| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[zoloft]

I'm tired of being lied to. My mom never comes through. And then she goes and lies about me to my dad. I wouldn't be even slightly upset if she just disappeared in our life. She's neglectful, irresponsible, childish, and used to be abusive. She promised me a birthday gift and it's been 3 months since my birthday. Nothing. Nothing at all.

[emoji movie]

I've been getting bad marks on tests recently and I'm
worried my marks are going to plummet.

My geography group is composed of really intelligent people
who just can't work together and always argue, so I'm just
there trying to work and get everyone else to work together
too.

Everyone loves my best friend and my friends are so good at
freaking everything while I'm just a potato. My sister also
overshadows me in everything.

My one crush is in another class and I really want to hate him,
but I can't for no apparent reason.

I feel like my online friend is replacing me and I just learnt that
my other online friend officially left this site.

I'm also such a freaking drama queen and I get angry too easily.
I also cry too much. I have to be strong.

And other people's problems always make me so damned sad
and angry at myself because my problems are so stupid yet I can't
deal with them.

So that was my rant of the day. Someone... Hug?

[Kittehhcat]

i don't want to be here
I don't want to be on earth
Why can't I escape to another planet
Why can't I just make what i wished I could make appear


Also isn't it great when your parents say
"Whatever your doing isn't important"
I'm sorry, I don't know my happiness isn't important
I didn't know the only few people who have kept me from slipping into depression are important


Sorry, I guess its m fault

[Bright Horizons]

Hugs for everyone.

[arabella !!]

i don't want to be here
I don't want to be on earth
Why can't I escape to another planet
Why can't I just make what i wished I could make appear


Also isn't it great when your parents say
"Whatever your doing isn't important"
I'm sorry, I don't know my happiness isn't important
I didn't know the only few people who have kept me from slipping into depression are important


Sorry, I guess its m fault

aw! -huggles tight-. :'c don't think like that dear, nothing's your fault. continue staying staying strong! the only person who knows you better than anyone else is you, don't let anybody influence you that you're not good enough. you are. just let time flow. <33

[tenor]

I know I cant assist everyone directly, but I just want to put it out there that all of you are wanted by at least some people. You all are loved by me. In the least. And no matter how much your parents may not show it, or say it, they love you. They may reject you but they still love you. You all are a blessing and a miracle to this world. And youve experienced loss, then I will say this.. God closes doors to open new ones. And everything is okay in the end. If everything isnt okay, then it isnt the end. Love you guys. If you need me, then just shoot me over a PM. Ill try to check them and answer regularly. <3

[spooks.]

i don't want to be here
I don't want to be on earth
Why can't I escape to another planet
Why can't I just make what i wished I could make appear


Also isn't it great when your parents say
"Whatever your doing isn't important"
I'm sorry, I don't know my happiness isn't important
I didn't know the only few people who have kept me from slipping into depression are important


Sorry, I guess its m fault

whoa whoa whoa, [b]it is not your fault. do not tell yourself that or let others tell you that.
please don't escape to another planet, there are so many people on earth that would miss you beyond measure if you did. you are amazing and you are doing really well. i'm sure you're doing better than you think you are.
i know how it feels to be slipping in to depression and having your friends pull you out.
never ever let anyone tell you that that is not important. because it is. it is the most important thing.
your mental health is so much more important than grades or anything else. you are amazing, and your friends love you.
please please do not let anyone tell you that talking to your friends is not important. if it helps you from slipping into depression then it is important.do not let anyone tell you otherwise.[/b]

let me tell you why, being physically disabled and terminally ill to the extent to have someone help me bathe, to have eyes on me 24/7, to only go outside my home on special occasions, to have abled expectations on me when i can't and won't be abled is so hard on me. i beat myself up about this almost every day but i was born like this, theres no reason for me to be angry at myself.

i know its not my fault, i know i cant control it but i still beat myself up. can someone please pm or reply with advice or even comforting words? ive been like this for years and its so hard to change my way of thinking. i really need a hug and comfort.[/list]

i know it's hard not to get frustrated with yourself. But you are amazing and perfect and you are doing so much better than you think you and and please please do not beat yourself up over it because you are do so well.

I'm tired of being lied to. My mom never comes through. And then she goes and lies about me to my dad. I wouldn't be even slightly upset if she just disappeared in our life. She's neglectful, irresponsible, childish, and used to be abusive. She promised me a birthday gift and it's been 3 months since my birthday. Nothing. Nothing at all.

*Virtual hug* i'm sorry to hear that. have you reminded her about your birthday? it's possible that she forgot. i now it's difficult, but please try not to be angry with her.[even though she may deserve it.]
i am sorry that you're going through this, if you would like to talk please feel free to PM me.

I've been getting bad marks on tests recently and I'm
worried my marks are going to plummet.

My geography group is composed of really intelligent people
who just can't work together and always argue, so I'm just
there trying to work and get everyone else to work together
too.

Everyone loves my best friend and my friends are so good at
freaking everything while I'm just a potato. My sister also
overshadows me in everything.

My one crush is in another class and I really want to hate him,
but I can't for no apparent reason.

I feel like my online friend is replacing me and I just learnt that
my other online friend officially left this site.

I'm also such a freaking drama queen and I get angry too easily.
I also cry too much. I have to be strong.

And other people's problems always make me so damned sad
and angry at myself because my problems are so stupid yet I can't
deal with them.

So that was my rant of the day. Someone... Hug?

*virtual hugs*
being trusted to get everyone to work together is frustrating.it's okay to get upset.
also, i'm sorry to hear about your online friends. i know you know this, but there are tons of people on here. maybe check out the clubs/armies forums to find people who have similar interests as you. or maybe you can create a thread in the introductions board?
from what i can tell you're awesome! there should be plenty of people who want to talk to you if you post in the forums
i'm sorry i don't really know what would be good advice, but please feel free to pm me if you want to.



also, if anyone needs to talk or rant please feel free to PM me.i'm online at least three times a day.

[MoonStone00]

Im in so much pain right now. Why cant i be a normal girl and have regular monthly gifts ;-: i reallly need to see a doctor but dont have health insurance till january earliest and i have no money. Heating pads arent helping and neither is gettong up and moving around. Im actually feeling nauseous on and off.

Also feel emotionally out of control. This isnt normal.

[arabella !!]

i always feel like i have to live up to the normal abled human standard but im phsyically disabled and itd be an impossible task.

let me tell you why, being physically disabled and terminally ill to the extent to have someone help me bathe, to have eyes on me 24/7, to only go outside my home on special occasions, to have abled expectations on me when i can't and won't be abled is so hard on me. i beat myself up about this almost every day but i was born like this, theres no reason for me to be angry at myself.

i know its not my fault, i know i cant control it but i still beat myself up. can someone please pm or reply with advice or even comforting words? ive been like this for years and its so hard to change my way of thinking. i really need a hug and comfort.

aww!! -squeezes tight-. never put yourself down like that, you are beautiful just the way you are and you're an amazing person. it's the soul that counts, and i know you have a pretty one.<33 since you know that it's not your fault, then you're one step closer! keep loving yourself, nobody's perfect and you're just like anybody else in this world. c:

[AmnesiaUndead]

pm please?