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by [deleted user 39490] » Sun Oct 04, 2015 2:53 am
I don't think I can handle this anymore.
My mom just yelled at me and I don't know why. I yelled back... She said that she hates me. Her exact words, "I hate you! Go back to your father!".
It hurts so bad... Right in the heart... I just want to curl up and never wake up. My mom has never said hate in her life. She says it's a strong word that shouldn't be used. Now she's said it for the first time... and to me...
I don't know what to do. My self esteem is bad enough, I don't need her saying that...
I really don't know.
Everything is hell lately.
I really need help.
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by marmoris » Sun Oct 04, 2015 4:16 am
one of my friends is now vomiting, and sick.
the other one cant hang out today
we had planned this for hours, days. now its not happening.
i thougbt maybe id be able to escape school and the stress of everything.
today was supposed to be fun.
i feel really let down and i waited days for this.
nothing ever goes good for me, anymore. i dont have good days in real life anymore. they all consist of pixelated games. also, id be skyping one of my friends, but her dad doesnt allow her to skype. im really angry, upset, and feeling just beyond stressed, i dont even know anymore.
the one person who wants to hang out with me has a rude mother who is also very bossy, and ill end up only getting to stay for like an hour.
not to mention shes nagging to come over to my house, which is clearly not gonna happen as my mother, and two of my cats are ill.
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by ❝Agateophobia❞ » Sun Oct 04, 2015 5:56 am
Is it bad that when people point out bad things about me that I'm aware of, I still get upset?
Yesterday someone said I was a terrible goalie in soccer, and I am completely aware of that.
But it still made me feel bad.
Someone once said that I was bad at whispering and I know I am bad at it, but it still didn't feel good.
I don't know why I feel like this...
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by Piggy Mike » Sun Oct 04, 2015 7:13 am
RavensRevenge wrote:Is it bad that when people point out bad things about me that I'm aware of, I still get upset?
Yesterday someone said I was a terrible goalie in soccer, and I am completely aware of that.
But it still made me feel bad.
Someone once said that I was bad at whispering and I know I am bad at it, but it still didn't feel good.
I don't know why I feel like this...
Aww... :hugs:
Some people are just a bit more sensitive than others, including me. Some people don't care if you are or not, so they try to exploit it, but you'll be fine, keep your cool, and BIG HUGS!
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by Piggy Mike » Sun Oct 04, 2015 7:17 am
janus. wrote:so much work to do
really want to see my friend esp. because i made her upset and want to make up for it
starting to get sad
and it doesn't help at all that i'm absolutely freezing
send hugs, blankets, and someone to do my work. orz
:WARM hug: You'll be fine! Friends forgive, and if a heartfelt apology isn't enough, a hug should top it off. =)
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by Thalassic » Sun Oct 04, 2015 8:28 am
I don't usually have a lot of confidence, self esteem, or even feel very good in my own skin and head, but I seem to be going back to a bad place again.
The little confidence I had is leaving me, my self esteem is all gone and I feel really dysphoric and disconnected from my "self" and just.. confused and I don't know what to do. It's really not nice and its making me feel sad, uncomfortable and upset.
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