts and i'm so nauseous because i ate something rotten last night oops
alas, telling people i'm pansexual is fine friends but ask me first next time, and stop telling people that being pansexual isn't real and stop saying it's the same as bisexual. it's rude.

the real problem is my best friend is holding her birthday party the day after my birthday which was when i was going to have my party, but that's not even what i'm upset about. one of my ex-friends is invited and i think i may actually attack her if i see her ever again because she said awful things to me. oh dear what to do

about you feeling ill,
make sure you get plenty of rest and try
to stay hydrated! drink ginger ale or water c:
i'm proud of you for finding out who you are!
i understand the difference between pansexual and difference,
i wish everyone else did. it's completely different.
two different sexualities. >.<
as for your best friend, maybe just explain
how you feel about your ex-friend, and just
explain that you will try to avoid her.
i understand she may have said some terrible things if you
feel that way, but when you're around her just know you're
the better person.
good luck and i'm proud of you <3

lately a lot of things have just been going downhill for me.
I'd really like a hug.

you'll be okay<3
i'm sure you'll be fine in the end
just try to take your mind off it every
now and again and

here is my internet hug
*huggle*
good luck <3

@cloudboyhowell

you are very welcome! i really hope
things work out well for you c: <3

I'm more disappointed than I should be about this. I did my part in the art, but got nothing in return. Maybe it'll just be late, but there was so much time.

Also, I had my first adopts and wasn't sure what to expect...
I got nothing but positive feedback. I was surprised that there were actually interested people.
It gave me an anxiety attack. I just worked through it for a while but eventually had to leave the laptop before being able to return again, still quite on edge. Yes, I was so happy that I was unhappy. This stuff happens a lot. I don't understand it.

I know these things are rather petty, but I just wanted to vent. Thank you. <3

don't be disappointed!
i'm sure you did great! explain to the teacher
it may be late and give a reason or two why, maybe they'll
understand c:

woo i'm proud of you!
i hope you're feeling okay now
it's normal, don't worry.
you deserve to be happy.
they're not petty things either! it's okay to post here
and vent c:
good luck <3

[emoji movie]

Can I please get a hug?
I feel like utter garbage right now :c

[fika.]

Can I please get a hug?
I feel like utter garbage right now :c

you'll be okay <3
whatever it is, just know it's an obstacle and not a permanent
bump c:
good luck<3

[OceanBlast]

I'm really sad

So to try and sum it up, about 7 months ago I dated this guy, but he was really clingy and got angry at me for every little mistake i did that I just didn't feel love for him anymore. So I knew I had to break up with him, but I tried to be as mature about it as possible. I explained everything and told him he deserved better and I was so sorry and he was so nice and could get anyone he wanted, and that I wished him the best.

A couple days after, he and his friends sent me messages telling me absurdly rude things, some of his friends being my friends too. They said really horrible things which I can't say here. I cried because I hate when anyone doesn't like me, and i couldn't help that I didn't love him anymore and I tried to be as nice and supportive to him as I could and he just does that to me. But after a while I mostly let it go because i thought it was probably just because after the break up he was upset and angry and took it out on me.

Some of his other friends started to message me soon after and I became close to quite a few of them. Recently one of them (let's call him R) made a group chat for his birthday party. My ex was invited to but it's been so long since we've broken up I didn't mind at all. It was going fine and I was really excited to go until only a couple hours ago when R suddenly said on the group chat it wasn't going to happen anymore and left.

I was confused so naturally I messaged him asking what's wrong. Wanna know what I got in response? A voice message of him saying a REALLY horrible thing to me. Then I assumed it was a joke and laughed it off and asked again what was wrong. Then he said 'I guess you didn't hear me so I'll say it again.' And repeated the awful thing. Then I was really confused and asked what I did wrong and this time he sent a voice message with other friends and I heard my ex saying it really loudly again to me. Then he said it again and blocked me.

I'm crying again, I honestly have no idea what I've done wrong, I've been as nice as possible to everyone and I've only been having nice conversations with them. I haven't even argued with any. Why did they have to say those things to me? I'm just really depressed, anything would cheer me up

[ever changing]

I may get called selfish for this, and maybe I am, but I have
feelings too and I can't help how I end up feeling at the end
of the day.

It can be very difficult to be in a long term relationship with
someone who has a learning disability. Especially when you
have issues of your own that you struggle to control. Such as
anger issues.

