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[badbatter]

MY MOM FOUND OUT ABOUT MY TRICHOTILLOMANIA(did I spell that right)

Okay I swear I was going to tell her anyway soon. Like after the fuss over finals' results had died down. While we were alone. And when she was in a better mood. Or never.

But she found out today so I showed her the Trich article and whatnot. I don't know if she's dissapointed, angry, upset or concerned. And now she's asking me questions like if anything happened during school and if ut was related to my old habit of double blinking as a kid (I got over that don't worry)

I don't know what she's so concerned/upset/angry/etc about: my well-being or the slight bald spot on my head being "ugly"

[mothlight]

I'm sick and tired of you telling me to do chores when I'm quite obviously doing something important.
I skinned my knee exetremely bad. My feet are blistered.
And when I get up to do something you can pretty easily do.
You pin me to the wall because you're my dad and it's "funny"
I had enough, I dug my nails into your side and you got mad.
You've pushed me past what I can handle and I'm finished with your crud.
You deserved what you got.
I'm not sorry.

I am guessing you have problems with your dad....
Everything will work out, soon or later. Tell your dad how you feel about him hurting you and ho you don't like it. Make him understand. I have been ther before. I to,d my dad how I felt about him being mean and yelling, he understood and stopped. And I stopped yelling at him and arguing,now we are fine.
Hope everything works out.
Hugs

whenever i wake up, i still have that pain in my joints.
i have to get up, put on my uniform, and bare my sexuality like a burden.
i have to keep it secret from everyone at the school i go to, because it's catholic.
my mom says "don't ask, don't tell and everything will be better"
no.
it doesn't help.
i need someone to talk to about it.

I know what it feels like having to hide your sexuality. My parents would kill me and my sister if they found out we support LBGTQ. But, we have found trusting people online that are also LBGTQ+, and talked to them about it. Also, even religous people can be gay or bi. At my church, I know some kids that are. You could ask some friends about their opinion about LBGTQ+, they may support it, too. If you trust them enough, you can tell them. Or, you could even find LBGTQ+ groups in your town or online and join.
Hope I helped.

[peter parker.]

I'm having a ton of trouble with school and my life in general.

I took my parent's divorce a couple years ago extremely hard and spiraled into depression. While it began to get better, my dad got a job in Virginia though I lived in California. So my mom stayed behind in California and my life was completely cut in half, my dad and brother and I moving to Virginia. This sucked majorly cause my long term boyfriend lived in California as well and he was one of the main sources of happiness in my life. Leaving him behind was awful.
I have a YouTube channel and a web series and the creativity I put into it is another way I express my feelings and it brings me tons of joy. Living with my mom is a constant struggle because she's mentally abusive and it gets to extremes over there but I LOVE California and no matter what- it's my home.

I'm schooling online to focus on my YouTube channel but I find it extremely extremely hard to focus on because I get so overwhelmed by all the work laid out in front of me. After a mental break down in Virginia, my dad let me visit California and it turns out my trip is extended all the way through January, which is amazing. But this also leads to some problems because while I love being with my mom, sometimes it's really hard on me. Also the fact that everything I need to work on my YouTube channel is back in Virginia with no way to access it.

It really just feels like my life is divided and I always have to sacrifice one thing for another. I don't know what to do anymore :c

[zoomzoombadaboom]

I just wish Sonic the Hedgehog was real so I could be obsessed with something real.

Edit: Also, I don't let it show, but I'm just really stressed. All the time. Is it a problem I'm obsessed with fictional characters? Is it a problem that I'm emotional? Is it a problem that most of my Sonic OCs I roleplay with and write stories about are guys? Is it a problem that I'm a girl and I like video games? Is it a problem I'm not like you? Am I a problem? I always feel like there's something I'm not being told. I could use a friend that is always there for me.

[Thalassic]

I try my best to do good and I try my best to be good and yet people keep turning around and spitting right in my face.
It's never good enoug
I'm nedver good enough
theyd only be happy when Im dead

[mothlight]

I just wish Sonic the Hedgehog was real so I could be obsessed with something real.

It is fine liking something that is 't real, a ton of people are obsessed with games, cartoons, comics, superheroes and they aren't real. It is fine

[My Immortal]

Sudden realizations that you screwed up... Bad...
Today has not been a good day.
I had a seizure...
And then... Yea... Joy

[master of spaz]

Sudden realizations that you screwed up... Bad...
Today has not been a good day.
I had a seizure...
And then... Yea... Joy

Oh no! I'm so sorry. It'll get better soon sweetie. You can count on it!

[troye]

I wish I could get myself together. I still haven't completed my commissions from months ago and I feel awful about that. I want to get those done, and give those users the art for free since I procrastinated for so long. I want to start over again, and re-open my art shop.
I want to improve my art. I want to do that, more than anything. I want to improve and I want to complete those commissions from February and I want to stop being such a failure. I have books from two years ago that I worked so hard in school to earn, because my grandma said that if I got good grades she'd buy them for me. They're all about art- not the how to draw cartoon character kind of books, but the ones that actually teach you stuff like anatomy for almost any kind of animal you could possibly want to draw. I want to get those books out and I want to start practicing.
Yet, here I am...I'm just sitting here. Doing nothing. I'm so lazy and I feel like such a failure. I want to fix that but somehow the idea of getting up sounds worse than basically anything right now.
Wow.
That just proves my point.

[Montgomery Gator]

I feel like crap
i wanna go somewhere and never come back
i feel like throwing up
..