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[Rising]

I just need a quick vent because I'm so utterly terrified and shaking to the core.

I found one of my online friends on facebook, and I only knew her from deviantart. I knew her first name but she never told me her surname and never shared non-edited pictures of herself or anything. Well I guessed her surname and searched for her but I never for a second expected to actually find her. But I did and I know beyond a doubt it is her. I didn't know what to do because she was quite a secretive person and I wasn't sure how she'd feel about me knowing where she lived, what she looked like, her full name etc. But I just messaged her (on deviantart) and told her. I'm waiting for a reply, terrified with uncertainty as to how she'll take it. I'm so confused, because on the one hand she had a public profile, told me her first name and hinted at her surname and talks to a lot of her other deviantart friends on there. On the other hand she said a while ago that she'd tell me her last name but "not yet" and if she'd wanted me to find her on facebook surely she'd have told me? And she's known her other da friends longer than she's known me.
On the other other hand we were very close, but that's only going to make it hurt more if this splits us apart. I feel I did the wrong thing to look at all, but I honestly never intended to find out who she was and I hope she believes me.

Please, just let her reply. I can't stand this waiting. I'm so so frightened.

[CucumberRandy]

I just need a quick vent because I'm so utterly terrified and shaking to the core.

I found one of my online friends on facebook, and I only knew her from deviantart. I knew her first name but she never told me her surname and never shared non-edited pictures of herself or anything. Well I guessed her surname and searched for her but I never for a second expected to actually find her. But I did and I know beyond a doubt it is her. I didn't know what to do because she was quite a secretive person and I wasn't sure how she'd feel about me knowing where she lived, what she looked like, her full name etc. But I just messaged her (on deviantart) and told her. I'm waiting for a reply, terrified with uncertainty as to how she'll take it. I'm so confused, because on the one hand she had a public profile, told me her first name and hinted at her surname and talks to a lot of her other deviantart friends on there. On the other hand she said a while ago that she'd tell me her last name but "not yet" and if she'd wanted me to find her on facebook surely she'd have told me? And she's known her other da friends longer than she's known me.
On the other other hand we were very close, but that's only going to make it hurt more if this splits us apart. I feel I did the wrong thing to look at all, but I honestly never intended to find out who she was and I hope she believes me.

Please, just let her reply. I can't stand this waiting. I'm so so frightened.

I don't think you really needed to tell her
But it really should be fine. You seem so sincere that it would be hard for her to believe you were trying to track her down or anything.
Just be more careful in the future

[AmnesiaUndead]

Pm please?
I need to talk to someone.

[qraphic]

i doubt anyone will care about this, even take a second to glance at this post, but oh well. i just need to get some stuff out.

y'know those days when nothing's working? like, if something can go wrong, it will go wrong? yeah, you get so frustrated and done with everything you just wanna scream your lungs out, just wanna shut out the world... yeah, well, i've been having "one of those days", but for about a month now, maybe longer. and it just sucks because i'm always so irritable and tired and frustrated and everyone is starting to hate me (more than usual), including myself. especially myself. it feels like my friends never really wanted to be my friends. my family bashes me on everything. i criticize my every move, thought, sentence. school is way more stressful than usual. everything feels like it's falling apart, this month more than ever in the past two years that things have been going downhill. anyway, it's all building up inside, and my biggest worry at this point is if i'll be able to hold it in any longer. i don't know, it just feels like life's working against me. has been for a while.

[Rising]

I just need a quick vent because I'm so utterly terrified and shaking to the core.

I found one of my online friends on facebook, and I only knew her from deviantart. I knew her first name but she never told me her surname and never shared non-edited pictures of herself or anything. Well I guessed her surname and searched for her but I never for a second expected to actually find her. But I did and I know beyond a doubt it is her. I didn't know what to do because she was quite a secretive person and I wasn't sure how she'd feel about me knowing where she lived, what she looked like, her full name etc. But I just messaged her (on deviantart) and told her. I'm waiting for a reply, terrified with uncertainty as to how she'll take it. I'm so confused, because on the one hand she had a public profile, told me her first name and hinted at her surname and talks to a lot of her other deviantart friends on there. On the other hand she said a while ago that she'd tell me her last name but "not yet" and if she'd wanted me to find her on facebook surely she'd have told me? And she's known her other da friends longer than she's known me.
On the other other hand we were very close, but that's only going to make it hurt more if this splits us apart. I feel I did the wrong thing to look at all, but I honestly never intended to find out who she was and I hope she believes me.

Please, just let her reply. I can't stand this waiting. I'm so so frightened.

