| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[White Tigress]

Thanks <3

While I'm here, may as well go on a rant about one of my other friends. I'm having a major conflict. She's very clingy and needy and I get so frustrated with her at times. I genuinely enjoy her friendship - at times. Idk she's just smaller than everyone else? I think I befriended her out of pity. But since she's so clingy she's taken up almost my entire life. I literally have one other spot to sit at lunch, and I know that night or in the hall She'll pester me about it. Now my other friend has been visiting during lunch and I talked to her. After she asked if she'll be coming every day. (She's very particular about where everyone sits, and our other friend moved closer to the visiting one to hear better, and she was crying about it.) I looked her dead in the eye and told her "yeah, if she wants to." Then she went on about being left out. I honestly have no clue what to do. I think she might be a toxic relationship to me but I truly can't bring myself to tell her I don't want to be friends with her anymore. She has to at least try and make me call her every day, and when I don't I lie and make up excuses because I honestly don't want to talk to her. But I can't keep doing this forever ;-; honestly we've known each other for 2 1/2 years but she's taken up my entire life. I'm embarrassed by her. Yet deep down I enjoy talking to her and being with her. But I feel like we're in a toxic relationship.

I know that was long I'm sorry ;-; I just really needed to get it off my chest.

[dori.]

sort of serious??? i guess.

he's not getting better. the iron medicine isn't working, he's getting paler, we're still fighting back for his referral for his autism.
the doctors can't figure out whats wrong with him.
he's not eating as much.
he's acting strange at school and sometimes falling asleep at school.
i want to call him.
tell him he's going to be alright. that the doctors are going to find out whats wrong with him. tell him to stop worrying about me and my condition.
but it's almost 2am and we're 12 miles away from each other right now.

[sapiosexual]

why am i so possessive and jealous ???" so what if they talked to someone before you ?/ ???? ?? ???? ?? its not like they lke tehm better sstop being irrational !!!!!!!" yes but (: my brain does not work that way , yes i know they did nothing to me so i shouldnt hate them but i have many reasons to envy them and apapretly everyone i envy i hate too??bc im pathetic honestly i hate having this disease

just ignore this part pleaase!!

i definitely need my medication upped but i dontknow how to tell my dad??? hes already not supportive of me being on multiple meds

[leebee]

sorry this is really long i just really cant deal with myself right now. and i have no where else to say this so :\

honestly so angry at myself. most people my age are having the time of their lives making fun memories with their friends and actually living their lives. and i barely feel alive, like yes i am alive but i dont do anything that makes it feel worth it. all my (2) friends in real life are horrible, one is a bossy control freak who im too afraid to get out of my life because my only other friend is usually not able to hang out. and i have no online friends either, which is the worst part. how pathetic am i that i cant even make friends on the internet. and everybody i've ever truly cared about, i've pushed away out of fear of them "abandoning" me. even though i knew they cared about me too, i still cut them out of my life. and i thought being online and alone made me happy, but i'm realizing it's not what i want, no matter how content it makes me i refuse to go out of my comfort zone and i hate it, i have had so many opportunities to do things that are exciting and fun in real life, but i declined because i wasn't "up for it". and just. i don't know. feel free to ignore this i just really am not in the best place right now.

[lαмe ѕнeep ѕιlvα]

sorry this is really long i just really cant deal with myself right now. and i have no where else to say this so :\

honestly so angry at myself. most people my age are having the time of their lives making fun memories with their friends and actually living their lives. and i barely feel alive, like yes i am alive but i dont do anything that makes it feel worth it. all my (2) friends in real life are horrible, one is a bossy control freak who im too afraid to get out of my life because my only other friend is usually not able to hang out. and i have no online friends either, which is the worst part. how pathetic am i that i cant even make friends on the internet. and everybody i've ever truly cared about, i've pushed away out of fear of them "abandoning" me. even though i knew they cared about me too, i still cut them out of my life. and i thought being online and alone made me happy, but i'm realizing it's not what i want, no matter how content it makes me i refuse to go out of my comfort zone and i hate it, i have had so many opportunities to do things that are exciting and fun in real life, but i declined because i wasn't "up for it". and just. i don't know. feel free to ignore this i just really am not in the best place right now.

