| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[snowflake ;;]

right now, i just feel so alone . . .

[ellie!]

i really need help, i've cried so many times over this, please read my problem here and please tell me what i may do to help my dear dog, i love her so much and it's driving me crazy..

[haileycormz]

This Christmas sucks. My grandmother is so annoying. I love her so much, but she has been yelling at me all day. Can you just give me a break? My mom is sleeping all day, and sucks. My grandmother thinks we have so many people coming over and we dont. So we have to pick up every little fur, and all that stuff. Its my grandfather. Your ex-husband. Get over it. Nothing has to be perfect. They are stressing me out so much. Plus, I feel bad for my friend, C. Her dad just gave her money. That's it. What kind of father is that. It's not like he has no money. That just makes me so mad.

[sweet tooth]

need a pm
perferrable someone who doesnt know me
because i dont want to make my friends feel bad or angry

[epsil]

is this what feels feel like?
i think i'm finally getting them
ow

[jouska.]

this was probably my worst Christmas... my grandfather recently passed and there was an empty seat at dinner. some people canceled and didn't even show up. ;-; (my grandma kept on making excuses for not coming down. she didn't come down for his funeral and i haven't seen her for two year. she's my only grandparent left.) we didn't even open our presents at the tree. i don't want to sound ungrateful, i'm lucky to even have a Christmas... i was given twenty dollars and my cousins didn't even spell my name right. (no one has, only my parents. my brother can't even pronounce it right.) can't they at the very least add something to the card other than, "merry Christmas _____, XOXO _____ &_____"? my parents don't understand why I'm so tired and depressed all the time. (i suffer from insomnia, although it isn't as bad as some.) they think it's about the passing of my grandfather, which it partially is, but I'm so sick of them giving me that look like, "_____ should get it over it."

[bergamot.]

It wasn't a bad Christmas by any means. I got the sweatshirt I had been asking for, some Star Wars things, and even some ear rings for when I get my ears pierced again. Nice gifts. The problem is that my older brother offered to bring us to see the new Star Wars today, unto which I declined. My other brothers are going, but I'm staying. Why? Because before I was torn away from my dad and forced to live with my mom, he was really excited to bring us to the new Star Wars. It was his dream to bring us to a new Star Wars movie like his father did with him. Yes, I'm waiting, so why is this a problem? My flipping mother.

Brother; "Hey, you coming to see the new Star Wars with us?"
Me; "Nah. I'm waiting to see it with my dad, step-mom and little sister. I want to see it with them for the first time."
Mom; "If it mattered so much to them, why did they see it already, and not wait for you?"
Me; "Because they weren't going to give up the chance to see it for free on the Disney Cruise. The cruise we were supposed to go with them on before you took us away."
Mom; "But if it really mattered so much, why did they see it?"
Me; "I ju-"
Mom; "Clearly they don't care about you. I don't know why you're waiting. Your father is a terrible person."

And now I'm crying. I don't get why she can't see that I actually love him. While my brothers may not like our dad, I do. He's sweet, and this was his dream. I don't care if he's already seen it. I want my first time seeing it to be with them, like they wanted. Now I just feel terrible because my mom keeps down-mouthing my dad and I hate it, and there's nothing I can do to stop it.

It can be really hard when your parent are split up. Especially when they don't get along/don't like each other. Even if your mother dislikes your father, that doesn't mean you don't have the right to love him.
My parent's have been apart since I was very young, and I know how hard it is to talk to one parent about the other without a terribly awkward situation occurring.
Have you tried talking to your mother, and explaining that you love both of them equally, and that you know it means a lot to your father that you see the star wars movie with him.
If that doesn't work out, just remember that your mother's dislike for your father doesn't matter, what matters is that you know that you love your father.
Big Hugs!

well, i lost my voice on christmas
yay

Hoarse throats can be such a pain! Try eating a spoonful of honey; it soothes your throat and has antibacterial properties. You can also make a drink with hot water, ginger, lemon juice, and honey.
Get well soon, and big hugs!

[Kitty Cheshire]

The sadness and pain that you've learnt me to feel
are holding me tight
my prayers echo through night
if only I could tell these feelings to you with my words
but they choke me down so much it hurts
so what you see in this reality it makes you feel so lonely
you wanna spread your wings and take off for a flight

[tapestry]

i'm going back into the hospital tomorrow to try a different treatment and i'm really really nervous ugh uhh i really don't want to go but i want to feel better so bad and it just hurts so much. ; ^ ;
i'd really love a hug, if anyone would be willing to give one. :<

[fallen.galaxy]

i feel unbelievably horrible and I don't even know specifically why. why do you have to accuse me of bad things all the time, mom. i trust you even less now. you were finally gaining some. now you lost it all. can't wait till i can move out.