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[White Tigress]

Two of my friends are going through hard times ;-;


Staring with K
People think they have a right to everyone's information, huh?

My friend wanted to keep secret where she was while she was gone. That it. THATS ALL. She was so happy then H and A force G to tell them where she was.

She was so happy and now she barely talks. It breaks my heart. She can't even come back from school for an hour and a half without dealing with this crap. Her literal words :"This is why I can only have three friends because everyone else give me ****."

She's just such a wonderful person and I'm trying my best to protect her, I'm walking with her and standing next to her, blocking her from A L and H.

Love you, K.

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Moving on to L

Everyone is treating her like crap in gym. They're purposely hitting her in the face with balls and calling her transgender, saying she has "male parts." She told me names. ((Watch out B N and V.)) We're signing up for a counseling appointment tomorrow together.

She had to move schools because of bullying before and her other "friend" isn't there for her.

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I hope I'm doing this right, I'm so stressed this was an awful week and I'm glad it's over.

[Kia_Bee]

I thought I was doing okay at work. Guess not. They're pairing me with someone to do training again for a week than see how I do alone after two weeks. This is my first real job and I don't want to lose it. I'm really scared. I need the money not only for myself but to help out my mom. I lose this job, I got nothing.

[Foxen]

I feel like crying.
I lost my beloved small kitten.
She ran away and has been gone for
at least a day. Obviously my mind
will create the worst censorious,
but all I need now is comfort. Prays
that poor Luka would return safe. xc

[Zambeah]

Ugh. I've never used this thread before, but Chickensmoothie somehow... I don't know, affects some things.
Warning to all: I'm not a native English speaker!

School is just so overwhelming. I'm a straight A's kid. I don't really do much for my grades, really,I think I'm blessed when I compare my amount of work to others who still don't get these grades.
It's not that I have to learn in the sense of reading thousands of pages, it's more that I have to prepare presentations, I have to put together 5 pages into 1 and learn this stuffed piece of information, I am barely sleeping 5 hours every night, from home to school it takes me 1.5-2.5 hours in the morning AND in the evening, everything school related is just so time consuming that I always feel like I could sleep 48 hours straight and I would still be so done physically AND mentally.

It's not that I would say I am addicted to computer stuff or anything, but it's like, well, my hiding zone. I just cuddle up in a blanket with my laptop and play tons of internet games because I just get bored. Most of them alone, just following my own goals. I know that if I wouldn't play these games, I would be more active, I could focus on school more easily, well, yeah, I would even get more sleep without all the YouTube videos I am watching before going to bed.

But it's just... I don't know. I'm debating whether deleting all accounts, quitting everything or just keep on doing these things because I like it, because it helps me to be entertained when I'm bored.
My closest friend had the same problem as me, she quitted everything to such a minimum that she is now able to learn things by heart for 10 hours straight because there are no games anymore she wants to play really. While I don't need to learn like she has to do, I could use the extra free time for so many other fun things. I used to go to sports 3 times a week and 2 hours each time and I LOVED it, and now I am just a lazy potato. x3

And while I love certain games like Chickensmoothie, I just have the feeling that it is affecting everything badly.
It's just... I am not sure what to do now. While I am rarely on when I REALLY have to do serious school stuff, I am wasting all my freetime in holidays or on weekends which I could use to learn so many other things or to learn better for some tests or presentations etc.

But it's just so hard to give up on things that I've been doing for several years with all my heart. I've joined Chickensmoothie 3.5 years ago and I've been active all the time, there was no time I didn't adopt monthly pets and I've always adopted them ont he first of the month.

But I've also already got all my dreamies, there is not really anything anymore I want to accomplish, I don't really have any goals. While I love Chickensmoothie - I don't know what I should do on here anymore. But I still waste so much time here.

AAAHHH, may someone just grab me on my shoulders and shake me till my brain is sorted again? x_x
It's so hard to decide when it comes to a point of your life that takes so much freetime because you've got to find something else to fill your freetime with...

[ausgdghsag]

he kissed her in front of me
all he seems to talk about is her
but why do i still want to be near him
why do i hurt myself like this?
i keep going around him even though his friend and he treat me like garbage
maybe it's well-deserved??

i'm disgusted
even a friend of mine is okay with it
they keep hurting me like this
i'm just going to have to drop the class and ask the counselor about new options because i'm getting myself sick over it

[fika.]

sigh

I'm not an expert on feelings, but I'm pretty sure that this isnt right


it's just that, every time I talk to someone, in real life or CS, every time I try to start a conversation, I just feel like no one actually wants to talk to me. Like, they just pretend to be interested in what I'm saying, and I can't help but feel paranoid that I'm just annoying them, and they don't like me at all. I don't know why, even when they say that they are genuinely glad of my presence, I just can't bring myself to believe that they are saying the truth. 
I just feel like even my closest friend might only talk to me because of pity, or because I spoke to them first. Honestly, I'm scared that every single one of my friends will leave me at one point, mostly scared that my one real friend on here will leave as well.

