| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[❣D o l l❣]

I'm having a rough time with something that happened recently very very close to where I live. Please PM me, I would rather not post it up.

[Flicka]

2016 is already telling me it isn't my year, first we're going into this damn year with a raging thyroid issue. That I can't do anything about, until my healthcare provider decided to pull her head out of her butt and do something besides bloodtests. As if that wasn't bad enough I was once AGAIN denied a large unique doll, the first time wasn't even my fault I was having another health issue due to medication. The thing about it is, is three of the ones that did get approved one of the parents are owned by a high ranked staff member. Go figure eh?

The other bull-shittery about that is, i'm not just denied. It'll cost me more money then it already has in the first place to try again and to HOPE once more I'll get picked with no promise I will be after two previous attempts. Because the other normal offspring is still going to be made, which I personally think is stupid beyond belief. So it'll still cost breedings which means I have to use charms to recharge them, to use them again. Re-charging costs them money. Basically all I see that as is a marketing ploy to earn more money. I hate it, I mean I REALLY hate it. I had an EXTREMELY horrible 2015 and that doll was the only thing I was really looking forward to not just this year but I had been looking forward to it last year until it was un-rightly wrenched from me. So to say I'm disappointed is an understatement, I've had a WHOLE year to look forward to this doll for absolutely nothing. I'm debating on just telling them to sell the "sibling" to it. Because I don't really want it at this point. There's ONLY three color variations, at this point if I get denied again. There's a chance I'll end up with two of the colors. or doubles. :I

[Shiny Sylveon]

Just found out that my cousin's big brother has touched her...and now there's this whole therapy thing, and not to mention that my uncle, (her dad, this isn't a different uncle) isn't doing so well. Of course this happens, but it still ticks me off.

[EncyOf]

Don't lie to me, friend.
Don't tell me I can color. I can paint. I can sculpt.
Don't tell me I'll get into that fancy-schmancy art school I've been dreaming of.
Don't tell me you'll miss me because I'll be there and you won't.
Don't pretend to like my art. To care about the comics I've been slaving over.
Don't bother with the fanart, I don't deserve it.
Don't tell me I could make money off my clay pieces, nobody would buy those hideous things.
Don't put up with my mood swings and awful personality.
Don't tell me it'll be a piece of cake in a new school. All alone.
Don't tell me you'll always be here for me.
Don't answer my stupid questions about your girlfriend. It's none of my business.
Don't laugh at my jokes. I stole them all from a stupid joke book.
Don't hurt over being kept away from me. You have better friends.
Don't comfort me when I'm upset. Just let me die.

[Checkinder]

I don't understand...
She seems to understand what I'm going through.
She claims to have my back on all of this.
But...
Then she turns around and HURTS me.
She hits me and kicks me and my parents do nothing about it.
They claim they will but...
Like always...
They do nothing.
I ask her to stop but...
She never does.
She's NINETEEN!
She should be better than this...

[abxy]

I'm terrified
It's 12 AM
My dad is gone
And I'm hearing weird sounds

[epsil]

I'm terrified
It's 12 AM
My dad is gone
And I'm hearing weird sounds

Ah, don't be scared
It's really easy to imagine the worst when you're afraid for the future, so whenever you're scared scared, don't worry. It's usually just something small exaggerated out of fear. c:
When you hear those weird sounds again, sit and listen until you figure out what it is. If you have to, go down to the source of the noise and investigate. I can assure you it's just something natural happening within the building or outside the building you are in, like a squirrel crunching a nut or a shrub brushing against the window.
Don't be scared! Find an occupation. Turn the light on if it isn't already. Do something you enjoy, or read in bed?
Also, you could go to bed. It might make you feel more secure to be under covers. c:

Hope I helped! And, I hope your dad gets back soon.

[heir]

long and stupid rant sorry.
I'm scared right now,
first I think I heard a scream from outside
then I hear a loud crash from outside that sounded quite close
also I'm hearing like really loud strange noises from outside my window and it's scaring me.
Including a beeping noise and some noise that sounds like a storm and is strange because it was not raining.
I'm scared to look out my window, ugh why do I have to be such a wimp.
Never heard anything like this before and I'm really paranoid and scared right now.
Also I've been so sad, worried, and stressed because I could not find my binder that I need for school since we came back from winter break.
I can't believe I lost it, i have no idea where it is and I've looked everywhere and it's very important for school.
Ugh why do I have to be such an idiot, I can't do anything right.
I feel like I upset everyone and I'm so unhappy with myself.
I was quite happy yesterday for about 30 minutes but that quickly changed when I got home for some reason.
I always feel so alone and I'm sad and stressed 24/7, I feel like a failure and I really hate myself.
I have very few things that make me happy and I want to change that but I can't because I'm afraid.
I can't even go outside without feeling ashamed or extremely self-conscious.
I really just want to be happy and feel good about myself but I don't deserve that.
I just want someone to tell me I matter, to feel like I'm important to someone but I know that'll probably never happen.
I really don't want my grades to drop I've worked so hard, but of course I manage to mess everything up for myself again.
I'm so stupid ugh, why can't I do anything.
Just a waste of space! Look at me I'm a failure, I make stupid mistakes way to often, I'm so obnoxious and I bother everyone!
Ugh I'm so sorry I just, Im sorry.
Ignore this, this is stupid, my problems are dumb I'm sorry.

