| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Sety]

even worse now. they set my arm at a weird angle. i can't do anything with it anymore. i can't even type because my palm is facing UP! MY ARM IS BENT AT THE ELBOW, SO I AM SO UNCOMFORTABLE I JUST WANT TO SCREAM! AAAAAAAAH!!!!! I HATE THIS STUPID ARM! MY MOM IS BEING MEAN AGAIN, AND MY SELF CONTROL IS SLIPPING!

I'm sorry /: That's gotta be no fun at all. But at least your arm will heal and get better right? Then you'll be able to use it again, and it'll be like this never happened c: You can get through this, I know you can <3

am i trans are i not what am i anymore

It'll come to you <3 Just be patient with yourself and you'll figure it out.

I should've never listened to that Creepypasta. I should've stopped. I know what they do to me, now I'm terrified. Of something I know isn't real. I don't dare venture beyond this chair in this living room. I'm waiting. I'm beyond my limit of normal scared. This means I'll start those awful hallucinations again. And yet I do this over, and over, and over, again. Why? Because I love that scared feeling, and the narrator's silky slightly accented voice. And I know I should stop. This is only making my Nyctophobia worse. Even in light I get scared like it's dark. I can't live my home life like this. But I won't stop. I've sadly enough grown attached to their voices, it's weird. And again here I am, stalking those guy's uploads. And here I am, being awful.

*hugs* Sometimes, when we like something, even if it scares us, we can't let it go. It doesn't make you awful. My only advice is prehaps only watch Creepypasta during the day, it might help a little. Maybe by the time night comes you'll be less scared? I know I'm not much help, but you can get through this <3 <3

My mom is an absolute jerk to me..... and to my sister... She curses all the time, because we did something "wrong" and she never listens to my opinions! I get screamed at for talking back when i'm just trying to explain my point. Sometimes I even get yelled at for crying. My mom thinks that she knows everything I'm thinking all the time when she doesn't even get what a single day is like for me. Me and my mom grew up in very very different situations, and we both have very different personalities that don't mix well together. She doesn't get anything about me.

My family constantly teases me about everything. They make fun of my slight Indian accent that I get from my dads side of the family. They make fun of my opinions and stories. They make fun of my life goals too.

My brother is the golden child and gets away with everything. My parents absolutely praise him for wanting to be apart of the military life. My mom thinks my carrier goals are boring.

Your mom loves you, even if she doesn't understand you. Which is normal, we don't always understand other people. She sounds like she's trying to understand you by comparing you to herself. Not that that is very fair to you, because you are completely different people obviously.

You should make it clear to your family how much it bothers you when they pick on you. Families all too often think that just because they are family, they get a "free pass" to make fun of you, and it isn't right of them. You still have feelings too.

Your goals are important too, and you don't need to let them tell you they are boring, because they aren't. Everyone has different goals and dreams. Yours is special because it is yours. If your parents are going to be mean about it, then that is their problem. As long as you feel good about your dreams, then that is all that matters <3 *hugs*

I just don't get it
Everytime I try to do something, I'm ignored!
Giveaways, Art sales, Trades, my own existence, IGNORED.
I have a Re-test tomorrow and my test corrections HAVE to be done to do it, but I HAVE to make up the test too...
My sister who would help is gone at a funeral.
My parents don't know how to do it....
Today was my grandma's birthday, which makes me more depressed because she's DEAD
I never got my mom a present for her birthday tomorrow :C

Just need to know that someone cares..

If either of you need to PM me, please feel free to <3 I won't let two lovely people like you both feel alone, ok?

[soozee]

i was watching Back to the Barn and when Peridot started talking about pearls i said 'i was right!'
and not even in a mean way, in a sort of happy tone
and my mom just snapped 'you weren't right, the internet was right'
that made me feel kind of bad, considering her theories are unreasonable and she insists that hers are right and i'm not allowed to disagree with her, but mine actually make sense and every time i explain them to her she just kind of says 'well, I think (insert her unreasonable theory)'

after the episode she said "so, Miss I-Told-You-So," and then she went on about how SHE said it first even though i suspected it long before i got her into Steven Universe, and then she started yelling at me about how i said she was wrong when she told me about how in the song Do It For Him/Her it said 'deep down you know you weren't made for fighting" and i didn't remember that? so i said 'i never said that!' and she ended up winning the argument by rendering me speechless

i just need a hug and someone to talk to
even though it won't make a difference because she'll always be like this
always thinking that she's right and i'm wrong
i feel like crying
i wish she wasn't like this
and i hate the fact that she's so triumphant every time she wins the argument
i'm her child
i wish i could tell her how i feel about this entire fiasco but she'll just snap at me again i swear

[Lyren]

I miss my friend. I regret not saying goodbye. I'll never see them again. We're too far away. They probably forgot about me, so busy with their new life. I wish I could go back in time and at least say goodbye and that I'll miss them. I hate my ego.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

*whimpers* I'm so small and weak

[chilombo]

I wish I could be more than what I am. Peoples doesn't get enough from what I have. I'm trying my best, harder and pushing harder. It has been over few years that I keep lifting heavy stuffs (hurtful things that they say to me) and I cannot handle it. Why can't you guys accept me just by the way I am? I am just a regular human that breathes, talks, have emotions, walk and hears what you're saying on my back. I'm a cry baby, yes, I agree, But.. Why do you guys like to make me feel like this? I mean, seriously... It's not cool.

