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[chooch]

my friend messaged me saying "bye emi" and removed me from skype, said friend has depression and he has been really upset lately so i started to freak out, 10 mins go by, i ask my room-mate to see if J removed him as well, J did, so I then asked my room-mate if i could use his phone to call J, room-mate got pissy and said "what do you wanna say to him?" i said i was gonna call room-mate asks me again what i want to say i reply with "I dunno just ask J if he is there" room-mate does so and then sighs at me.

Like, im SO SORRY for worrying about someone. Im SO SORRY my phone is broken so I cant call him myself. IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR ASKING FOR YOUR HELP. SORRY I THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS DYING OR DEAD AND THAT UPSET ME. IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO KNOW IF HE WAS OKAY. IM SORRY I BOTHERED YOU WITH THIS SUPER LAME AND NOT AT ALL IMPORTANT THING.

okay im done. /: sorry guys, i just... im crying and worried and my room-mate seems to think that this isnt important enough for me to touch his phone as if his phone is the most important thing in the world.

TELL HIM WHAT YOU JUST WROTE HERE! hell understand. I get nervous also. trying not to make this about me but my mom recently died and im worried my dad might, you know so when he leaves for really long time and doesn't answer I freak out and have a panic attack but ok so tell him what you just typed here.

[bark!]

my friend messaged me saying "bye emi" and removed me from skype, said friend has depression and he has been really upset lately so i started to freak out, 10 mins go by, i ask my room-mate to see if J removed him as well, J did, so I then asked my room-mate if i could use his phone to call J, room-mate got pissy and said "what do you wanna say to him?" i said i was gonna call room-mate asks me again what i want to say i reply with "I dunno just ask J if he is there" room-mate does so and then sighs at me.

Like, im SO SORRY for worrying about someone. Im SO SORRY my phone is broken so I cant call him myself. IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR ASKING FOR YOUR HELP. SORRY I THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS DYING OR DEAD AND THAT UPSET ME. IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO KNOW IF HE WAS OKAY. IM SORRY I BOTHERED YOU WITH THIS SUPER LAME AND NOT AT ALL IMPORTANT THING.

okay im done. /: sorry guys, i just... im crying and worried and my room-mate seems to think that this isnt important enough for me to touch his phone as if his phone is the most important thing in the world.

that's extremely wrong of him to do so, especially if this "J" person was friends with him. You did everything right, and have nothing to apologize for, to anyone! Im sorry this is happening to you, and if you dont find another way, try to find him in real life, to talk to and make sure he's okay? contact one of J's friends and ask them if he is alright? You can only look to the bright side, and I wish you, and J, the best and brightest in life <3 I hope J's situation improves for his sake as well!

[chooch]

I just want a second chance. With my wife, my baby boy. A family..
Okay. I don't want to sound like I'm grabbing attention. So here we
go. I'll say it bluntly and I'll admit it. I'm a jerk. I made so many awful
mistakes when I was younger. I broke so many girls' hearts. And now
I regret it. Because when I finally fell in love and got the chance at
my own happy family, I blew it. She was six months pregnant and
got in a car accident. I fall in love with a guy, changing my sexuality,
and I blow it. I have an episode/attack due to my anxiety that I had
had before, and I tell him that I hate him. To leave and never come
back. So that's what he did. I regret so many things in my life. My best
friend died in August. And now another good friend of mine has
killed herself. I don't get it. Life isn't fair, sure. But.. I could really use
some reassurance that things will be okay. Because I don't see myself
having a future anymore. I want to see it. But I don't..

-Mo

you are making me cry, listen it will be ok. with every darkness there is a light. keep going forward. trust me. you did many kind things for me like gifting me the blue balloon. you need to keep believing. it will get better. I promise.

[bark!]

I just want a second chance. With my wife, my baby boy. A family..
Okay. I don't want to sound like I'm grabbing attention. So here we
go. I'll say it bluntly and I'll admit it. I'm a jerk. I made so many awful
mistakes when I was younger. I broke so many girls' hearts. And now
I regret it. Because when I finally fell in love and got the chance at
my own happy family, I blew it. She was six months pregnant and
got in a car accident. I fall in love with a guy, changing my sexuality,
and I blow it. I have an episode/attack due to my anxiety that I had
had before, and I tell him that I hate him. To leave and never come
back. So that's what he did. I regret so many things in my life. My best
friend died in August. And now another good friend of mine has
killed herself. I don't get it. Life isn't fair, sure. But.. I could really use
some reassurance that things will be okay. Because I don't see myself
having a future anymore. I want to see it. But I don't..

