New chapter for the SunriseXYuuki story! ;D I'm feeling exhausted and I still have judo class, so I got to go now.
Part 2 of ?
She should have really eaten breakfast.
And besides that, she had been up until late for no real reason, unable to fall asleep, until exhaustion swept her to some kind of unconscious sleep, haunted by shapeless dreams. Yuuki rubbed her temples, not trying any longer to focus on what the teacher was saying. Kail, the guy who sat next to her, kept chattering nonstop, and it was so totally ruining the little that was left from her brain capacity. She felt a total zombie. She figured she’d have deep dark circles around her lilac eyes, and that her ice blue hair should be a total mess. Plus, she felt sickly warm from the lack of sleep, and though she hadn’t even looked to a mirror in her way to school – a landmark for her – she guessed she should be even paler than usual. She heard the teacher say something and jerked her head to look at her, but for a moment her eyesight turned to black and she nearly panicked. It slowly faded away, though, but she raised her hand all the same.
“Teacher?” she asked, keeping her determined tone unwavering only with a good effort. “May I go to the bathroom?”
With the teacher’s consent, she got up too suddenly, and immediately felt dizzy. She blinked twice to erase the spinning feeling in her head and walked to the door apathetically. Her movements lacked the usual gracefulness; she felt as though she had forgotten how to walk, and having to put an effort into that kind of thing was annoying her immensely. She walked past a group of newbie girls, who giggled at her, and she’d have told them some if she hadn’t felt that vertigo again. She inhaled deeply and closed her eyes as she entered the bathroom, feeling suddenly glad that there weren’t any mirrors on this one. She opened the tap and splashed her face with the ice-cold water that spluttered out. Better now, but her brain still felt like mush.
She walked back to her classroom, still feeling clumsy, but at least her thoughts were clearer now. She shoot a glare at Kail that clearly read ‘don’t even try’, and he kept his mouth wisely shut for the last fifteen minutes of Maths class.
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Yuuki staggered past the classroom’s door and into the corridor. One of her admirers, Jay, tapped her shoulder. “Hey,” he called gently. “You okay?”
Yuuki didn’t even bother looking back at him. “Well, what does it look like?” she asked through gritted teeth. Okay, maybe a little off the top. Blame my zombie-ness, she thought. “I’m fine,” she added in a softer tone, trying a smile. But as everything in her, it came out pale, almost a grimace of sadness. She bit her tongue as she walked down the corridor, leaving Jay behind. Anyone who looked at her would only see a tired girl. But she was feeling worse than a regular tired girl. Probably she was running out of sugar in her body. She wished she wouldn’t have forgotten her purse at home in the rush of leaving. Now she couldn’t buy a quick bite, and it was of no use asking any of the girls to lend her some money. Look at them, laughing at me, Yuuki spotted them at the other end of the corridor. Tasting my defeat, once in their lives. Of course they wouldn’t lend her money, and Yuuki herself was much too proud to ask them, too.
Any of the boys would have promptly bought her the snack, but the pride rule worked that way too. Plus, Yuuki was in no mood to stand their cheesy smiles and talk. She just walked down to the PhysEd changing rooms, and quickly swapped her normal clothes to her favourite designer track suit, all black with a silvery design in her left thigh, although now that she saw herself in the mirror she realized she’d be better off in her not-so-fancy blue outfit. Anything but black, which made her face look like a ghost’s, so pale and tired. Ah well. Can’t help that now. She shrugged faintly and walked down to the gym, losing herself among her classmates and tuning out for a moment.
When she refocused on what was happening around her, their teacher was already giving them instructions to form groups and grab a volley ball. She motioned forwards swiftly to pick one – maybe too swiftly, as she found out. Her head spun, aching, and she saw intermittent lights at the corner of her eyes. Funny of how they remind me of a machine shutting down… she realized slowly, her thoughts delayed from reality. She realized only too late she had lost her balance and was falling, but never felt her back hitting the floor. All faded away, and she heard only blurred exclamations before her brain decided it was time to force shut down.
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Yelps and whisperings of surprise crossed the class as Yuuki fell. They had never seen the Ice Princess so weak. She who was always strong, determined and sarcastic was now fallen at their feet and nearly two dozens of curious heads bent over, whispering worries and suggestions. The teacher pushed through them, kneeling down and feeling Yuuki’s pulse.
“She’s just fainted,” he announced. “Everyone step back. I want one of you to take her to the infirmary, all right?”
Sunrise kept himself at bay, his hands in his pockets, almost as if forcing them to stay down and not to offer. He frowned. He had thought higher of Yuuki. Yes, he had played a low trick on her yesterday, but he had never expected her to pretend to faint in front of him and make him feel guilty and all. And, thinking of it, it was much unlike her. He shook his head, his orange eyes locked on the wooden floor. Fainted just to get his attention. He had thought he was a good actor the day before, but it was her who had been pretending all the while and he hadn't seen it. He felt helpless and somewhat heartbroken. Yuuki, always so cool and head-strong, had been some kind of reference point. Now he realized it had been a lie. He heard the teacher saying, “I asked for one student, not for a dozen!,” and after Jay carried Yuuki away Sunrise resumed the volley exercise. Yet the feeling of wrongness that had been haunting him ever since his talk with the blue-haired girl did not go away. Not for a moment.
Author's Note: Fwee, let's see how Yuuki and Sunrise work out this mess >D My, I love to torture my characters. Oh, for your information, the fainting stuff is as truthful as I could write it, since today all of it happened to me. Except fainting, but I *almost* did. And okay, I ate breakfast, but I'm just exhausted and ate very little. Ah well, never mind me. I plan doing one last chapter for this thing. Have to get the inspiration, though.