Lately I've been busy and not able to talk as much, so have they, but I talk whenever I can, but something just isn't the same as it was before.
Like, before we where both so busy, we always always used to say good night to eachother when we left for bed, every night without fail, but now, I've noticed that we don't do that anymore. And those little heart symbols that we sometimes use (these: <3), they aren't used as often.
I know those are just tiny little things that most people wouldn't think twice about, but, I'm really sensitive to all these little details, especially when it's with someone I've come to trust with my life. 

sorry for the little vent, and sorry for taking up room with my stupid problem, I just needed to get this out somewhere.

your problem is definitely not stupid,
please don't think that!
people do want to talk to you, why wouldn't they?
you seem so chill and friendly c:
just think, they might feel the same way as you do!
none of your friends will leave you, they have your back at all times
don't be afraid to talk to them!
i understand you've been busy, but maybe just drop in a hi to everyone c:
start using them again, it'll slowly come back!
it's okay to feel sensitive over the topic, and you have a right to be,
but maybe they're busy too.
good luck <3

Two of my friends are going through hard times ;-;


Staring with K
People think they have a right to everyone's information, huh?

My friend wanted to keep secret where she was while she was gone. That it. THATS ALL. She was so happy then H and A force G to tell them where she was.

She was so happy and now she barely talks. It breaks my heart. She can't even come back from school for an hour and a half without dealing with this crap. Her literal words :"This is why I can only have three friends because everyone else give me ****."

She's just such a wonderful person and I'm trying my best to protect her, I'm walking with her and standing next to her, blocking her from A L and H.

Love you, K.

-----------------------------------

Moving on to L

Everyone is treating her like crap in gym. They're purposely hitting her in the face with balls and calling her transgender, saying she has "male parts." She told me names. ((Watch out B N and V.)) We're signing up for a counseling appointment tomorrow together.

She had to move schools because of bullying before and her other "friend" isn't there for her.

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I hope I'm doing this right, I'm so stressed this was an awful week and I'm glad it's over.

then they're not a good friend if they gave out
that information! tell your friend not to worry, and
you have her back always and forever.

as for L, I'm glad you have a counseling appointment.
Maybe say stuff back, such as
"Excuse me, how pathetic can you get taking the micky out of someone else when
your hardly perfect yourself."
i hope you and your friends are okay,
and good luck <3

I thought I was doing okay at work. Guess not. They're pairing me with someone to do training again for a week than see how I do alone after two weeks. This is my first real job and I don't want to lose it. I'm really scared. I need the money not only for myself but to help out my mom. I lose this job, I got nothing.

take it a step at a time
go through the course slowly
you won't lose it
try your hardest, but also be yourself.
i'm sure you'll be doing great!
good luck and i'm proud of you <3

I feel like crying.
I lost my beloved small kitten.
She ran away and has been gone for
at least a day. Obviously my mind
will create the worst censorious,
but all I need now is comfort. Prays
that poor Luka would return safe. xc

praying Luka does return safely!
it's okay to cry, so let it out
i'm sure your cat will be fine c:
put posters around your area!
to give you hope, my ex-best friend lost her
cat once, and after a year someone called them up
saying that they found him.
hopefully yours returns sooner than a year!
good luck <3

Ugh. I've never used this thread before, but Chickensmoothie somehow... I don't know, affects some things.
Warning to all: I'm not a native English speaker!

School is just so overwhelming. I'm a straight A's kid. I don't really do much for my grades, really,I think I'm blessed when I compare my amount of work to others who still don't get these grades.
It's not that I have to learn in the sense of reading thousands of pages, it's more that I have to prepare presentations, I have to put together 5 pages into 1 and learn this stuffed piece of information, I am barely sleeping 5 hours every night, from home to school it takes me 1.5-2.5 hours in the morning AND in the evening, everything school related is just so time consuming that I always feel like I could sleep 48 hours straight and I would still be so done physically AND mentally.

It's not that I would say I am addicted to computer stuff or anything, but it's like, well, my hiding zone. I just cuddle up in a blanket with my laptop and play tons of internet games because I just get bored. Most of them alone, just following my own goals. I know that if I wouldn't play these games, I would be more active, I could focus on school more easily, well, yeah, I would even get more sleep without all the YouTube videos I am watching before going to bed.

But it's just... I don't know. I'm debating whether deleting all accounts, quitting everything or just keep on doing these things because I like it, because it helps me to be entertained when I'm bored.
My closest friend had the same problem as me, she quitted everything to such a minimum that she is now able to learn things by heart for 10 hours straight because there are no games anymore she wants to play really. While I don't need to learn like she has to do, I could use the extra free time for so many other fun things. I used to go to sports 3 times a week and 2 hours each time and I LOVED it, and now I am just a lazy potato. x3

And while I love certain games like Chickensmoothie, I just have the feeling that it is affecting everything badly.
It's just... I am not sure what to do now. While I am rarely on when I REALLY have to do serious school stuff, I am wasting all my freetime in holidays or on weekends which I could use to learn so many other things or to learn better for some tests or presentations etc.