[kaeria]

long and stupid rant sorry.
I'm scared right now,
first I think I heard a scream from outside
then I hear a loud crash from outside that sounded quite close
also I'm hearing like really loud strange noises from outside my window and it's scaring me.
Including a beeping noise and some noise that sounds like a storm and is strange because it was not raining.
I'm scared to look out my window, ugh why do I have to be such a wimp.
Never heard anything like this before and I'm really paranoid and scared right now.
Also I've been so sad, worried, and stressed because I could not find my binder that I need for school since we came back from winter break.
I can't believe I lost it, i have no idea where it is and I've looked everywhere and it's very important for school.
Ugh why do I have to be such an idiot, I can't do anything right.
I feel like I upset everyone and I'm so unhappy with myself.
I was quite happy yesterday for about 30 minutes but that quickly changed when I got home for some reason.
I always feel so alone and I'm sad and stressed 24/7, I feel like a failure and I really hate myself.
I have very few things that make me happy and I want to change that but I can't because I'm afraid.
I can't even go outside without feeling ashamed or extremely self-conscious.
I really just want to be happy and feel good about myself but I don't deserve that.
I just want someone to tell me I matter, to feel like I'm important to someone but I know that'll probably never happen.
I really don't want my grades to drop I've worked so hard, but of course I manage to mess everything up for myself again.
I'm so stupid ugh, why can't I do anything.
Just a waste of space! Look at me I'm a failure, I make stupid mistakes way to often, I'm so obnoxious and I bother everyone!
Ugh I'm so sorry I just, Im sorry.
Ignore this, this is stupid, my problems are dumb I'm sorry.

Sweetie, you are not a failure. ♥
You are a living thing. You are in fact, right now, living a life. An important one. You living, benefits others. Same with everyone else. You just need to achieve what you feel is right. Do the little things that make you happy. You.. are important. You matter. You have a right to live.
I'm here. Just give me a private message if you ever need to talk again.

[fika.]

my parents force me to go to church and i don't even believe in god
they force their religion down my throat and get upset when i disagree with them.

and the sad thing is they cared more about me not believing in god than me self harming

no one can force you to do anything
stand up for yourself, tell them it's just not what you believe in
and that if they are believers of god they should be able to understand that.
it's not fair for you to go to church, sit there, and not be able to do or believe
in anything since you don't believe in god.
i'm sure that's not true though ;v;, your parents care
for you a lot and anything that happens hurts them.
good luck <3

my art looks hrorrible and next semester i'm going into art
please no please no please no please no ple
my fish is going to die
i feel like i'm going to throw up now

firstly, any art is beautiful.
it all has it's own thing and you have created a master piece!
you will do great in art.
as for your fish, say your goodbyes!
host a mini funeral for it.
you'll be okay
good luck <3

i used to think my face was awful and ugly; and now, with anti depression meds, its like looking at a new me. a prettier me. a me that doesn't have to have a ton of makeup on to slay.

i don't get it. why did i ever think i was ugly?

yESSSS. SELF CONFIDENCE. GET IN THERE.


dude now you've got this self-confidence,
go show the world what you're made of.
you're great
you were beautiful before but now that you realise it
that's great!
good luck <3

2016 is already telling me it isn't my year, first we're going into this damn year with a raging thyroid issue. That I can't do anything about, until my healthcare provider decided to pull her head out of her butt and do something besides bloodtests. As if that wasn't bad enough I was once AGAIN denied a large unique doll, the first time wasn't even my fault I was having another health issue due to medication. The thing about it is, is three of the ones that did get approved one of the parents are owned by a high ranked staff member. Go figure eh?

