Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Wonderland~]

Dear B;
I know this is late but I didn't really know what to say but now I do so here it goes;
Thank you for taking me to that youth group but I don't think that I will be going again because I found all that Christianity stuff a bit, intimidating but that's only because I'm a person coming from no religion only to go into all of that. But during the singing when you grabbed my hand I didn't want you to let go because it felt good and it really calmed me down because I was honestly freaking out a bit then.
Also I saw that before we left and before your mother out make-up on you, you looked masculine and you looked really nice, I really wanted to say so but I didn't want to risk your parents hearing and you getting into trouble because of something I said.
But also S told me that your worried that I think of you as a "Jesus freak" but I don't, please know that I would never think of you in that way, you are my best friend and I want you to know that you mean the world to me, I really don't care what you believe.
- sincerely, your friend who loves you no matter what.

[anathema]

dear m____,
i like u allot but idk if i like u in that way

dear m______,
i'm over the honeymoon phase i guess. i was die-hard crushing on you a week or so ago but i guess it all died down a little bit. sure, i still have a crush on you, but it's definitely not as strong, and definitely not as obsessive.
it's my fault for being obsessive. it's kind of something i do when i start crushing on someone new.

dear n_____,
i saw you last week for the first time in a while and let me just tell you that albeit the fact that our parents and most of our friends don't want us to be friends anymore, i really freaking miss you. i hope that i can see you again before the holiday season, but if i have to wait until summertime, so be it. i'll wait forever.

dear d_____,
wow finally a straight crush
a straight crush among 3 totally gay ones

[NopesaurusRexx]

To L,
I'm sorry, you are so sweet and so nice. But I can't be more than friends. I'm in love with someone else, I like another person, and I need to focus on my mental health before even thinking about a relationship. Please don't wait for me, please find someone that will share the same desires as you and wants something immediately.
I love hanging out with you, I just....I can't be more than friends.
I wish I knew how to tell you this. I'm sorry.



To N,
You are just....
I'm in love with you, and all you do is ignore me.
You said we could work but then you disappear.
But you will like me on tinder....
I don't know anymore.
I can't live with the pain you are causing.



To S,
I like you and I'm sorry I came off really strong when talking to you about if we could have something in the future. I didn't mean right now. I don't know why I did that. We were fine how we were.
And after a week of saying nothing, you messaged me. Are you reconsidering?
I never thought I would like someone like you, and here I am.

[quietude]

im sorry im osrry rsim so so sorry im sorry please i im really really sorry im sorry im sorry im osryy sorysr what am i apologizing for im sorry imso rry imsorryimsorryimosrryimsoorysimroosryimmsorisrimsorrysoirmsrorryismrisorry ims sorry sim sorry im soryyr
what am i doing i was supposed to be okay
it happened again and i can't take it this is messing me up
please
go away
i am out of my mind
what am i doing
im gonna be fine
im gonna be terrible
which one is it

i swear i saw it say that she said something
why today
im osrry why are you
stop seeing things that you wish would happen
go and talk to people even if you have to start the conversation odn't rot in a hole
what happened to you stop this
wow now typing things on the internet that no one will ever see is my form of expressing myself
can i send a letter to myself using return mail can i can i why can't i

so my face is ash gray is it
well maybe it's because i'm dead inside
i don't want to deal with this it'd be easier to not have emotions

[aespa]

dear
you're going to be fine. look at you now, you're as happy as a potato.
it'll take a while, but at least you're on your way to recovery am i ri-
ght? you talked about it quick and now you don't need any to go to t
-he hospital. never give up, because i believe in you.
thank you for being there for me friends. esp bangtan

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Self
you're going to be fine. look at you now, you're as happy as a potato.
it'll take a while, but at least you're on your way to recovery
am i ri-
ght? you talked about it quick and now you don't need any to go to t
-he hospital. never give up, because i believe in you.

[widowed]

dear s,
thank you. for everything. honestly, i wish you knew how much you mean to me. i'm so, so, so sorry i can't help you with your current problems, but i'll be here for you, and i won't ever leave your side, just like i said i wouldn't. when i tell you my feelings, you appreciate them. i'm so thankful for that. i'm so happy you appreciate them. and those small things you do for me, they make me smile. when i talk to you, i forget i'm not okay. it's really nice, you know? yeah. i love you so much, and i'm so happy we're as close as we are now. i hope you'll never forget me. i hope we always stay with each other. because we're "never one without the other." oh, how i love you.

[myk]

dear __,

i knew that would happen so lol cool thanks!!

- brooke.

[phanypack]

dear v__,

thanks for leaving me.
it was your fault.
now your parents know.
have fun.

-b


dear a__,

i can never tell you why i hate your boyfriend.
why i get queasy when you talk about him.
it comes to the point i wish i could tell you,
but what if you think of me as a freak.
sorry for the lies.

-b



dear stomach,

shut up about dairy.
come on, really dude, even those
pills don't work?
what about cheesecake?
and ice cream?
so just, please, shut up for one week.
thanks.

-b

[anathema]

dear m______,
you're really adorable and ur outfit today was sososo cute and sdfsdfsdf i can't
i'm also really bad at flirting with you but at least i make you laugh
but i'm gonna try and stop cussing so much? it's such a bad habit i used to never do it

dear c____,
aww you're so sweet omg you're gonna get me something for my birthday ahh i love you
god it's so hard to have a crush on both m______ and you i hate it bc you're really cute but she is too whyy

[Dill]

Dear A,
I know you probably don't think of me like that and I wish I didn't think of you any way other than friends. I think you're sweet and I like you, but I know that we could never ever work. You are good for R, even if she isn't good for you. I just really hope we can enjoy the time that we have remaining and that you know that I really value you as a friend.
Love,
only a friend