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[Luneste]

I must say, there is nothing I despise more than becoming a whipping post for everyone I live with, when the man who supposedly loves me sits by and does NOTHING. I mean I gently toss something up to someone, and get it whipped in my face, so now my eyes are red and feel like there are shards of glass in them. This has been going on for the entirety of my living here, I get beat on and abused- and he does nothing.. on top of grieving over the loss of my beloved mother. I must say...I hate it here. I really do, for what reason have I not to do a stupid thing...why should I even be here, I mean all I feel now is pain, and I cannot go on being abused by those who are supposed to be kind.. my own family has treated me deplorably for the past several years, so what reason have I to stay around?

[Konata.]

I must say, there is nothing I despise more than becoming a whipping post for everyone I live with, when the man who supposedly loves me sits by and does NOTHING. I mean I gently toss something up to someone, and get it whipped in my face, so now my eyes are red and feel like there are shards of glass in them. This has been going on for the entirety of my living here, I get beat on and abused- and he does nothing.. on top of grieving over the loss of my beloved mother. I must say...I hate it here. I really do, for what reason have I not to do a stupid th

First off, you are one of a kind. Stop letting them take over you. You are you. Don't let them hurt you. Tell someone. Tell a teacher, or a former one. Tell a cousin. Tell a friends parent. If you boyfriend doesn't do anything, then he obviously doesn't care. You shouldn't be with someone who does that to you. There are other people who love you truly, and you just have to realize it. Second, go to your confront place. For me it's uner my bed XD Relax, and think of what you really want to do in your life, besides giving up in yourself. Think, think in a quiet place. This is your life, no one can tell you what to do.

[Luneste]

Thank you, I think I will do that, because if I don't I am going to be convinced otherwise. I will also have to find someone in my state I trust enough to confide in, I might even leave here for a few days. I can't be in this hatred for my entire time here.. when all I do is try to be kind, I buy them snacks they like, do their chores, clean this place... I do so much and get treated this way..

[yaksha]

my parents are going to divorce. I just know it. I love them both but I can't stand to hear them fight anymore..

[incandescence,]

my parents are going to divorce. I just know it. I love them both but I can't stand to hear them fight anymore..

I'm sorry. It's tough to hear your parents fight. It's even harder to decide which one you want to spend the majority of your time with. My parents are apart, and they live on seperate sides of the country!
Big Hugs!

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I can't do it
I can't do anything right

I knew I wasn't good enough...

[❝Agateophobia❞]

This is really stupid and not worth your time~

My mom said I can't dye my hair. She asked if I wanted highlights but honestly I think highlights look weird, or would look weird in my hair.
My dad also said if I dyed my hair he would shave my head. I'm pretty sure he was joking though...
I just wish I could dye my hair, I want to be myself and have my hair reflect who I am, but I can't tell my mom this.
And I can't wait until I move out, because that'll be a while.

[Piggy Mike]

I can't do it
I can't do anything right

I knew I wasn't good enough...

Never say that!
You are good enough, more than good enough, you are a human being, and those who criticize you aren't worth your time.
Big hugs!

[PikachuTori25]

Why do I have to worry about things, even if it is just a rumor and things. uwu
pm me if you want to hear me poor my worries out to you...

[apollo.]

I know this isn't as important as some peoples posts but I could really use some comforting or a pep talk.
It's just school. I watched this documentary on what it's doing to kids, and all the ways the school system is broken, and now I feel like schools just a rat race to nowhere. We're not ever going to use most of these skills you know? We go through our whole life and how good we are, if were worthy of anything, it's all determined by teachers and letters and standardized tests and how were able to memorize facts, were taught not to question them, or look at them from another side, but just to memorize them and spit them out in a neat fashion on a test just to make the teacher happy. We're never taught to be creative, ever. One time when I was 8, I wrote this story for a creative writing class, and we were suposed to follow the form, but we were also told to use our imaginations and be creative, at the end I differed from the setup a little, and I do mean a tiny bit, everything else was the way it was suposed to be. The teacher just started screaming at me in front of the class and accusing me of not paying attention or respecting her and how is this fair at all? How is this fostering to our kids? That's not being creative, and if we never differ from these dumb facts were taught to memorize how are we ever suposed to be better than our predecessors? Especially now that there's all day every day jk here now, how do we think 3 year olds are going to adjust to this? From naps and being at home all day to going to school all day every day?

I just don't want to do the whole school thing anymore and I have years ahead of me. Why should I even bother to try of no matter how hard I work I end up with b's? Why should I even try if in 20 years I'll forget everything I ever learned from school. Nothing here is even important, we're not taught how to vote, here we don't have home ec so we're not taught how to cook or sew, we're not taught how to take out student loans for college, or how to write a cheque or why so many marriages fail. We're not taught how to write resumes or what a cover letter is and if you need one, were not taught how to apply for jobs, or positive ways for coping with stress. And finally and most importantly we're never taught it's ok to be creative, arts a complete joke and no one even wants you to take it or think for yourself. School doesn't even get us ready for college, it just gets us ready for good things to write on our college applications.

Why does our worth have to be determined by these things? By our grades and how many extra curricular we take. School has so many people believing they're worthless or not good at anything. You even mention being stressed out to a teacher and they give you a 20 minute guilt trip about how lucky we are to have school etc. and I get it and all I just wish things could be different. That good enough was good enough for them.

Anyway I'm sorry for this giant rant. It just kind of poured out.