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by apollo. » Wed Oct 07, 2015 9:17 am
Schools so stressful right now and I'm in a fight with a friend and bleh I just want a hug.
My math teachers a jerk and assigns literally 3 hours worth of homework every single night, plus studying, and more on weekends. She actually checked the homework she assigned us and when she found out most of us hadn't done it she started freaking out, calling us out individually on our excuses, and giving us a huge lecture about how next year everything gets harder and how none of us would be able to make it next year with our awful work ethic.
I hate having so much work to do, and I'm falling behind in the class.
My friend is mad at me for no good reason either, her and her friend were being jerks to me, so all I did was refuse to pick something up for her, and she got really upset with me. I feel like she ignores me all the time, and she doesn't even hang out with me at school, she just surrounds herself in a group of guys.
*sigh* I guess that doesn't seem like that big of a deal but I just feel awful. I forgot how sad school makes me.
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by Lyren » Wed Oct 07, 2015 9:18 am
I'm talentless. I'm not artistic, I'm not smart, I'm not athletic, I'm not funny. I'm nothing. I don't even make people feel good about themselves. I lost my escape. Video games and art have lost their touch. They feel like chores. Everything feels like a chore. And my one escape, my fake reality I created in my head has fallen. I am nothing but a person with less then nothing. I made a person loose all their friends. I can't apologize, they won't let me near them. I'm lonely around people. I'm not allowed to get help. This is the best I can do.
Edit: more good news, now my mom is yelling at me for saying I'm stressed.
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by ♥kittyfaith2210♥ » Wed Oct 07, 2015 9:25 am
I don't know what to feel anymore...
I'm getting new glasses soon but I want these ones im already wearing :C
On another note, someone in my sister's boyfriend's school died...
I felt sad about it and my friends have started a group of two ancient civilizations and I'm torn between them
Not only that but I have a F in art, and a D in math.. :C
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by haileycormz » Wed Oct 07, 2015 11:54 am
my mom. i though i never would say this, but i feel bad for my mom. my mom is juggling with taking care of me, my dad, and now my grandmother. me and my mom dont get along. but no w im stressed. i missed a week of school because i had strep then they thought i had mono. how am i going to get through life? my dads dying. my mom is just ridiculous and annoying, my grandmother.. who knows, and myself. I dont think i can worry about myself. my grades were all A's, but i have a feeling that its going down becasue of the missed days. I hate school. I dont want to watse time on it. I just want more than a month of worry free. (sorry for the miss spelling, and no capitals and everything. im on my ipad"
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by leslie knope » Wed Oct 07, 2015 11:57 am
so this morning of course i drop my phone in the toilet and now its screwed up..just frustrating bc its hoco week and all that and my life has been spiraling out of control lately in all aspects
love God, love others, and love netflix.
also psa; sorry for my delayed response to trades, i am an active student.
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by I r o n. » Wed Oct 07, 2015 12:08 pm
i just wish i wasn't who i was. a different person. not rude.. well im sorry if you cut the wrong wire i'll snap. i want somebody to talk to beside me. wish i didn't have to lie. i hate everything. mostly myself, she thinks shes depressed. pssh wait till you see me. how i want to slap them in the face. how i want to cry, no. whats the point? whats the point in everything we do. im sorry. heh, not..
im quitting this game, i dont even enjoy it anymore, but i really did while it lasted!
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by starry palms » Wed Oct 07, 2015 12:09 pm
i dunno what triggers it but sometimes my body gets so overloaded with anxiety it just shuts down
its like my senses all numb up
i cant explain it but touching things feels weird and i'm light-headed
there's definitely something that triggers it, maybe homophobic comments, it really depends how bad they are
being called slurs, though, that definitely does something
it makes me feel really sick and gross
and the worst part is that i don't even know what it's called so if and when i try to tell a doctor about it, it'll make no sense
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by Lyren » Wed Oct 07, 2015 12:35 pm
I r o n. wrote:i just wish i wasn't who i was. a different person. not rude.. well im sorry if you cut the wrong wire i'll snap. i want somebody to talk to beside me. wish i didn't have to lie. i hate everything. mostly myself, she thinks shes depressed. pssh wait till you see me. how i want to slap them in the face. how i want to cry, no. whats the point? whats the point in everything we do. im sorry. heh, not..
You aren't the only one who feels this way, I feel this way all the time. My only advice is to try to distract yourself. Listen to video game music. That stuff is designed to make you feel focused and kinda happy.
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