-Mo

Oh gosh... I'm so so sorry for your losses. Life is being extremely unfair to you, and all I know to say is to stay strong. Life can be a pain, it can be hard, and sometimes... It can feel like it isn't worth it. But somewhere out there, is your future, shining brightly among all the troubles life throws at you, and hoping that soon, you'll be able to fight through the darkness, and reach out to that light of future. If not for yourself, stay strong for the hope that someday life will improve, and if you keep fighting that darkness? It will. Pain won't, and cannot last forever, and the darkness has it's limits; Because as soon as you grasp that light, the darkness has nothing to hold you down with. If you need to talk, I'm here <3 I don't think you remember me, but we talked a little bit before, quite a while ago, though

My condolences to you, and anyone effected <3 May your future shine the brightest to help you through the tendrils of darkness tying you down in the past

[tenor]

you are making me cry, listen it will be ok. with every darkness there is a light. keep going forward. trust me. you did many kind things for me like gifting me the blue balloon. you need to keep believing. it will get better. I promise.

Oh gosh... I'm so so sorry for your losses. Life is being extremely unfair to you, and all I know to say is to stay strong. Life can be a pain, it can be hard, and sometimes... It can feel like it isn't worth it. But somewhere out there, is your future, shining brightly among all the troubles life throws at you, and hoping that soon, you'll be able to fight through the darkness, and reach out to that light of future. If not for yourself, stay strong for the hope that someday life will improve, and if you keep fighting that darkness? It will. Pain won't, and cannot last forever, and the darkness has it's limits; Because as soon as you grasp that light, the darkness has nothing to hold you down with. If you need to talk, I'm here <3 I don't think you remember me, but we talked a little bit before, quite a while ago, though

My condolences to you, and anyone effected <3 May your future shine the brightest to help you through the tendrils of darkness tying you down in the past

I'm an adult. I should understand loss and pain. I should be able to handle it. But this whole year. People have just been leaving me. My uncle isn't letting me stay at his house because I'm having tantrums and he doesn't want to deal with me. So I only have one person left. I've been staying at her house, and she's been having to take care of me. But even sometimes, I know I'm hurting her. Because when I have a seizure or an attack and I tell her to go away or to leave me alone, she lays down on her bed and cries or just turns on the TV in the living room and just quietly stares at the TV. I know I'm hurting her. And I apologize to her so much. Because I hate seeing her in pain. She's like a little sister to me. I've known her since she was five and I was six. She's my best friend, and I know she already has depression.. I'm just making it worse by being here, living in her house. I've gone to therapy, but it's not helping. The medicine isn't working. It's just making things harder for me to push through. I have to put on a play every day, acting like I'm happy, when inside I feel like my insides are ripping apart. I can feel my heart being torn to pieces. Still.. I lay awake at night taring at the ceiling, wanting to just.. I don't know. It hurts to breathe. I have no motivation to get up in the morning. I just need someone to talk to. But I don't want to hurt anyone that's already hurt.. I'm losing people. And I don't want to lose the few I have left..
Thank you for helping, guys. It really does help knowing that someone cares.. Love you guys. I'm sorry for being so fragile right now.

[chooch]

you are making me cry, listen it will be ok. with every darkness there is a light. keep going forward. trust me. you did many kind things for me like gifting me the blue balloon. you need to keep believing. it will get better. I promise.

Oh gosh... I'm so so sorry for your losses. Life is being extremely unfair to you, and all I know to say is to stay strong. Life can be a pain, it can be hard, and sometimes... It can feel like it isn't worth it. But somewhere out there, is your future, shining brightly among all the troubles life throws at you, and hoping that soon, you'll be able to fight through the darkness, and reach out to that light of future. If not for yourself, stay strong for the hope that someday life will improve, and if you keep fighting that darkness? It will. Pain won't, and cannot last forever, and the darkness has it's limits; Because as soon as you grasp that light, the darkness has nothing to hold you down with. If you need to talk, I'm here <3 I don't think you remember me, but we talked a little bit before, quite a while ago, though

