Someone had blinded him. After decades of Darkness, someone had brought the sun down upon his face, and he was blinded by white light, and his eyes stung fiercely. Mortimer blinked and rubbed his eyes in a desperate attempt to wipe the sun away, and gradually it began to fade.
Everything was bright, even though Mortimer could now distinguish the shadows. He was standing in a white room with blaring overheard lights, and the fluorescents seemed to bounce endlessly off of the whitewashed surfaces and back into his eyes. Everything in the room was sterile. Neat. Precise. There were white countertops all lined up in one corner of the room, and an ivory sink fastened into the wall. The trim was white and the floor tiling was white, and the gurney rolled up near the lone window had white sheets folded neatly upon them, with a flat white pillow on top. The sky beyond the window was a pale but dismal grey. Mortimer could see nothing but clouds.
He was alone. No one else was in this room, and the same stifling silence seemed to have leaked in from the Darkness. As Mortimer began slow, paced steps for the window, the fabric of his plain slacks did not even rustle. Looking down at himself, he was wearing a tunic, although it seemed the only thing in this room to be a soft, pastel blue. Mortimer lifted his head, his eyes suckering to the window.
There were only clouds. Why couldn't Mortimer see the ground? A disorienting wave of vertigo hit him, and Mortimer gripped the windowsill tightly, bracing himself. He couldn't bring himself to look all the way down. The fear had settled in him that when he did, there would be no end. It would just go on and on and on. Mortimer had never been afraid of heights, but the concept was dizzying. But he forced himself to look up, facing the window pane anyhow. His fingers nearly broke the wooden sill in two.
The light was so strong in Mortimer's white room that the glare on the window was enormous. Still seeing the rolling clouds beyond, it was like looking into a mirror. But Mortimer wasn't looking back at him. There was another thing, his height, standing just beyond the pane. It wore a black Slipknot tee with a plaid button-up, black skinny jeans and a leather studded cuff around its wrist. But its skin was as pale and sickly as alabaster, with eyes that seemed to have no irises. The left side of its face was torn away; muscle and sinew hung in bloody strips along its jaw, and blood seemed from its hairline. The whit-blonde hair itself was matted with rubble, torn glass, and a large chunk of it was so thick with blood that it was almost indistinguishable. The clothes were torn and ruined as well, revealing a tracery of gore and devastated flesh. Everything about the corpse in Mortimer's reflection was gruesome, in every conceivable way. When Mortimer stepped back from the window, the corpse stepped back too, looking equally alarmed.
And then Mortimer looked down at himself once more. And saw his animated corpse's body beneath him.
Mortimer was shaking violently as his reverie went on, his pale eyes trapped within a different and faraway world.
Ezra returned to Alex's room with each drink tuck into the crook of his elbow, hlding them to his chest while the opened the door. He smiled at Alex and sat on the end of her bed, placing a Minute Maid apple juice on her bedside table. "Here," he said, snapping the tab off of his can of Dr. Pepper. "I figured juice would be the simplest." Ezra took a long gulp from his can, feeling as it slid down his throat and willing the caffeine to kick in. It couldn't be more than four hours past midday, but already it felt as if he'd been working a twenty-four hour shift. Ezra had been working long hours these past few days. He was lucky Jenny was as generous and tolerant a woman as she was.