| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[bark!]

This is too much. I have a "friend" who makes fun of me for being straight. But I can't abandon her because then I have to abandon my group. And if I abandon my group, I have nowhere to go. In fact a bunch of kids dedicated our project for English on making me look like a fool. And in this school you can't be alone. It's built to much around groups and there are no empty tables. Don't tell me it gets better, I heard that since I was at least 2. Don't tell me to tell my parents my dad says he'll do something about that but he never does. And my mom just yells at me (in fact when I got home she yelled at me for no reason)The school isn't much help, I've tried to tell them and nothing changes or they tell me I'm overreacting. I wish I could stop thinking, stop feeling. Then I'd stop feeling all this pain.

If those people are doing this, they don't deserve to be friends with such an amazing soul as you. It may be hard, but im sure moving, and finding another group to fit in with wouldn't be impossible, and you'll have to be strong. Just because you leave your group, doesn't mean your alone, and I'm sure any group would be absolutely blessed to have you included <3 Don't let those people drag you down, stay strong <3

[bark!]

Its been a month and a half since my mom died of a heart attack I miss her so much. my family is falling apart and I don't know what to do.

sorry but I just feel nothing I have developed anxiety and depression, badly. my family fights now, (my brother and my dad) I feel empty like those bunnies on Easter. why did she have to go? I was at health learning about the cardiovascular system and I told my teacher that's what happened and someone LAUGHED. I started crying, people told him to shut up but that made me super upset.
ugh, I don't know.

I've lost a parent, my father, however I couldn't imagine the pain of loosing a mother <3 I'm truly sorry for your loss, and my condolences to you, your family, and everyone it may effect <3

If you've developed symptoms of such conditions, I recommend talking to someone, wether it be a trusted adult, school therapist/guidance counselor, or an actual therapist on getting help <3 It's nothing to be ashamed of in the slightest, and having attended therapy for 3 years until recently, I know for a fact it can help.

Im sure she's in less pain now, and shes looking down on you, happy, and proud of her strong child.

If your family is fighting, I would either talk to them about it, and try to fix it, if possible. It's not your place to take on the role of peacekeeper, assuming they only stated fighting after her passing? They shouldn't be so immature as to put that role on you, and should think about getting family therapy sessions to change things. Maybe they just need time away from each other for a bit? Im sure wether they are fighting or not, they'll still always love you, and each other, as you are family, and family is forever <3

If you want to talk, Im here <3

[chooch]

Its been a month and a half since my mom died of a heart attack I miss her so much. my family is falling apart and I don't know what to do.

sorry but I just feel nothing I have developed anxiety and depression, badly. my family fights now, (my brother and my dad) I feel empty like those bunnies on Easter. why did she have to go? I was at health learning about the cardiovascular system and I told my teacher that's what happened and someone LAUGHED. I started crying, people told him to shut up but that made me super upset.
ugh, I don't know.

I've lost a parent, my father, however I couldn't imagine the pain of loosing a mother <3 I'm truly sorry for your loss, and my condolences to you, your family, and everyone it may effect <3

If you've developed symptoms of such conditions, I recommend talking to someone, wether it be a trusted adult, school therapist/guidance counselor, or an actual therapist on getting help <3 It's nothing to be ashamed of in the slightest, and having attended therapy for 3 years until recently, I know for a fact it can help.

Im sure she's in less pain now, and shes looking down on you, happy, and proud of her strong child.

If your family is fighting, I would either talk to them about it, and try to fix it, if possible. It's not your place to take on the role of peacekeeper, assuming they only stated fighting after her passing? They shouldn't be so immature as to put that role on you, and should think about getting family therapy sessions to change things. Maybe they just need time away from each other for a bit? Im sure wether they are fighting or not, they'll still always love you, and each other, as you are family, and family is forever <3

If you want to talk, Im here <3

thank you so much, and I am very sorry about your father. and the fighting got worse after she passed

[Atomic Samurai]

Great.
There you go yelling at me again.
If I'm not hungry you can't force me to eat.
Do you think you scare me?
You sound stupid.
I don't eat nearly as often as you do.
So I can go longer without food.
Christ it's not like I'm starving myself.
It's beautiful this endless cycle.
Use a "tone" get screamed at.
Amazing.
I love you all.
So.
Much.

[xxxxxx]

sniiiiiiiip

[BrainOnSka]

I mean I thought I was doing everything right.. I talked to my best friend on the phone almost every day last week... I was texting her all the time between classes and everything, and she still says she doesn't feel like she's top priority in my life, and saying she's fed up with me. I'm afraid she might flat out leave.. This is why I don't let my emotions and heart get tangled up in my friendships, because then I only get hurt when my personality throws them off and they leave.. I should just go back to my old ways of locking up and not talking to anyone, crying it out into the pillow and talking to the walls or the cat.. Live in a cave somewhere, not ask anyone for advice or not give it to anyone because nobody ever takes my advice anyways, which is why I never give it now either.. I mean I want to say things but I know it's just gonna get brushed aside, as always. "oh that's too hard.." or "I can't change" Or "I've Tried and it doesn't help" Are generally the responses that I get when I try to give advice.. And yet she always talks to me when she's in a rough patch.. Well you're just going to get a broken record because it's the only advice I've got!

