| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[נוריאל]

Please PM me before I lose it.
Pleaseeee.

[Bluemare40]

Okay, I have a little bit of a story, if you guys wouldn't mind reading it and maybe commenting I'd appreciate it. I also accept PM's too. Okay, here goes nothing:
So yesterday, of course, was Halloween. I wanted to have a Halloween party with my friends: We can just call them A, B, and C. So I sent all of the information out in our group text on Sunday (so about a week in advance). Everyone could make it responded. During the week my friends B and C mention that they want to go and "show off" their Halloween costumes, since for my party we would just be at my house.

So a little bit on Friday and almost all day Saturday I cleaned my house (and my house is NOT easy to clean believe me. Luckily my parents helped me mop the floors and I am very grateful for that.) So the day before my friend B says that she could take us all out to go eat dinner before my party. The three of us agreed and waited for an exact time. The next day comes and I check my texts while I'm cleaning. My friend A says that she wants to go trick-or-treating in her neighborhood, and my friends B and C agree. (Now, personally I think that we are too old to go trick-or-treating. My mother also told me how people get angry when they see kids our age getting candy.)

So to sum everything up, my friends wanted to go out and eat dinner, and then go trick or treating, and then come to my party, and this was all decided the DAY OF my party. At this point I am a bit confused and frustrated as no official plans have been made. My friends all say that they will be running late (which is fine because I'm often late to things ) so we will not go out to eat, but still trick or treating. I do not want to go trick or treating, so I tell them to come over after they are done.

So C comes to MY HOUSE first ( I have no idea why. Why would they come to my house first if they were going to go trick-or- treating in A'S NEIGHBORHOOD? So I have to drive her up there (My mother is clearly angry at C and my other friends) and when we arrive, A and C go trick-or-treating and I just walk next to them, I don't go up to houses. B arrives later so A B and C go out again while I just wait for them. Through out this whole time my mom is telling me how angry she is and how inconsiderate my friends are, and I just keep apologizing because I hate when I make her angry and we barely ever get along anyway.) Afterward, my friends all come back to my house for the rest of the party. We all arrived at 9, when my party was supposed to start at 6. After everyone leaves, my mom tells me how inconsiderate they are, and she is especially angry at C. Saying that C is manipulative and selfish. I wanted to confront them about this but my mom tells me to keep quiet about it.

This isn't the first time that I've thought that my friends (especially C) just don't really respect me. A and B are fine, they don't really ever make me upset.

So in short, I am extremely angry and upset and hurt because:
1. I put a lot of effort into this party. My parent even helped me finish cleaning and buying food etc. and they just seemed to COMPLETELY disregard everything.
2. They just seemed to care about going trick-or-treating, they asked if I wanted to go and when I refused, pretty much dropped the subject.
3. I was extremely upset when I was walking with them because of how they treated me and how my mother was angry. They didn't really ask me about it.
4. My mother told me to not say anything. I AM SO SICK OF BEING TOLD TO SHUT UP. I FEEL LIKE THAT'S ALL I'M EVER EVEN TOLD TO DO ANYMORE. IT'S NOT EVEN JUST THIS, I LITERALLY AM TOLD TO JUST STOP TALKING ALL THE TIME AND I JUST.... I just... I don't know....

I'm really sorry this was so long. I'm just starting to feel so tired of trying to please people. I love my mom and my friends to death I just... they made me so upset. I'm starting to even question if I should keep my friend C... this isn't the first time they've hurt me.... I don't know... please help.

[ghost queen.]

can someone pm or kik me?
I'm literally about to cry and i need someone to talk to because my friend's are basically ignoring me.

[Pudd;]

He is not crazy

you don't understand him

i love him, don't take him away

he's too young...

[catdoqq]

I just cant. im gone. im done.
life isn't what I thought I had wished someone had told me..
I try to stop myself from crying almost everynight, but there's no chance of me feeling alright. im just done. they're hurting me. they keep calling me names over text. I don't know what to do anymore.

[firemug]

Can someone please give me motivationnn

I just really don't want to do Monday. I don't want to go to school and I feel like I'm gonna break under schoolwork and pressure.
Something that can make me smile would help :')

[Zynphera]

I think I'm really close to breaking.

Medical issues? Even if I feel like I'm dying, I can handle physical pain. Got medication. Bullies? I can ignore them, hopefully they'll learn to grow up. A hundred tests and homework? Well, I'm incredibly stressed and screwed up so hard on a test that I knew all the answers to simply because I didn't pay attention to the teacher for one minute and missed the instruction to do the crossed out part of the test. Family issues where they verbally abuse me? Hit right in the wound again.

All this at once? Unbearable. I've spent most of this day ignoring everyone and bawling my eyes out.

I need to keep sane somehow, someone please suggest ways to destress and deal with everything. ;-;

[neverknowsbest]

I'm simply lonely.

[abxy]

It's 4 in the morning.
I hardly got any sleep.
And my mom is keeping me awake. Not on purpose, though.
Edit:It's 5 now. I can't handle this.

[spooktunes]

whenever i wake up, i still have that pain in my joints.
i have to get up, put on my uniform, and bare my sexuality like a burden.
i have to keep it secret from everyone at the school i go to, because it's catholic.
my mom says "don't ask, don't tell and everything will be better"
no.
it doesn't help.
i need someone to talk to about it.