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[skunkiii]

Why did I loose him? Over a stupid joke with my friend?

[lesbian]

I don't really need replies to this - not that they wouldn't be appreciated.

its my birthday today and although I greatly appreciate what I did get - 1 card, from my nana - i feel a little sad about not getting a card from my parents, I live with them... And honestly a 20 pence card would be more than enough, considering my mum got a card for my brother and his wife's wedding anniversary which is about a week after my birthday.

I don't particularly care for receiving gifts and cards, and even for my birthday, but idk, it hurts for some reason. More than I thought it would.

I was also going to have lunch with my friend, and for the first time in the entire day, I was actually really excited, but after waiting for 20 minutes at least she sent me a message saying for me to just go for lunch alone because she had something else to do. I then dis leave, I went to the bathroom and cried.

I'm so dumb, these people clearly hate me, why should I even bother hanging around? I should just leave.

[MoonStone00]

I just need to vent. Please just ignore. Thanks♡



Im having another flipping terrible day. Im sobbing and cant stop.. all i wanted was to see my boyfriend today and he cant come over due to his mom..AGAIN. she literally hates me and gets in our way everytime to try and break us up. We haven been dating for 3 and a half years now we arent going to seperate... get over it. Ive never done anything bad to her.
Nothing is going right today and im so beyond stressed being stuck in the house 24-7... i just want to cry and cry and its just ugh. Im seriously about to have a panick attack and o just ugh.

[skunkiii]

He just said I was mental.. he thinks I'm dating my friend... What do I do?

[Purple Umbreon]

So I have classes that are two hours long but my anxiety is really getting in the way, I can't count how many times I wasn't able to go or left early because of my anxiety. It's really hard to focus and I get shaky and feel like im going to be sick, I take medicine for it and its helped a lot but it's still happening. I could really use some prayers that it will all pass, the resent happenings on the news haven't helped either, because of it I haven't left my house for 4 days

[BrainOnSka]

THIS WEATHER has got me down.. I mean seriously? Everybody's all like Oooh! Whoo hoo! Its 50° in NOVEMBER! THis is heaven!! I'm over here like HEAVEN? How do you call this heaven?! The ONLY Time I get to spend time with my dad is when we go Ice Fishing, and with this "el nino" Year.... I probably won't be able to. Usually by now we have at least 1/8th of an inch of Ice on the lakes.. By christmas you're walking on them.. Not this year I guess. I just like spending time with my family and my parents especially because this past year with my grandma passing away, I realized that people won't always be there. Now I'm not saying my dad is gonna die before next winter but stranger things have happened, you know? And I just like getting out there, getting ice on my boots and spending time with dad (Even outfishing him!). But the weather hasn't been cooperating. At this rate late Ice will also be "FIRST Ice" *Sigh* ICe fishing problems.. And don't get me started on Skiing... More like Mud sledding this year!

AAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnd Now I gotta go save his butt...How do I always end up with either the really emotional friends or the jerks? Can't i just have one normal friend?! It's seriously starting to wear on me. When someone knocks on the door and the first thing that comes to mind is "what is it this time?".. I mean I like helping people and I know that there are a lot of people on here with anxiety, I'm not bashing him for being like that. I know he can't help it.. but it seems like I'm the ONLY one who helps him, of all our friends.. So I get stuck with it Constantly... I guess it sucks to have a heart. I'm just "THAT Friend".. THat friend that sits there emotionless while someone cries on her shoulder.. That friend that everybody turns to in their need but she never says anything beacuse she feels like her problems are so much less.. And that friend who does not want physical contact every waking moment of the day. I mean if I spend too much time around people I get really serious temper issues.. But one of these days I'm afraid I'm going to snap and go crazy psycho bonkers and really hurt someone's feelings. I do like helping people but I don't have that much patience.. When I got the message today I started seething, but being the good Christian girl that I am, I pulled on my big girl panties and walked out to help him.. In the cold 49° november rain.. How Ironic.. It just.. It wears on me, and it makes me feel bad telling him to leave me alone because then the way he responds makes me feel guilty... Like Ohkay.. I understand.. I guess. I'll leave you alone. PRobably the reason I can't find that one normal person is because it's me.. Or it's because I'm the emotionless one. I never show emotion, and when I do its usually seething rage.. Or when I'm sick. But right now I'm just venting.. Vent over i guess.. I am not meaning in any way to offend anyone.. If I do I am deeply sorry..

[indebted]

So I have classes that are two hours long but my anxiety is really getting in the way, I can't count how many times I wasn't able to go or left early because of my anxiety. It's really hard to focus and I get shaky and feel like im going to be sick, I take medicine for it and its helped a lot but it's still happening. I could really use some prayers that it will all pass, the resent happenings on the news haven't helped either, because of it I haven't left my house for 4 days

ahhhh im so sorry ; v ;
anxiety really sucks and it's not something that can be easily solved either cries,,
but i really hope that your medicine helps you feel even better and that you feel better in general you know?
<3

[skunkiii]

He just said I was mental.. he thinks I'm dating my friend... What do I do?

[spooktunes]

wow
my principal just said that the girl bullying me has more friends than i do
thank you principal really restores my faith in this school ;-)

[arabella !!]

Oh good, I'm being ignored again.
Guess I really can quit CS this time.
Nobody would even notice my absence.
Ah, so much fun. :^)

aw, -huggles-. i'm sorry you're feeling this way! i'm pretty sure someone noticed already, don't worry. you will never be forgotten here! c:

wow
my principal just said that the girl bullying me has more friends than i do
thank you principal really restores my faith in this school

wow, did they really say that? that's horrible. have you talked to your parents about this? i'm sure they can have a talk with your principal. -hugs-

I don't really need replies to this - not that they wouldn't be appreciated.

its my birthday today and although I greatly appreciate what I did get - 1 card, from my nana - i feel a little sad about not getting a card from my parents, I live with them... And honestly a 20 pence card would be more than enough, considering my mum got a card for my brother and his wife's wedding anniversary which is about a week after my birthday.

I don't particularly care for receiving gifts and cards, and even for my birthday, but idk, it hurts for some reason. More than I thought it would.

I was also going to have lunch with my friend, and for the first time in the entire day, I was actually really excited, but after waiting for 20 minutes at least she sent me a message saying for me to just go for lunch alone because she had something else to do. I then dis leave, I went to the bathroom and cried.

I'm so dumb, these people clearly hate me, why should I even bother hanging around? I should just leave.

every post deserves a warm reply, including you. -hugs tight- i'm so sorry your birthday wasn't how you wanted it to be, but things will get better! stay strong. <33

Why did I loose him? Over a stupid joke with my friend?

aw! -huggies-. i'm sorry you lost someone who was important to you, i know it really hurts. good luck with everything though, hang tight! ^^