| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[fika.]

Oh my gosh...




I am unbelievably mad at myself and sad right now.
I'm a super klutzy person, so I drop things every day of my stinking life.
My latest achievement is dropping my ONLY piece of technology on the hard pavement.
Of course, the screen shattered into a billion pieces, and the inside is maybe broken, not sure yet, this happened like 10 minutes ago.
I'm such an idiot. My mom bought this for me as a present, and she always told me to keep the cover on, and I did, for a couple months, then I took it off because it's harder to play games with it on, and it's all around annoying. My mom and dad weren't mad, but I'm so mad at myself. My dad is going to take it to see if it can be fixed or not. I have some money saved up, so I'm pretty sure I can replace it, if the entire thing is broken.
But it still won't save the over 50 hours I've spent on this one game, which can't be transferred.
Ugh. Apologies for this post, I just needed to rant about my own stupidity.

if it's in a certain store shouldn't it be saved there?
anyway, don't beat yourself up over it.
hopefully the inside isn't destroyed.
people drop things all the time, you're not the first!
maybe find a more comfortable case for it to be in that you're still able
to play games with it on.

good luck <3

[syl;]

Oh my gosh...




I am unbelievably mad at myself and sad right now.
I'm a super klutzy person, so I drop things every day of my stinking life.
My latest achievement is dropping my ONLY piece of technology on the hard pavement.
Of course, the screen shattered into a billion pieces, and the inside is maybe broken, not sure yet, this happened like 10 minutes ago.
I'm such an idiot. My mom bought this for me as a present, and she always told me to keep the cover on, and I did, for a couple months, then I took it off because it's harder to play games with it on, and it's all around annoying. My mom and dad weren't mad, but I'm so mad at myself. My dad is going to take it to see if it can be fixed or not. I have some money saved up, so I'm pretty sure I can replace it, if the entire thing is broken.
But it still won't save the over 50 hours I've spent on this one game, which can't be transferred.
Ugh. Apologies for this post, I just needed to rant about my own stupidity.

It's okay.
I understand why you are so upset.
I am like that everyday.
Being clumsy is your nature, it's something you can't change.
I am like that too, it's okay.
Believe it or not, it might help you out someday.

_______________________________________

And don't ever call yourself stupid.
You aren't, I promise.
I'd like to think that I'm stupid, but I know that I'm not.
Neither are you, you are a very intelligent human being.
So what if you screw up once? It's okay!
Everything will get better, I promise.

❤

[Thalassic]

I've been home for around an hour and I already don't want to be here.
I found out someone took and ate all of my christmas candy. So what? It's just candy, you'll say. But it just goes to show how much they respect my personal space.. It was all my favorites, too...
I just don't want to be here so much. I had a breakdown last night and now this and I just want to leave and never come back. I don't want to stay in this toxic place. I don't want to get back to working on school stuff, because it just means I have to spend even more time at home.. I felt so free when I was at my cousins place, but I can't visit them again until next newyears.. I can't stand being here... but I don't have a choice...

I thought I could be good enough for once
I thought I could be useful for something
why would I even let myself hope like that
and now look at me, all torn up
haha why do I even bother
I'm never going to be good enough for anything
no one needs me

you're wanted, you're useful, you're good.
i need you. the community needs you.
don't try too hard. trying too hard in things can completely mess something up,
because you expect it to go wonderfully well because our stupid brains plan
it all out, but it never ends that way.
if you just go with the flow you'll find out the outcome is
much better c:

tell your family you don't like them going thorugh your personal stuff,
that it's making you feel uncomfortable and it's invading your property.
ask them how they would feel if you did it to them.
try and hide them easily! maybe put them in a safe
or hide them under the pillow case/mattress. ;3
good luck <3

I have told them, so many times. And I do hide everything, but they still find it.. they always do..