(Friends: +1)

Oh, I'm so sorry hun. I've been there before, but when it seems like you can't take anymore, keep going. If I could trade places I would. But let me tell you. It only gets better! Try to look around, there are plenty of people who could be your friends. Try to talk to someone you don't know, or someone who seems like they're having a bad day too! But if you you're walking through hell, I'll walk with you <3

[Qottonn]

I feel terrible, depressed, anxious.
And on top of all that I have a headache.
Kill me now.

Please

[shuhalo]

- I'm stressed
- I can't forget what's causing me to be stressed, no matter how much I try
- Headaches almost all the time
- No one to rant about it to
- Basically I've been feeling miserable 99% of the time since this morning

errrgh

[fika.]

hello everyone,
i've been busy today and have not been able to post.
i'm still busy, i'm about to go out; but since it's a saturday
i will reply to EVERYBODY later on. <3
i hope you're all doing okay, and if you ever need to PM
someone my inbox is open c:
good luck and i'm proud of you all <3

[Lincoln]

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[fika.]

im such a toxic person
but like
i have like one close friend
and i wish id just rip myself from them bc its fairly obvious they dont feel the same (as far as being super close goes) ??? so lmbo
but like ,,,, i cant make friends. ive like, ive lost ability to make friends? and im afraid of making friends bc i become so attached and they get like 1000000 texts from me in one day abt completely random things?
and then like, i'm greyromantic and it's so rare that i fall in love with people but like 6 years ago i fell for someone super toxic n abusive and i was super clingy towards them and it started out as just talkinf ??? like my super close friend then like we dated n it was bad and i got my heart ripped out and it , it wasnt a fun experience ? : ^ )
so like ,, now im afraid of friending anyone then falling for them lol
yet here i am craving for someone to talk to me and care abt me
so anyhow
oversharing from miles

tl;dr, i want friends and i crave affection but im afraid to friend ppl bc i get attached and im afraid of falling in love with the wrong person.

you're not a toxic person
people may be busy
i like people that text me a lot
it just shows i'm wanted
if you think they're getting annoyed, maybe lessen the texting?
and don't be afraid of falling in love!
it may be the right person after all c;
good luck <3

Not serious just need to rant...

My friend says its not fair
how my parents make me do all these chores..
But it's all I've known all my life. And I KNOW
what would happen if I fought back..
I'd be living in my CAR Down by the RIVER as my parents kick me out!!
OR I get punished.. Idk what would happen!
But she keeps saying "Its not fair, you should fight it."
ANd today I told her what happnens,
how my parents work 10 hours a day EACH, and then come back
and have to do MORE work.. How i'm just Helping..
Its a FAMILY thing you know?
everyone Pitches in!!
ANd the CHICKENS are MINE ANYWAYS!!!
SO They are MY Responsibility!
Honestly it's not that unfair..
I get a place to sleep and free food for it..
but I try to argue that and I hurt her feelings.

i don't quite understand this
but take a step back and relax a bit
good luck <3

Thanks <3

While I'm here, may as well go on a rant about one of my other friends. I'm having a major conflict. She's very clingy and needy and I get so frustrated with her at times. I genuinely enjoy her friendship - at times. Idk she's just smaller than everyone else? I think I befriended her out of pity. But since she's so clingy she's taken up almost my entire life. I literally have one other spot to sit at lunch, and I know that night or in the hall She'll pester me about it. Now my other friend has been visiting during lunch and I talked to her. After she asked if she'll be coming every day. (She's very particular about where everyone sits, and our other friend moved closer to the visiting one to hear better, and she was crying about it.) I looked her dead in the eye and told her "yeah, if she wants to." Then she went on about being left out. I honestly have no clue what to do. I think she might be a toxic relationship to me but I truly can't bring myself to tell her I don't want to be friends with her anymore. She has to at least try and make me call her every day, and when I don't I lie and make up excuses because I honestly don't want to talk to her. But I can't keep doing this forever ;-; honestly we've known each other for 2 1/2 years but she's taken up my entire life. I'm embarrassed by her. Yet deep down I enjoy talking to her and being with her. But I feel like we're in a toxic relationship.

