| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Dill]

I feel so weird right now. I wouldn't say that I'm not happy, I mean I'm going to school and that's fine (minus the overwhelming stress), I'm in theater and my home life isn't too bad. But I just feel so... bored? I am normally the kind of person that is over zealous about everything; I over do every holiday, I get worked up about the little things in life etc. I'm even doing that now with Christmas (festive clothing and nails, working on presents, singing festive songs) but I honestly just feel like I'm going through the routine because I don't know what else to do. I guess I'll say it, but I'm not happy when I do this stuff. I feel so bland about everything now. I'm going to college next year but I don't feel like I care. And I hate that I feel like this. I'm not sad at all though, just bored. Lonely. I need to change something in my life to get myself back but I don't know what.

[.rin okumura.]

That awkward moment when you have a mental breakdown in the bathroom of a coffee shop....

[wane]

I'm so stressing about my finals next week.

I've been so busy these past few weeks I barely have anything done.

Any tips on studying?
Math, bio, and Spanish are mainly the ones I'm worried about.
Argghhh cramming.

[נוריאל]

I was recently self-diagnosed with NPD, and I took the time to explain it and what it meant to my best friend, and now every time she complains and I say "I'm sorry", she snaps back "no, you're not". It isn't my fault, and I don't know what to do. It's not like I can ignore her complaints, and I want to help. I just could use some advice or comfort, y'know?

[miss believer]

I'm completely falling apart, I can't do this anymore.
I need a PM asap

[Lincoln]

My neighborhood is now under the patrol of the whole police station.
Why?
Someone got purposefully run over today.
And.
They saw someone fooling around with guns on our street.
I heard gunshots last night. I couldn't sleep, there were too many sirens.
I don't really know what to do.
I'm so scared, I'm panicking, I just got diagnosed with anxiety, depression.
My therapy rabbit is going through tests to be assessed as a ESA, and I feel so..
anxious. I don't know what to do.

[Young and Beautiful]

So after losing a dear friend of mine, I thought this year she would be the last for awhile to come. But I just received news that my Papa has prostate cancer now, and we aren't sure what stage he is in or how much longer he has left. I really don't want to lose him, I couldn't handle this >.<
Can I please have someone say it will be okay and a hug?

[goranski.]

Well, I just lost my best friend.
Good job, me.

[spooks.]

there's a test next week and i'm gonna study for it.
but i'll still probably end up getting frustrated and cry while taking the test so...
i'm probably gonna fail just like last time.
i'm having a panic attack just thinking about it.

i can't. i'm not smart enough. it's so simple but ugh.
i'm seriously trying as hard as i can and i still don't understand.
it's not even that difficult for everyone else.
and then of course my sister is the teacher's pet so the teacher is expecting me to be just like her.
i'm not smart enough.
and it frustrates me because i'm trying so hard.

yesterday we had to do a thing, and we needed a partner.
basically, my partner was supposed to read on thing, and i was supposed to read another,
and we were supposed to compare them and find similarities. well, i'm too stupid to even do that.
i honestly tried as hard as i could but i didn't have enough time. i found like three similarities when we
were supposed to find ten. my partner ended up staying after class and doing it for me while i held back tears and felt stupid.
my partner was so nice and i felt so bad for letting her do all the work. she was literally telling me exactly what to write down and i still got frustrated. i apologized to/thanked her like a hundred times.

i think i may be developing anxiety.

i beat myself up over everything i say/do and i just can't stop.

i keep listening to music and trying to distract myself from my own thoughts but uughh.

[arabella !!]

Well, I just lost my best friend.
Good job, me.

Aw, -huggles-. I'm sorry to hear that, feel free to PM me if you want to chat. <3 Stay strong!