[hellebore]

I don't want any of this
I am so tired
So
Tired
Of everything

I don't want people anymore
Just let me be

I don't want anything
I want nothing

[chooch]

big rant. please don't pm me, i just needed to type it out.
in fact don't even read it please.

I'M SMILING AND LAUGHING BUT I'M LEGIT RIPPING AT EVERY SEAM
AND I WANT TO SCREAM AND TEAR MYSELF APART. I'M SICK OF DEALING
WITH MY MOM ALWAYS CALLING ME NAMES AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE
I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH, I'M SICK OF MY DAD STUMBLING HOME DRUNK,
I'M SICK OF FEELING LIKE A BURDEN WHENEVER I NEED MONEY TO EAT
OR STAY CLOTHED BECAUSE MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED AND APP
ARENTLY WE CAN'T AFFORD SCHOOL LUNCH ANYMORE, BUT WE CAN
AFFORD FANCY SWEATERS FOR MY MOM TO WEAR. THIS MORNING MY
MOTHER SCREAMED AT ME TO GET MY ASS OUT OF BED AND WALK TO
SCHOOL SO I DID, AND AFTER SIX MILES OF WALKING I GOT THERE TO
REALIZE NO ONE WAS THERE EXCEPT THE FOOTBALL AND VOLLEYBALL
TEAM BECAUSE WE DIDN'T HAVE SCHOOL. AND I KNOW, I JUST FREAKING
KNOW I'M GOING TO BE PICKED ON AND BULLIED FOR IT TOMORROW.
I'M BULLIED EVERY TIME ANYONE GETS A CHANCE TO. MY FEET ARE CALLOUSED
AND BLEEDING BECAUSE NO ONE WANTED TO PICK ME UP AND I DIDN'T KNOW
MY WAY HOME. I WALKED AROUND TOWN FOR TWO AND A HALF HOURS.
AND NOW MY TUMBLR ASK BOX IS FILLED WITH HATE AGAIN, WITH PEOPLE
TELLING ME TO KILL MYSELF AND CALLING ME UGLY AND EMO OR WHATEVER.
I GET IT, I HAVE A FLIPPY HAIRCUT AND WEAR BLACK CLOTHES AND THAT
MAKES ME A TERRIBLE FLIPPING PERSON, I GOT IT, I GOT IT, SHUT UP.

NO NO, FIRST OFF YOUR MOM IS WRONG FOR DOING THAT. Your parents should not be treating you like this. if you have counseling at school please try talking to them about what is going on. talk to your mom, talk to someone. You can talk to me whenever. It is ok. Clean your feet in a nice bath. clean with peroxide and bandage them up. They must hurt really badly. It shocked me when I read this. Try to get your dad and your mom to counseling as well. You need to talk about how you feel.
Second, You are beautiful the way you are. Flaunt yourself. Everyone has there own shine. Flaunt your flippy haircut. And whack all those mean people in the face with it! Go up to them when they say something mean and whip your hair in there face and say "BYE DON'T NEED YOU" you need to stand up to them. Show them who is boss. YOU DA BOSS. so what if you wear all black. A lot of people do. You are NOT weird or ugly. That does NOT make you terrible it makes you unique which is a good thing. Do not hurt yourself or feel bad because you are unique and beautiful. God made us like this because he wants us to be happy. He wants us to love ourselves. We all are amazing. I know this sounds like a protest but I don't care. Be you that is all I can say. And like I said talk to someone about what your parents are doing to you. It is not right.
I hope you have a better night! You can always talk to me.
Bye bye!

[EmilineRose]

my friend messaged me saying "bye emi" and removed me from skype, said friend has depression and he has been really upset lately so i started to freak out, 10 mins go by, i ask my room-mate to see if J removed him as well, J did, so I then asked my room-mate if i could use his phone to call J, room-mate got pissy and said "what do you wanna say to him?" i said i was gonna call room-mate asks me again what i want to say i reply with "I dunno just ask J if he is there" room-mate does so and then sighs at me.

Like, im SO SORRY for worrying about someone. Im SO SORRY my phone is broken so I cant call him myself. IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR ASKING FOR YOUR HELP. SORRY I THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS DYING OR DEAD AND THAT UPSET ME. IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO KNOW IF HE WAS OKAY. IM SORRY I BOTHERED YOU WITH THIS SUPER LAME AND NOT AT ALL IMPORTANT THING.

okay im done. /: sorry guys, i just... im crying and worried and my room-mate seems to think that this isnt important enough for me to touch his phone as if his phone is the most important thing in the world.

[tenor]

I just want a second chance. With my wife, my baby boy. A family..
Okay. I don't want to sound like I'm grabbing attention. So here we
go. I'll say it bluntly and I'll admit it. I'm a jerk. I made so many awful
mistakes when I was younger. I broke so many girls' hearts. And now
I regret it. Because when I finally fell in love and got the chance at
my own happy family, I blew it. She was six months pregnant and
got in a car accident. I fall in love with a guy, changing my sexuality,
and I blow it. I have an episode/attack due to my anxiety that I had
had before, and I tell him that I hate him. To leave and never come
back. So that's what he did. I regret so many things in my life. My best
friend died in August. And now another good friend of mine has
killed herself. I don't get it. Life isn't fair, sure. But.. I could really use
some reassurance that things will be okay. Because I don't see myself
having a future anymore. I want to see it. But I don't..

-Mo