The other bull-shittery about that is, i'm not just denied. It'll cost me more money then it already has in the first place to try again and to HOPE once more I'll get picked with no promise I will be after two previous attempts. Because the other normal offspring is still going to be made, which I personally think is stupid beyond belief. So it'll still cost breedings which means I have to use charms to recharge them, to use them again. Re-charging costs them money. Basically all I see that as is a marketing ploy to earn more money. I hate it, I mean I REALLY hate it. I had an EXTREMELY horrible 2015 and that doll was the only thing I was really looking forward to not just this year but I had been looking forward to it last year until it was un-rightly wrenched from me. So to say I'm disappointed is an understatement, I've had a WHOLE year to look forward to this doll for absolutely nothing. I'm debating on just telling them to sell the "sibling" to it. Because I don't really want it at this point. There's ONLY three color variations, at this point if I get denied again. There's a chance I'll end up with two of the colors. or doubles. :I

hey you,
i'm unsure of what this whole message is about.
it's morning and my brain is backwards.
but whatever it is, keep your head held high.
the year may not be going well so far, but it could be
better further in the year. try to ignore that whole thing,
and find a hobby that you enjoy and is safe for your health.
what do you like to do? list down your personality and
what you like doing and think about what to do for a hobby
then.
good luck <3

Just found out that my cousin's big brother has touched her...and now there's this whole therapy thing, and not to mention that my uncle, (her dad, this isn't a different uncle) isn't doing so well. Of course this happens, but it still ticks me off.

yOOOO
THAT IS NOT COOL
you should go to the police about that.
it's bad, all very bad :c
i hope your uncle is okay
but seriously get your cousin's big bro
head straight.
that so isn't cool.
try to keep her away from him.
good luck <3

Don't lie to me, friend.
Don't tell me I can color. I can paint. I can sculpt.
Don't tell me I'll get into that fancy-schmancy art school I've been dreaming of.
Don't tell me you'll miss me because I'll be there and you won't.
Don't pretend to like my art. To care about the comics I've been slaving over.
Don't bother with the fanart, I don't deserve it.
Don't tell me I could make money off my clay pieces, nobody would buy those hideous things.
Don't put up with my mood swings and awful personality.
Don't tell me it'll be a piece of cake in a new school. All alone.
Don't tell me you'll always be here for me.
Don't answer my stupid questions about your girlfriend. It's none of my business.
Don't laugh at my jokes. I stole them all from a stupid joke book.
Don't hurt over being kept away from me. You have better friends.
Don't comfort me when I'm upset. Just let me die.

i can tell you're gong through a really hard time right now,
and your friend is only trying to be there.
allow it (: it may help you out.
a friend would never let you sit there alone through such a hard time.
good luck <3

I don't understand...
She seems to understand what I'm going through.
She claims to have my back on all of this.
But...
Then she turns around and HURTS me.
She hits me and kicks me and my parents do nothing about it.
They claim they will but...
Like always...
They do nothing.
I ask her to stop but...
She never does.
She's NINETEEN!
She should be better than this...

yes she should be
so i say kick 'er out of your life
it's not fair to be treated like that
or at least tell her this
that she isn't doing what you feel comfortable
with and she is making the friendship hard to keep
good luck <3

I'm terrified
It's 12 AM
My dad is gone
And I'm hearing weird sounds

nothing is out to get you
you'll be fine
if you have trouble sleepign listen to
ASMR, it has helped me loads in the past
good luck <3

long and stupid rant sorry.
I'm scared right now,
first I think I heard a scream from outside
then I hear a loud crash from outside that sounded quite close
also I'm hearing like really loud strange noises from outside my window and it's scaring me.
Including a beeping noise and some noise that sounds like a storm and is strange because it was not raining.
I'm scared to look out my window, ugh why do I have to be such a wimp.
Never heard anything like this before and I'm really paranoid and scared right now.
Also I've been so sad, worried, and stressed because I could not find my binder that I need for school since we came back from winter break.
I can't believe I lost it, i have no idea where it is and I've looked everywhere and it's very important for school.
Ugh why do I have to be such an idiot, I can't do anything right.
I feel like I upset everyone and I'm so unhappy with myself.
I was quite happy yesterday for about 30 minutes but that quickly changed when I got home for some reason.
I always feel so alone and I'm sad and stressed 24/7, I feel like a failure and I really hate myself.
I have very few things that make me happy and I want to change that but I can't because I'm afraid.
I can't even go outside without feeling ashamed or extremely self-conscious.
I really just want to be happy and feel good about myself but I don't deserve that.
I just want someone to tell me I matter, to feel like I'm important to someone but I know that'll probably never happen.
I really don't want my grades to drop I've worked so hard, but of course I manage to mess everything up for myself again.
I'm so stupid ugh, why can't I do anything.
Just a waste of space! Look at me I'm a failure, I make stupid mistakes way to often, I'm so obnoxious and I bother everyone!
Ugh I'm so sorry I just, Im sorry.
Ignore this, this is stupid, my problems are dumb I'm sorry.

like what jellicat said, you're important
and you're not a failure.
you're only learning from mistakes.
for the noises: nothing is there or out to get you so don't worry
your brain is just trying to make you scared, ignore it.
it's all in your head. try to put in earphones to block the noise
out, you'll be fine!
just do things one step at a time, and after every task
reward yourself with something.
you are not a bother to anyone, don't think that
and your problems are not dumb
you are you, and you are only learning
good luck <3