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[Thalassic]

I'm filming a mini movie tomorrow and I'm in charge of the script and basically leading the entiee thing and I'm really nervous bc I dont feel ready for it at all and Im scared to mess up

[Roadhog]

i'm auditioning for the school musical as the lead and i am not sure i can do it tbh

i just need reassurance

dude. due. bruh. bruh.
you will do great. I can say if you had the guts to try for the lead, then you have the guts to be the lead.
So I can say, even if you aren't the lead- usually school musicals will give everyone a part!! u.u (Or at least my school does, idk about every school, but don't be upset if you don't make it!! You will get another role, and you will still do great!!)

hey, I did terrible in my audition, and still got a role- and a part in the ensemble!! So I can assure you, that you will do good!! 8D
musical buddies?

[trans]

gotta love when people make you feel uncomfortable :^))))))

[Discter]

gotta love when people make you feel uncomfortable :^))))))

augh i know this feeling more than i should. ;;

[ausgdghsag]

i have a right to be upset that my family cares more about some other kid than their own family(me)

lol thank you for giving me the gift of a mental breakdown this christmas i'll have fun with it
i'll have fun putting my mind back together

what i mean is my family bought someone else gifts and i have a grand total of none
and when i point it out they get mad
uh i'm sorry but you're spending your money on someone who doesn't respect you
thanks

not to mention i got a gift, but the person who bought it for m e is holding it because they're mad at my side of the family
and everyone knows i'm mentally ill too
laughing so hard right now //sarcasm

if you quote me please replace it with -removed- as i'm deleting it later on for personal reasons{coughparanoiacough}
xx
{deleting later}

[0000007]

I feel terrible

[ghost queen.]

it's alright,,,,, don't worry about me (:
i'll be fine!!! really! don't worry!! ((((:
please help me

[Zashic]

Honestly you don't have to read this but anyone who is here to comfort is welcome too. I'm truthfully sorry this is so long but I should really get to bed or at least lay in bed anyway let me just quickly put a joke here that will hopefully cheer one person up. Why did a Adele cross the road? To say "Hello from the other siddddddiiide" :)

I-I don't even know how to start I'm just really depressed I guess about a lot of things really and all I can resort to is rant and ask for comfort from some really nice anonymous people on a website ;-;. First of all I'm really behind on school work and my grades are suffering because I'm just a procrastinating ball of nothing who is late to school everyday because I'm up late at night (Like I am now since it just happens to be 11:36pm on a Sunday night) I keep telling myself I will at least get some work done today then I get to scared to go to school because I'm 4 hours late and I don't go causing more missing work then I get sick and I'm up all night throwing up and going to the ER because I'm dehydrated. I tried to do work tonight but no my dog sits and crushes all my papers because he is worried about me stressing out on one paper then I get mad at him and I regret it and sit with him sad thus still not getting any work done. Next I don't really consider me having that many friends to talk too and the 4 I do have let's call them A, B, C, and D they all having something, A is my longest, best, and oldest friend (3 years older than me) One thing she has moved away I mean I can visit her since she is only 20 min away but then we have to plan. Anyway recently I feel like we don't relate as much anymore like she'll tell me all about her life and all this drama she has and her friends at her school and I have nothing to tell her to keep this somewhat short I'll move on. B, C, & D are friends from my school and they are good friends to have but in depth of loyalty and deepness there isn't much and D is a very new friend so they have been great so far just not enough time yet to share connections and stuff. So B is a good friend but they are a ticking time-bomb so to speak she gets me mad sometimes and I try to hold it in but when I tell them one thing she gets so mad and usually gets me hurt or directly hurts me then just is sarcastic after trying to fix things, I told her once that after a fight we had I was mad that they never say sorry or any forgiveness at all then they just replied oh my parents never say sorry to me so that's why. I never did accept that as an answer but then I feel bad because I feel like I watch them and guide them because their parents don't understand them and C and B are newly friends because I'm friends with them. Continuing C is a good friend but since I haven't been to school lately and she is in different classes and I can't go to her house I haven't seen her lately to socialize and do my homework with her which she would keep me up to date with. Next the odds and ends part my two dogs fight and I can't keep them together and I'm constantly worried about them because they both don't like people that much besides me and my family. One thing that caused me to right this is its 4 days 'till Christmas and my family has done nothing about it and without Christmas that's really getting me down I mean the Christmas tree is in bags in my room on the floor and we haven't bought any presents for anyone yet even though this year we have the most money to do so, basically there will be a small Christmas this year for me. I often get mad at myself quite often like not even being able to the things I like because I've been busy doing nothing. You wanna know what most of this nothing is? Youtube. That's all my life is other people's lives but it's the only thing that gives my brain dopamine constantly and I really enjoy it watching things I like because I can't do those things myself and it always brings a smile to my face but Just at the end of day when there are no more videos to watch I beat myself up and repeat and blame myself for all these things and cry because I procrastinate everything in order for happiness. I just need for someone to comfort me in this little corner.

Anyway there is my rant that is probably longer than anything I've ever written which if anyone bothers to read it I'm sorry for my burden I just want some help and comfort. also because I should be asleep I didn't include everything my little monster self says & what's wrong with my little life problems and I think over and over I know it will get better and all but I just want help and comfort now you know? But I don't think I deserve itand a happy note I hope everyone else is doing fabulous and better then I and I hope that the people who actually need help feel better. :)

[Montgomery Gator]

Cristmas is tough right now guys i know ..
just try to stay positive.....
even though its hard to.
all your hard work will
pay off. I promise

your stronger than you think.
all that you haven been
through and made it.
It may not feel like
things will get
better but it
will.

I Promise.

[frog toes]

My boyfriend is constantly really angry at me for no reason. Today/yesterday he didn't even say good night or good morning or I love you at all, and has been ignoring me for half a day now. I'm really scared. ;-;