[sluiceway]

i bit the inside of my mouth a few days ago and it still really hurts :c

[Eiloh]

I wish I could be more than what I am. Peoples doesn't get enough from what I have. I'm trying my best, harder and pushing harder. It has been over few years that I keep lifting heavy stuffs (hurtful things that they say to me) and I cannot handle it. Why can't you guys accept me just by the way I am? I am just a regular human that breathes, talks, have emotions, walk and hears what you're saying on my back. I'm a cry baby, yes, I agree, But.. Why do you guys like to make me feel like this? I mean, seriously... It's not cool.

*cuddles*
Firstly hun everyone knows your a regular human being - of course you are. But the others saying these things about you also are, and a flaw in humans is that sometimes we can't help but to play with other peoples emotions. We as a species feel many different emotions compared to other animals, meaning we are more likely to get hurt in social situations, so I mean it's only normal for a human to say somthing that upsets another. However, if this person/people are conciously saying these things /just/ to upset you, this could be a form of bullying. If its at school grounds, gently let a teacher know this is upsetting you. Sticks and stones can break your bones, yada yada, but I /do/ understand the hurt it can involve because these words still hurt and as much as we all like to deny it everyone has insecurities about being accepted. My advice? Shrug it off, or vent it to a friend. I mean really you know what they're saying isn't true - and did you want to be their friend anyway? Why do you want to impress them? *cuddles* take it easy - try not to let these things get to ya. Talk real soon.

i bit the inside of my mouth a few days ago and it still really hurts :c

Try a cold drink :3 Otherwise I have no idea? xD These do hurt so treat it as if you've just had a tooth pulled out or something and just take it easy and chew on the other side etc. :3

*whimpers* I'm so small and weak

One is only as small as they make themselves. Puff out your chest and stand up straight, and you'll immediantly gain a few inches. I understand you didn't mean that literally but hey, try getting better posture too. You aren't small and weak and don't tell yourself that! Of course everyone has different ways of dealing with things and so just because you deal with something a different way doesn't make you a weak person who can't face life. xD
Take a deep breath. If you're saying you're shy, thats fine I know many people including myself, and its fine to be anxious in front of people and this certainly does not make you weak. honestly my advice would be stand up tall and put a smile on your face, see what that does for you. :3

I miss my friend. I regret not saying goodbye. I'll never see them again. We're too far away. They probably forgot about me, so busy with their new life. I wish I could go back in time and at least say goodbye and that I'll miss them. I hate my ego.

It's not your ego that makes you miss them. When you stop talking to someone for a while, you start to realize how much you depend on them. Think about it! This happened with you and your friend clearly. Can you ring them? Skype them? Facebook them? There must be a way to contact them. It's none of my business where they went or why you won't see them again but I'm sore if you allow time one day the two of you will be reunited!

i was watching Back to the Barn and when Peridot started talking about pearls i said 'i was right!'
and not even in a mean way, in a sort of happy tone
and my mom just snapped 'you weren't right, the internet was right'
that made me feel kind of bad, considering her theories are unreasonable and she insists that hers are right and i'm not allowed to disagree with her, but mine actually make sense and every time i explain them to her she just kind of says 'well, I think (insert her unreasonable theory)'

after the episode she said "so, Miss I-Told-You-So," and then she went on about how SHE said it first even though i suspected it long before i got her into Steven Universe, and then she started yelling at me about how i said she was wrong when she told me about how in the song Do It For Him/Her it said 'deep down you know you weren't made for fighting" and i didn't remember that? so i said 'i never said that!' and she ended up winning the argument by rendering me speechless

-snip-

Pfft mothers are mothers - honestly try to ignore it - my mothers the same. Just because she thunk a thought first or whatever doesn't mean she is the smarter/more triumphant one. And is there really such thing as winning an argument? NExt time this happens just ignore it, really it'll do you good - it doesn't matter what quote someone said in a tv show or whatever. :3 I do know people get upset at the whole "I told you so thing" Its an issue with pride and always being right - some people can take it as rubbing it in, so I suppose I get her point of view also, but its not like you did anything wrong, I think thats her pride just kicking in. :3

[Kittehhcat]

You know, I used to be proud of my art.

Then these people came on my art trade thread.. (offsite)
Naakuu, 2m, (-1 1 +1)

holy * what's wrong with this anatomy

Laceh, 3m, (-1 -1 +1)

Just let the topic die shh

Anklebits, 8m, -2

no your art sucks,

Micahsuckegg, 9m, (-1 0 +1)

omg,

And what I featured were some of my favorite art pieces..
I know these people are rude to anyone, but this really, really stung.
I guess I should just never make art, if it means they'll be happy.
Right?..

[Montgomery Gator]

My cousins are to far from me ALL BECAUSE OF A **** JOB
I WANT MY FAMILY BACK OMG
ITS BEEN TO LONG

[dudevinci]

i just want a hug and someone to tell me nothing bad will happen.

something really bad happened
im almost shaking from fear