But it's just so hard to give up on things that I've been doing for several years with all my heart. I've joined Chickensmoothie 3.5 years ago and I've been active all the time, there was no time I didn't adopt monthly pets and I've always adopted them ont he first of the month.

But I've also already got all my dreamies, there is not really anything anymore I want to accomplish, I don't really have any goals. While I love Chickensmoothie - I don't know what I should do on here anymore. But I still waste so much time here.

AAAHHH, may someone just grab me on my shoulders and shake me till my brain is sorted again? x_x
It's so hard to decide when it comes to a point of your life that takes so much freetime because you've got to find something else to fill your freetime with...

*shakes*
okay firstly, you're doing a lot.
like a lot a lot.
you should definitely get more sleep, even if it's
on the weekends to help energise you up again.
as for quitting games, i wouldn't.
i mean, if you feel the need to you can.
maybe just semi-quit.
don't go on the games so often.
i have this amazing app called "self control",
you can put in links to websites that distract you for a certain amount of time and you can't go on until
that time is up. if you want to work and not be distracted, i recommend that.
i'm sure you're doing great, and if you want to fill
your freetime maybe do scrapbooking or find a fun thing to do, such as baking
or cooking.
good luck <3

he kissed her in front of me
all he seems to talk about is her
but why do i still want to be near him
why do i hurt myself like this?
i keep going around him even though his friend and he treat me like garbage
maybe it's well-deserved??

i'm disgusted
even a friend of mine is okay with it
they keep hurting me like this
i'm just going to have to drop the class and ask the counselor about new options because i'm getting myself sick over it

talking to the counselor is good, you can
let your feelings out without them telling anyone.
as for your friend saying it's okay, tell them it's not okay
to you and it hurts your feelings.
maybe dropping the class is a good idea, but if you have no
other one to take don't drop it!
maybe just move to a different seat so you aren't close to them
good luck <3

[arabella !!]

I feel like crying.
I lost my beloved small kitten.
She ran away and has been gone for
at least a day. Obviously my mind
will create the worst censorious,
but all I need now is comfort. Prays
that poor Luka would return safe. xc

Aw, I hope you'll find your cat again soon. -Hugs tight-, good luck with everything! <3

[Julia]

I feel like crying.
I lost my beloved small kitten.
She ran away and has been gone for
at least a day. Obviously my mind
will create the worst censorious,
but all I need now is comfort. Prays
that poor Luka would return safe. xc

Aw, I hope you'll find your cat again soon. -Hugs tight-, good luck with everything! <3

Did you call your local shelter, asked all your neighbours (please do this today or tomorrow, she might got stuck in a basement!), put a paper with a picture of her/info/your address etc. around town? Maybe someone has taken her in and thought she was homeless. Does she have a collar/micro chip/..?

I've owned cats all my life and I know the horror you're going through! Please call your local vet, animal rescues and shelter. Maybe someone has already brougt her to them! Keep us updated! <3

[velialvia]

im such a toxic person
but like
i have like one close friend
and i wish id just rip myself from them bc its fairly obvious they dont feel the same (as far as being super close goes) ??? so lmbo
but like ,,,, i cant make friends. ive like, ive lost ability to make friends? and im afraid of making friends bc i become so attached and they get like 1000000 texts from me in one day abt completely random things?
and then like, i'm greyromantic and it's so rare that i fall in love with people but like 6 years ago i fell for someone super toxic n abusive and i was super clingy towards them and it started out as just talkinf ??? like my super close friend then like we dated n it was bad and i got my heart ripped out and it , it wasnt a fun experience ? : ^ )
so like ,, now im afraid of friending anyone then falling for them lol
yet here i am craving for someone to talk to me and care abt me
so anyhow
oversharing from miles

tl;dr, i want friends and i crave affection but im afraid to friend ppl bc i get attached and im afraid of falling in love with the wrong person.

[BrainOnSka]

Not serious just need to rant...

My friend says its not fair
how my parents make me do all these chores..
But it's all I've known all my life. And I KNOW
what would happen if I fought back..
I'd be living in my CAR Down by the RIVER as my parents kick me out!!
OR I get punished.. Idk what would happen!
But she keeps saying "Its not fair, you should fight it."
ANd today I told her what happnens,
how my parents work 10 hours a day EACH, and then come back
and have to do MORE work.. How i'm just Helping..
Its a FAMILY thing you know?
everyone Pitches in!!
ANd the CHICKENS are MINE ANYWAYS!!!
SO They are MY Responsibility!
Honestly it's not that unfair..
I get a place to sleep and free food for it..
but I try to argue that and I hurt her feelings.