I try so hard not to get upset with my fiance when she ends
up forgetting this, forgetting that, and doing things wrong.
But I do. The stress of being the only one in the relationship
who can handle finances/anything "adult" in our lives really
weights down on me.

And I snap at her. I always feel horrible and apologize, of
course. I just wish it wasn't an issue in the first place.
Again...doesn't help that I have anger issues. So even the
tiniest mess up make me foam.

[fika.]

I'm really sad

So to try and sum it up, about 7 months ago I dated this guy, but he was really clingy and got angry at me for every little mistake i did that I just didn't feel love for him anymore. So I knew I had to break up with him, but I tried to be as mature about it as possible. I explained everything and told him he deserved better and I was so sorry and he was so nice and could get anyone he wanted, and that I wished him the best.

A couple days after, he and his friends sent me messages telling me absurdly rude things, some of his friends being my friends too. They said really horrible things which I can't say here. I cried because I hate when anyone doesn't like me, and i couldn't help that I didn't love him anymore and I tried to be as nice and supportive to him as I could and he just does that to me. But after a while I mostly let it go because i thought it was probably just because after the break up he was upset and angry and took it out on me.

Some of his other friends started to message me soon after and I became close to quite a few of them. Recently one of them (let's call him R) made a group chat for his birthday party. My ex was invited to but it's been so long since we've broken up I didn't mind at all. It was going fine and I was really excited to go until only a couple hours ago when R suddenly said on the group chat it wasn't going to happen anymore and left.

I was confused so naturally I messaged him asking what's wrong. Wanna know what I got in response? A voice message of him saying a REALLY horrible thing to me. Then I assumed it was a joke and laughed it off and asked again what was wrong. Then he said 'I guess you didn't hear me so I'll say it again.' And repeated the awful thing. Then I was really confused and asked what I did wrong and this time he sent a voice message with other friends and I heard my ex saying it really loudly again to me. Then he said it again and blocked me.

I'm crying again, I honestly have no idea what I've done wrong, I've been as nice as possible to everyone and I've only been having nice conversations with them. I haven't even argued with any. Why did they have to say those things to me? I'm just really depressed, anything would cheer me up

hey ocean, you've done nothing wrong
they're cruel and rude, ignore them
i know it sounds hard but do it
don't keep listening to the message
delete all messages where they've said rude things
go to the mirror and imagine yourself as your best friend
you wouldn't be thinking/saying those cruel things to your best friend,
and guess what? you are your own best friend and you are all the nice things.
you're nothing compared to what they said
you're one of the nicest members i know,
you're only ever nice.
good luck <3

I may get called selfish for this, and maybe I am, but I have
feelings too and I can't help how I end up feeling at the end
of the day.

It can be very difficult to be in a long term relationship with
someone who has a learning disability. Especially when you
have issues of your own that you struggle to control. Such as
anger issues.

I try so hard not to get upset with my fiance when she ends
up forgetting this, forgetting that, and doing things wrong.
But I do. The stress of being the only one in the relationship
who can handle finances/anything "adult" in our lives really
weights down on me.

And I snap at her. I always feel horrible and apologize, of
course. I just wish it wasn't an issue in the first place.
Again...doesn't help that I have anger issues. So even the
tiniest mess up make me foam.

i have anger issues too, it's
completely normal. don't feel bad.
it's good that you apologise.
maybe next time you're about to snap, leave the
room and come back after a few minutes and explain
why you left. i also find rubbing my thumb and index
finger together in round circles really helps me calm down
good luck <3

[master of spaz]

wanting to make it but too tired to actually do it if I do make it. Scared of screwing up if I make it, yet terrified of being rejected. Golly, what did I do to myself? Screw you, basketball.

You should try out basketball ♥ I mean, even if you get in you don't have to be that perfect player. We all make mistakes during our lives, and we can't help it. The human body isn't made for perfectness, and no human will ever be perfect. It's the fun in basketball that makes it worth trying out for. Didn't make it in? Well you had fun trying! Made it in? Congrats you can now have more fun and learn to improve!

Thank you! That did help c:

[OceanBlast]

I'm really sad

So to try and sum it up, about 7 months ago I dated this guy, but he was really clingy and got angry at me for every little mistake i did that I just didn't feel love for him anymore. So I knew I had to break up with him, but I tried to be as mature about it as possible. I explained everything and told him he deserved better and I was so sorry and he was so nice and could get anyone he wanted, and that I wished him the best.

