feel free to ignore, just need to get this out.
right now, i'm just so upset and about to blow.
my parents are fighting again. five minutes ago it was a small conversation, then my mom
came into the 'study room' with my dad following her, and they started screaming. i just
left the room cause honestly i can't stand it, and i don't like them fighting. honestly, rite now
i just wish i could go to sleep and wake up a week later.
at school, it's not any easier. sometimes i wish i didn't have to move when i was younger, then i
wouldn't be here now and my actual best friend who i know i could trust wouldn't have moved
to toronto.
anxiety and depression aren't much help either. one second i feel happy and excited, and
the next i feel like it's pointless, and won't end well. i feel like i don't fit in anywhere, and even
though i do have people who i know i can trust, i wish they didn't have to live so far. i always
want to be alone, but at the same time i feel like i need someone to talk too. i don't know
anything anymore.
right now, i'm just so upset and about to blow.
my parents are fighting again. five minutes ago it was a small conversation, then my mom
came into the 'study room' with my dad following her, and they started screaming. i just
left the room cause honestly i can't stand it, and i don't like them fighting. honestly, rite now
i just wish i could go to sleep and wake up a week later.
at school, it's not any easier. sometimes i wish i didn't have to move when i was younger, then i
wouldn't be here now and my actual best friend who i know i could trust wouldn't have moved
to toronto.
anxiety and depression aren't much help either. one second i feel happy and excited, and
the next i feel like it's pointless, and won't end well. i feel like i don't fit in anywhere, and even
though i do have people who i know i can trust, i wish they didn't have to live so far. i always
want to be alone, but at the same time i feel like i need someone to talk too. i don't know
anything anymore.