I don't think you really needed to tell her
But it really should be fine. You seem so sincere that it would be hard for her to believe you were trying to track her down or anything.
Just be more careful in the future

Thank you. Thank you!
I did have to tell her though, because I couldn't stand not telling her. I didn't rush into it either, I waited several days but I knew I had to. Still, I'll definitely learn from this in the future.

To everyone else, whatever you're going through, a massive hug.

[yeentei]

i doubt anyone will care about this, even take a second to glance at this post, but oh well. i just need to get some stuff out.

y'know those days when nothing's working? like, if something can go wrong, it will go wrong? yeah, you get so frustrated and done with everything you just wanna scream your lungs out, just wanna shut out the world... yeah, well, i've been having "one of those days", but for about a month now, maybe longer. and it just sucks because i'm always so irritable and tired and frustrated and everyone is starting to hate me (more than usual), including myself. especially myself. it feels like my friends never really wanted to be my friends. my family bashes me on everything. i criticize my every move, thought, sentence. school is way more stressful than usual. everything feels like it's falling apart, this month more than ever in the past two years that things have been going downhill. anyway, it's all building up inside, and my biggest worry at this point is if i'll be able to hold it in any longer. i don't know, it just feels like life's working against me. has been for a while.

i care. i read the whole post. and i feel you. life just isn't fair. you should try talking to a trusted adult about what's going on. a teacher, a family member. or try talking to your mother or father. if you're in a car with one of them, talk to them there, as they cannot walk away from the situation. (my parents would usually walk away.) just tell them what's happening. they should understand. if you keep all of this bottled up inside, nothing is going to happen. it'll just keep building up, and getting worse and worse. but please, never give up. keep going through whatever life decides to throw at you. this sounds pretty unlikely, i know, but life gets better. you can do it. you wanna know why? because i believe in you.

[connoisseur]

i doubt anyone will care about this, even take a second to glance at this post, but oh well. i just need to get some stuff out.

y'know those days when nothing's working? like, if something can go wrong, it will go wrong? yeah, you get so frustrated and done with everything you just wanna scream your lungs out, just wanna shut out the world... yeah, well, i've been having "one of those days", but for about a month now, maybe longer. and it just sucks because i'm always so irritable and tired and frustrated and everyone is starting to hate me (more than usual), including myself. especially myself. it feels like my friends never really wanted to be my friends. my family bashes me on everything. i criticize my every move, thought, sentence. school is way more stressful than usual. everything feels like it's falling apart, this month more than ever in the past two years that things have been going downhill. anyway, it's all building up inside, and my biggest worry at this point is if i'll be able to hold it in any longer. i don't know, it just feels like life's working against me. has been for a while.

oh, my. i do have some of these days, but sometimes you really have to believe in yourself. you have to have some self confidence. whenever i tell myself, 'this is going to be a bad day, huh?' it usually happens, because im always thinking about it. if you keep thinking that everyday is going to be horrible, it's likely to happen. but, when you tell yourself 'todays going to be different,' it really helps, even if it sounds cheesy. start taking control of your days.

i know that i don't know anything about you, so im in no position to tell you anything. but keep your head up, don't let other people ruin your days. if you keep having a mindset that everyday is going to be horrible, it's going to be a never ending cycle.try doing different things, things that make you happy.

im here if you ever need anything. don't let other things drag you down if it's not worth your time. ♡

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

My sister said she was gonna help type a project due tomorrow for me
now she says no :C
I can't type fast I am gonna fail like always

[slowtown]

k i need to vent.

my best friend says i need a datemate. i agree, and i know a lot of people that would want to go out with me, but none that i know are good for me. good for me as in -- one that can put up with my mood-affecting disorders (i'd rather not talk about my mental state on here). so, that's my situation. HOWEVER, i kinda like this boy. let's call him C. and C has a serious brolationship with my best friend M. and M is completely straight, but we're almost certain C is gay because he's never dated anyone (that we know of) and he's in high school. so i've told C i'm attracted to him (i'm not one to keep my romantic feelings secret) and he shrugged it off. i'm not really sure what to do because i've never been in a relationship situation as complicated as this one. i know he can help me through my life and i can help him through his because he's such a great listener and i love listening to other peoples' problems and trying to help out with them. and he's also s u p e r attractive. great jawline. looord. so yeah that's what i've gotten myself into haha. woops :^)

[Hukkelberry]

My sister said she was gonna help type a project due tomorrow for me
now she says no :C
I can't type fast I am gonna fail like always

Try not to fret too much over school things like this. Overall, school makes up a very small portion of your life. This is not say that you shouldn't try at all but that it isn't the end all if some things so wrong right now especially if you are in middle school.