- i miss her so much
isn't anxiety just wonderful
urie. wrote:to all of my lovely friends in france, near france, and that have friends and family in france, i just wanted to get some good vibes out there. you're all in my heart and i'm so sorry this is happening. i'm thousands of miles away, but i still love you all. i hope you are all okay and that everyone you love is okay, too. hugs to everyone. <3
Shadows Of Legands wrote:The friend. She's continuing. I'm now getting glares too in the hallway. Insults at lunch. Today she looked at me weird for saying I sometimes make fun of myself if I'm on the verge of a breakdown to kick in my protective alter-ego. If she thinks I'm weird for that why should I tell her why I'm sad. She says to trust her but when I trust her a little she thinks I'm weird. I can't take this. I can't take the fights, being treated like a reject. I'm sorry I'm not a complete rebel but not a complete girly-girl. I shouldn't even call her a friend. I've come home crying a lot because of what she does. Today she stood over my desk and was playing with it to talk to the kid behind me and was really grossing me out. She knows that stuff grosses me out a lot. My other friend says she doesn't hate me. I doubt that. She only seems to care about me at all when I'm having a break down and when she does she makes me look weak. I kinda want to tell the school but I'm too afraid, the girl will intimate me. I just wish my one friend would finally agree to break away. Me and my other friend want to, she gets yelled at by the others a lot. I can't stay with that table anymore, I can't stand her. I can't take anymore.
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