My condolences to you, and anyone effected <3 May your future shine the brightest to help you through the tendrils of darkness tying you down in the past

I'm an adult. I should understand loss and pain. I should be able to handle it. But this whole year. People have just been leaving me. My uncle isn't letting me stay at his house because I'm having tantrums and he doesn't want to deal with me. So I only have one person left. I've been staying at her house, and she's been having to take care of me. But even sometimes, I know I'm hurting her. Because when I have a seizure or an attack and I tell her to go away or to leave me alone, she lays down on her bed and cries or just turns on the TV in the living room and just quietly stares at the TV. I know I'm hurting her. And I apologize to her so much. Because I hate seeing her in pain. She's like a little sister to me. I've known her since she was five and I was six. She's my best friend, and I know she already has depression.. I'm just making it worse by being here, living in her house. I've gone to therapy, but it's not helping. The medicine isn't working. It's just making things harder for me to push through. I have to put on a play every day, acting like I'm happy, when inside I feel like my insides are ripping apart. I can feel my heart being torn to pieces. Still.. I lay awake at night taring at the ceiling, wanting to just.. I don't know. It hurts to breathe. I have no motivation to get up in the morning. I just need someone to talk to. But I don't want to hurt anyone that's already hurt.. I'm losing people. And I don't want to lose the few I have left..
Thank you for helping, guys. It really does help knowing that someone cares.. Love you guys. I'm sorry for being so fragile right now.

I recently lost my mom. I understand how you feel with seizures and attacks. I am here for you. if you ever need to talk. it's ok to be fragile. You are having a rough time. I can relate. I'll stick by your side.

[Thalassic]

don't you just love it when you can literally feel the respect you once had for a person drain out of you

[EncyOf]

Just getting some stuff off my chest so I can just forget about it.

As much as I love my dad and all, I'm TERRIFIED of him.
He's really scary when he's mad, and he's been very mad a lot recently...
Just a lot of cursing and throwing stuff,
and it's mostly focused at me...
Sometimes I feel like I want to run away for good.
I spend a lot more time than I should on my laptop,
trying to escape reality.
I also hide in my room a lot, because I know there's no use in defending myself.
He's super nice once my mom gets home, because he's still trying to win her back...
(What he did to lose her is another completely different story I don't
really know if I want to discuss right here right now...)
But they still fight all the time.
And he still expects me and my brother to help him win her back...
Even after all this.
My mom has no idea, because my dad is very manipulative...
As well as a good liar, and always gets what he wants eventually.
He's very mad at me all the time because I don't know if I want him
and my mom to get back together, and my brother
(the obedient little puppy-dog who will do literally
whatever he's asked as long as he gets videogames)
is doing everything my dad's asked him.
I'm just so scared and I feel so alone,
I'm too scared to talk to any of my friends
or friends's parents about it because I'm
afraid my dad will find out...
I don't have a school counselor, or really anybody else
to talk to.
I just don't know what to do anymore.

[Max]

don't you just love it when you can literally feel the respect you once had for a person drain out of you

this
I have never related more to anything
for me it was more like ever since I met the person, I thought they were so cool and I looked up to them and had so much respect for them. we were actually friends for a short period of time, but during that period, I noticed how hurtful and judgmental she was to others. people she was friends with, or so they think, she would say awful things about them to me. I didn't like being used for the sole purpose of her having someone to allow her to be awful to others. for all I know, she could be doing the same thing to me, so I distanced myself from that person. I suggest you do the same, just try and stay away from them, especially if they're stressing you out.
if you need to talk to someone who's been through this recently, you can always shoot me a pm!

[danheng]

So lately I've been feeling really distant and sad. I don't write anymore, I've noticed my interest in school's gone away and I don't even roleplay on CS like I used to. I don't know why I'm changing like this and it makes me really scared and confused. I've lose interest in things I want to love. I also feel really overwhelmed and anxious because of everything happening in my personal life. I can't find comfort in reading, CS, games, or anything I love. I just want to feel like I'm happy and enjoying myself but I can't. I don't know what to do or what's happening.

I feel like life's being really unfair towards me and giving me all these problems. I have loads of pressure from my family to do well in school, which I'm not doing well in, my friends are being disrespectful and I don't want to associate myself with them but I have no one else to go to, I feel inadequate and inferior to everybody and I just want everything to be normal and okay. I want to be happy again and make everyone else happy.

Help?