| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[cherubim]

you're my friends right? well stop damn ignoring me and treating me as if i'm not even there. you wonder why i never join in and/or talk to you. i have nothing to say to people who think that it's okay just to talk to me when you're missing your 'other half'. then you joke about how i don't have a relationship. it's a big joke. i'm a joke. thanks for making my day. i could call you all the profanities in the world and it still wouldn't describe how rude you are. get out of my life. please. all of you.
another thing? it's not okay to spread around what illnesses i have just so you get the satisfaction of knowing that i'll be called an attention whore because of it.
i hope you all wake up someday and realise that i'm the most loyal friend you will have, and you lost her to your foolish mistakes. i will laugh, because who's the idiot then?

[Tohsaka]

please, this is so hard, I love her so much..

[MoonStone00]

Ugh. Ive been shaken up all day now i cant shake pff last nights nightmare it was absolutely terrifying... i took a nap and finally dreamt of nothing and i feel just a tad better but really? Why did i have to have the most gorey dream of all my loved ones? Im just feeling a tad on the downside today. Can i just have a hug?

[blue neighbourhood]

i dont know who i am as a person anymore

[radiantly]

I am so worried about them but I cant contact them ;.;

[Chemicello]

I have no friends anymore

I'm completely alone

It's been like this for 3 years

On top of that I have an art block so I can't draw to make myself feel better

I just want to meet one person who wants to be my friend

But I know that won't happen

Honestly I just want to curl up into a ball and disappear

I wanna feel like I matter to someone

Pming

[Lyren]

This is too much. I have a "friend" who makes fun of me for being straight. But I can't abandon her because then I have to abandon my group. And if I abandon my group, I have nowhere to go. In fact a bunch of kids dedicated our project for English on making me look like a fool. And in this school you can't be alone. It's built to much around groups and there are no empty tables. Don't tell me it gets better, I heard that since I was at least 2. Don't tell me to tell my parents my dad says he'll do something about that but he never does. And my mom just yells at me (in fact when I got home she yelled at me for no reason)The school isn't much help, I've tried to tell them and nothing changes or they tell me I'm overreacting. I wish I could stop thinking, stop feeling. Then I'd stop feeling all this pain.

[ahirked]

okay so an hour ago my friend told me that they attempted to do the thing on friday. as in. 'cutting their life rope'.

i'm still in shock. they're in hospital right now and they are fine, they say.

but i just can't i can't process this. i understand why, i fully do, but i just
i don't know? i guess i don't want them to leave? in that way? four people have already left my life like this and i just cannot have another person i can't i can't

i'm already hurting as it is and oh my god does this sound selfish but i need them really badly to stay.
because otherwise i know exactly who'll follow through with the same thing. me.

[sleep token]

no matter how many times i tell my mom my knees hurt (they right now and i'm sitting down) all she tells me to do it wall sits because "girls in derby have knee pains all the time and that's what they do!!!"

it hurts to walk. it hurts to stand. this is the first time its actually hurting. my left knee locked up last week riding home. it shouldn't do that. i need a doctor. i need someone to tell me what's wrong.

plus my mental health isn't doing too hot right now??? the anxiety is bad and is getting worse as i age. i need meds for it but i haven't been able to see a psychiatrist yet and i need help.

[Annebird]

Today sucks

why can't it be over