❣D o l l❣ wrote:Sooo ehh.. I thought I'd try this.. I don't like talking about my personal life but I've had alot of pressure lately.
I've been trying to make friends with this girl, her name is Caroline. I've made progress but she's friends with a girl named Juliana who I try my hardest to ignore. She's really mean to me, she has been since 4th grade and I don't know why. Some people are just like that I know, every time I try and talk to Caroline, she steps infront of me or calls her over or something. She laughs at me alot, I've heard her talk about me. I've made progress in developing a friendship with Caroline. Although, not enough to call her my "Friend or best friend" whatever. People tell me she's just like that, Juliana, but, I've never seen her treat anyone except my friend Haven like she treats me. I don't know why. Caroline caught me once when I was depressed. See, we stand outside our classrooms whenever we're waiting for the teacher to open the door. I was in the corner, though, away from everyone, and I had my face in my books. Caroline and her friend Krista were the only ones to come over to me to make sure I was alright. Which meant more to me then they probably thought it did. Don't know what to do. I've been recently becoming more "Broken" or "Stressed" "Depressed" Whatever you want to say.
If I may add on, to what I said earlier, today, Juliana kept kinda glaring at me. She's doing nothing, but I constantly feel threatened around her. Only few people can help me with the threats that she makes me feel, she doesn't say or do anything, but I always feel threatened. It feels like the word "limited" is all around me when people walk by me. I don't have any kind of disorder, unless sensitivity counts. I just feel like all my flaws pop out around me when she's near me, and she uses them against me. Even though she does nothing. That's all for now... I guess...
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