I know that was long I'm sorry ;-; I just really needed to get it off my chest.

does seem like a toxic relationship,
maybe just low key tell her. say like
"listen, i don't feel happy being your friend that much anymore,
i feel like i can't do anything" or something like that
i know you don't want to hurt her feelings but
it's making you unhappy
good luck <3

sort of serious??? i guess.

he's not getting better. the iron medicine isn't working, he's getting paler, we're still fighting back for his referral for his autism.
the doctors can't figure out whats wrong with him.
he's not eating as much.
he's acting strange at school and sometimes falling asleep at school.
i want to call him.
tell him he's going to be alright. that the doctors are going to find out whats wrong with him. tell him to stop worrying about me and my condition.
but it's almost 2am and we're 12 miles away from each other right now.

do that
go talk to him at school
make him want to be happy
make him want to be healthy
if he eats he'll feel better
he may not want to, but it's an important
thing about human life.
go talk to him, just make him
feel wanted and that you have his back and you're
his friend.
good luck <3

why am i so possessive and jealous ???" so what if they talked to someone before you ?/ ???? ?? ???? ?? its not like they lke tehm better sstop being irrational !!!!!!!" yes but (: my brain does not work that way , yes i know they did nothing to me so i shouldnt hate them but i have many reasons to envy them and apapretly everyone i envy i hate too??bc im pathetic honestly i hate having this disease

it's okay to be jealous : D
except i prefer envious tbh
but honestly i am JUST like you. you're not alone.
and sadly i have no idea how to help, as i am struggling with the
exact same thing, but good luck <3

sorry this is really long i just really cant deal with myself right now. and i have no where else to say this so :\

honestly so angry at myself. most people my age are having the time of their lives making fun memories with their friends and actually living their lives. and i barely feel alive, like yes i am alive but i dont do anything that makes it feel worth it. all my (2) friends in real life are horrible, one is a bossy control freak who im too afraid to get out of my life because my only other friend is usually not able to hang out. and i have no online friends either, which is the worst part. how pathetic am i that i cant even make friends on the internet. and everybody i've ever truly cared about, i've pushed away out of fear of them "abandoning" me. even though i knew they cared about me too, i still cut them out of my life. and i thought being online and alone made me happy, but i'm realizing it's not what i want, no matter how content it makes me i refuse to go out of my comfort zone and i hate it, i have had so many opportunities to do things that are exciting and fun in real life, but i declined because i wasn't "up for it". and just. i don't know. feel free to ignore this i just really am not in the best place right now.

i can be your online friend!
it's okay to feel this way
if you like being online, but hate it at the same time
because it is refraining you from doing things,
maybe semi-quit! i'm not saying quit altogether; it's
sad to see members go. but if you semi-quit, you won't
feel the need to go on the site so much.
slowly go out your comfort zone. want to go to that nice
cafe but too scared? go with that one friend you prefer!
do you want to try a meal? try cooking it!
want to go out the house but not anywhere to socialise?
go on a walk through the park!
you'll be okay in life
good luck <3

I feel terrible, depressed, anxious.
And on top of all that I have a headache.
Kill me now.

Please

take a break
treat yourself
go eat ice cream
go cook
go read a book
no one deserves to feel like that
take a tablet
rest a little bit
dim the lights and watch your favourite film.
you'll be okay, and if you ever need to talk to
someone my inbox is open <3

- I'm stressed
- I can't forget what's causing me to be stressed, no matter how much I try
- Headaches almost all the time
- No one to rant about it to
- Basically I've been feeling miserable 99% of the time since this morning

errrgh

it's just an off day!
hopefully you'll feel better tomorrow
get plenty of rest,
even just a couple naps.
take a break from whatever is causing you stress
and do something you like, or go for a walk.
put in some groovy earphones and listen to a relaxing
playlist with a hot drink and a book.
life is great.
take medicine for the headache
good luck <3

Deleted this.

i did manage to read this before it got deleted,
and i just wanted to say you and your family
will get through this obstacle.
try and keep your mum distracted and happy,
help her find a hobby.
try scrapbooking; it distracted me through tough
times and you can express how you feel.
good luck to everyone <3