| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Irusu]

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[master of spaz]

Why are tokens so hard to obtain? Why do I keep forgetting? Jeez, I've collected like 35 total.

;-; and now I'll never finish my contact collection.

[[deleted user 39490]]

I'm so hungry that my stomach is numb. I crave food, but I literally have zero appetite. I haven't eaten in six days, and don't know what to do. I know that it's a symptom of CSD, but I got over that two days ago. Don't just say "Eat!" because it really doesn't work. I can't tell myself to do so... I've told my parents, but they've just told me to do the above. They just say, "Then eat!" I really don't know what to do... I don't want to starve myself, I don't want to get sicker... There's no way that I'll starve myself to death, right?

[Lyren]

Ever since I was 5, I was forced to live with the mold. Fame, popularity, even a little bit corrupts them. I went through it myself, I figured out how to survive, recover. Some of my friends did too. But you don't come out unafraid and you loose all your friends, hard to gain them back or get new friends. It typically takes months to loose the ego but the memories remain. But now it claimed another victim. Once I give someone meaning in my life they change. I have to mentally rebuild my world. It's not watching them change (although the that is depressing, it's remembering who they were, that's the wound that won't heal. I know I'll never fall in love due to this. Same cycle. Meaning, mold, brainless. All of my best friends have gone through this. I'm a little afraid to trust people now, no matter what they say, history repeats itself. Maybe it's time for isolation. Maybe this system is made up in my head, but it's logic and logic is more comfortable then chaos.

[NopesaurusRexx]

I'm so hungry that my stomach is numb. I crave food, but I literally have zero appetite. I haven't eaten in six days, and don't know what to do. I know that it's a symptom of CSD, but I got over that two days ago. Don't just say "Eat!" because it really doesn't work. I can't tell myself to do so... I've told my parents, but they've just told me to do the above. They just say, "Then eat!" I really don't know what to do... I don't want to starve myself, I don't want to get sicker...

If you are not lactose intolerant, try drinking some milk. It's not a lot, but it is something to put into your stomach. *hugs*

[haileycormz]

atm im cryng my eyes out. i dont want to be sad and live in fear. Is this what my life is going to countine as? Ive been thinking about death. Most people die in pain. Im so scared that I will die any minute. I dont want to. Everything is harder in my life. And my stupid teacher gave me a D. I missed school today because Im kinda sick. Heres the thing. Every time i miss school i dont regret it. In school is a torture. it feels like people want me to do these things so they can be happy. Not so I can be. I really wish my grandmother lived with me. I really want her to hug me. Nothing will ever just be happy will it? can someone pm me? my bestfriend (hi cherish) is probably reading this feeling bad, but cherish i want you to know dont feel bad. you have your life too. forget about mine focus on what you want to do. I know you never know what to say but all i need is a hug really. I need someone to talk too.

[malkav,]

i have to go to school soon
and im so tired and sad
i want to curl up and sleep for the next year
and the worst part is i usually have like twenty minutes between the time my bus arrives and before classes start
but i need to print something out which is stressful because the computers are slow and there's usually a line
so i don't even get to sit and mope for a bit
and i forgot to do my kanji homework c: go me c:
hhhaaaaaaaaa

[yandere]

http://www.scp-wiki.net/scp-2521

I might die tonight because


please look at the link if you want to know more ): http://www.scp-wiki.net/scp-2521

[Luneste]

I just- I want to see her again, hug her, call her- hear her voice..anything. I keep thinking "Hey, I am gonna call my mom and see how she is, tell her I love her.." Then I look at her phone, and just cry. I feel so lost, I can't even talk to her about my new job, I can't hear her laugh or see her eyes. I can't touch her hand and tell her it will be okay. I just wish this was some horrible and cruel joke my family was playing on me.. then I see her death certificate and ashes. It hurts... just knowing the last thing she ate was through a feeding tube in her nose, the last thing she drank a sponge with water.

Then there is my family, treating me like garbage the entire time I am trying not to break down as I am leaving what I once had called my home. Completely heartlessly, saying. "Nothing for sure- you should have learned that Saturday." (The day she passed.) Not 24 hours after she passes, then yelling at me for not wanting to leave the man who has protected and loved me for over a year now. Even forgetting my birthday entirely.. I feel so lost and sick..I ..I just don't know what to do anymore.

The only thing I look forward to is work, because I get out of this crap hole called a house.

[apollo.]

Good news, I didn't fail that math test like I thought I would, bad news, I passed with 54%. This is the worst I have ever done on a test. I'm so confused with everything, I really dislike my math teacher, along with being strict and disliking me because I didn't hand something in (totally not my fault I was really sick but my mom made me go to school anyway) she doesn't tell us what we're learning, she just shows us how to do something, and tells us we have a test on ___ in a week, and expects us to know what she's talking about when she's teaching 3-4 different concepts and I have no idea what any of them are called.

They're all so confusing, I honestly don't even understand what I don't understand. I'm in ap math right now, and I could switch to an easier course, but if I do that I know my parents would be so disappointed, I know everyone at school would make fun of me, because kids who can't handle ap are called dumb, and made fun of by ap kids and even each other. Everything is so overwhelming I finally got a part time job, I joined a club and I'm trying to be a better friend, and have a decent social life. I just don't know what to do about anything.
My jobs supposed to be simple but I have no idea where the break room is or if we have lockers or anywhere to stash our stuff, which I really need because I need to bring food for lunch. I don't even know how to do whatever it is I'm supposed to, or who to ask for help. I skipped a meeting for the club, and now everyone's going to stare at me, plus there's a guy who I know from my old school, and he's a complete jerk I really don't want to work with him.
Bleh I just want a hug I know these are all dumb easy things but I just cannot deal with life.