[billie eilish]

To my sister ;;
You need to stop lying and exaggerating about your family problems. Yes, we all deserve attention in some form, but the actual issues that REALLY happen are minuscule. You blow them out of proportion to make us sound bad. Mom and Dad love you a lot and you make them sound like complete monsters for the little tiny mistakes they make. Stop. I know you love attention, but at least talk about truthful problems.
I'm tired of everyone always lying to me and lying about me all the time. That's where I need comfort. I just want some honesty... :\

[Dill]

I'm so worried and frustrated and done. I'm going off to college next year and I have no idea what I want to do. I can either do what my family wants, or leave that and do what I really want to.
And my mom. I don't want to leave her. We are so close with her, and I'm the last one. I know she's already having trouble, and recently we just discovered that she has severe heart problems, and I don't want to leave her because I know she won't do well. I don't think she eve thought an empty nest would hit her this hard, and I can't leave her in the condition that she is in, but I don't know how to help her.
And my sister. I can either room with her, which will for sure help her depression, but I don't really want to go to that school. But I don't know if I could go where I want to knowing that she's alone too.
I don't know what the right choices are anymore.

[syl;]

To my sister ;;
You need to stop lying and exaggerating about your family problems. Yes, we all deserve attention in some form, but the actual issues that REALLY happen are minuscule. You blow them out of proportion to make us sound bad. Mom and Dad love you a lot and you make them sound like complete monsters for the little tiny mistakes they make. Stop. I know you love attention, but at least talk about truthful problems.
I'm tired of everyone always lying to me and lying about me all the time. That's where I need comfort. I just want some honesty... :\

For the first thing, I understand.
I have a friend that exaggerates EVERYTHING.
I love her to death, but she is crazy.
Someone might trip her on accident, and she makes the biggest deal out of it.
She's insane.
And she gets SO much attention for it.
It's ridiculous.
I understand what you're going through, and it's not easy..
Trust me.

_______________________________

And for the second thing, it will all be okay.
Believe it or not, the same person that I was talking about above,
lies about me like she despises me.
I honestly don't even know why we are friends.
I guess it's just because I can't let someone go so easily.
But this is about you, not me.
If people lie to you all the time, or lie about you.
Just act like it doesn't annoy you at all.
I promise that they will stop doing it.
It's starting to work for me, it's starting to make me and my friends a lot happier.

_______________________________

I hope I helped.
❤

[northy.]

I hope most alright for me to vent for a bit, I don't normally do this but here goes...

I am not close to many people, I find it difficult to relate to them the best thing I can do is give advice. Anyways that aside, I am not too close to my family, I'd pick hanging out with my friends any day, and I know people will hate me for that, I know it's not right but I would much rather be talking to my friends or teachers or being in my room over being with my family because they just judge everything I do. My sister came home from uni for Christmas and I haven't missed her at all, I barely realized she was gone, I know its bad but its just how I m I guess, but as soon as she got back she started getting on at me and offending things I like and just being annoying in general. I also feel want to get my hair cut to a more masculine style and my mum is saying how I get too obsessive over these things and that I am gender confused but they don't see when I am rocking to and fro, crying and cringing at my body at 3am, like it is right now. They don't know that I've seen the school nurse for depression and anxiety, and were oblivious when I was severely depressed pre finding out I was trans. They insult me and wonder why I am never downstairs. I try my best to be better but its in vain but if I rebel in the slightest then slam me down like a ant under a boot. I am about to completely loose it and I don't know what to do, I only feel close to one person and even then there is no real connection with them I just know I should. I am so annoying I know but I don't care of you hate on me because I'm immune to you since you'll never hate be more than I hate myself

Sorry that this is so deep but I needed to get it out.

[StudioC]

He wont answer. I want to help you! Why dont you get that? I'm not gonna say I told you so. I am not like that. Please just answer, lets have a normal conversation! I dont care I just wanna talk, I wanna be friends.

[emoji movie]

Just give me a hug please...
Thanks, have a happy new year c:

[trees |-/]

i feel like a failure...

why?