A couple days after, he and his friends sent me messages telling me absurdly rude things, some of his friends being my friends too. They said really horrible things which I can't say here. I cried because I hate when anyone doesn't like me, and i couldn't help that I didn't love him anymore and I tried to be as nice and supportive to him as I could and he just does that to me. But after a while I mostly let it go because i thought it was probably just because after the break up he was upset and angry and took it out on me.

Some of his other friends started to message me soon after and I became close to quite a few of them. Recently one of them (let's call him R) made a group chat for his birthday party. My ex was invited to but it's been so long since we've broken up I didn't mind at all. It was going fine and I was really excited to go until only a couple hours ago when R suddenly said on the group chat it wasn't going to happen anymore and left.

I was confused so naturally I messaged him asking what's wrong. Wanna know what I got in response? A voice message of him saying a REALLY horrible thing to me. Then I assumed it was a joke and laughed it off and asked again what was wrong. Then he said 'I guess you didn't hear me so I'll say it again.' And repeated the awful thing. Then I was really confused and asked what I did wrong and this time he sent a voice message with other friends and I heard my ex saying it really loudly again to me. Then he said it again and blocked me.

I'm crying again, I honestly have no idea what I've done wrong, I've been as nice as possible to everyone and I've only been having nice conversations with them. I haven't even argued with any. Why did they have to say those things to me? I'm just really depressed, anything would cheer me up

hey ocean, you've done nothing wrong
they're cruel and rude, ignore them
i know it sounds hard but do it
don't keep listening to the message
delete all messages where they've said rude things
go to the mirror and imagine yourself as your best friend
you wouldn't be thinking/saying those cruel things to your best friend,
and guess what? you are your own best friend and you are all the nice things.
you're nothing compared to what they said
you're one of the nicest members i know,
you're only ever nice.
good luck <3

oH my god you actually made me cry :')

I only ever want people to like me and I try to be nice to everyone, so I guess it just really hurts when people swear and say horrible things to me. I think my ex might've taken his phone and done those things. But...I don't know. I should probably stop thinking too much about it, and I'll delete the messages. Thankyou so so so so soooo much, you made me feel 1000 times better ;w;

[leverage]

So I posted last night about the awful things my mom said to me.
Well, I'm back again, sorry...
I was supposed to have pit orchestra today. That would mean hanging out at the bookstore for a few hours before practice, grabbing an early dinner, then not getting home until rather late. Considering what happened yesterday, I was looking forward to not getting home until late then spending the right of the night hiding in my room.
Well, pit orchestra was cancelled, so I just drove myself home instead of going anywhere.
It's about time my mom and brother should be home (she picks him up from school). I know my dad doesn't get home until later because he works in the city, but normally the rest of my family should be here by now. And by now, I mean like half an hour ago.
Look, I'm not on very good terms with my mom right now, but I'd at least like to know where she and my brother are? What if they decided to go to dinner or something without me if my dad won't be home until much later tonight? What if something happened? Did they forget me? Is everything alright?
I'm not normally this paranoid, but today I've been nothing but. I can't seem to keep from worrying about literally everything. I nearly panicked on an ap physics quiz though I knew I knew everything. I used to get anxiety attacks and just be worried all the time, but that sort of went away when the stressful things in my life (classes, lots of extracurricular, bullying, multiple family deaths) sort of...faded. The classes ended, the pain got easier. And now it's back. My breathing feels tight and I'm shaky. I feel awful and it's for no good reason whatsoever, but I'm just freaking out over everything. I don't know what to do about it...even when I used to get panic attacks, my parents never listened- whenever I did say anything, they just dismissed it like it was nothing. They did fade, but now that I feel so awful again...the only person I feel I can talk to is my grandmother, and she's sort of going through a lot medically at the moment. I don't want to worry her with anything...
Literally every time I hear a car go by I have to check and see if its my family's. I really don't want to see my mom after yesterday, I'm dreading it, but I just wish someone else would get home...At least my overly attached cat is here to comfort me, but I just wish I knew where anyone was.

Edit;;
I just got a text from my mom. The reason no one was home was because my brother is in the hospital.
My dad won't be home until really late tonight.
Turns out my paranoia was right

And I thought I was panicking before...
I feel like I'm choking.
I could really use a hug right now...

[ausgdghsag]

lemme keep it short and sweet;;
i'm scared
of so many things