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by ♥kittyfaith2210♥ » Thu Sep 24, 2015 9:44 am
sиσω♡ωеɑsеℓ wrote:
alright, i got a headache, really-bad-cough-that-there's-not-one-minute-
without, stuffed nose, hurting throat, aka bronchitis. lol, can't get worse,
right?
wroooooooong.
i seriously feel like i'm not even on earth right now ;-;
can i have a hug please? ;-;
*hugs* Don't worry it'll get better <3
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by Thalassic » Thu Sep 24, 2015 9:48 am
Could someone please PM me?
I have some serious depression and anxiety related issues going on (so I'd prefer if you don't PM if you're not okay with that sort of thing, or if its not something you understand), and honestly you probably can't really even help me, but I just need to vent to someone who is online right now.
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by violet.mp3 » Thu Sep 24, 2015 9:50 am
toukaii.fox wrote:could i get a hug or something? ;3;
this is kind of a rant - usually posting this somewhere helps a little. ;n;
(warning ;; triggers - death, existential crisis.)
i don't know how many people are going to be bothered to read this, but.. recently, my nan died. it was not unexpected - she was battling against cancer. it was going to take her life at some point - it was too severe and the doctors couldn't do anything. but that's not the problem. i've gotten over the death of her - but my mind began thinking. where did she go? is she in heaven? is she on this planet again, reincarnated as something else? or is she gone for good, walking the skies of nothingness, alone? what if we did something wrong with her body? what if we were supposed to bury her in order for her to get to a certain place? could she be burning in the depths of hell because of something we did wrong? but then, that triggered another thought - why am i alive? am i supposed to be doing something here? why can i only see out of my own eyes? why do i feel pain? sadness? fear? anger? am i the only person on earth? is everyone else just some sort of vision? i just don't know - so many questions without answers. i just don't know what to do. i feel so alone in this world. i feel so helpless and useless. to everyone else, i'm just another person - normal. just another person in billions of others. if i died, who would care? who would actually be upset? and why do we die? why do we have to be taken away from the world? did we do something wrong?
this has been keeping me awake at night for weeks. it doesn't sound like a lot, but i've been up until 3am shaking under my bed covers. i've been crying myself to sleep. i cry with nobody to go to. i don't know what to do. the world is so big, and my role in life is so small. i mean nothing to billions of people on this earth - most don't know of my existence.
i have been having multiple panic attacks a day - it's terrifying.
someone, help me.
I'm sorry about your nan, but I know she won't be burning in the depths of hell. If you died, think about how your friends and family would feel; just as sad as you are right now. Oh, and for all you know, your role in life is yet to be unlocked! You could become president, or mayor, or world famous artist! What i'd do if I were in your shoes would be to find something that comforts me, a book, an anime, a comfort food. And think about how your nan would feel, up in heaven, if she knew she was causing you so much grief! And what is the standard for normal on this planet? I don't get it. No one's "normal" people are all themselves, unique.
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by Youngalita » Thu Sep 24, 2015 10:05 am
toukaii.fox wrote:could i get a hug or something? ;3;
this is kind of a rant - usually posting this somewhere helps a little. ;n;
(warning ;; triggers - death, existential crisis.)
i don't know how many people are going to be bothered to read this, but.. recently, my nan died. it was not unexpected - she was battling against cancer. it was going to take her life at some point - it was too severe and the doctors couldn't do anything. but that's not the problem. i've gotten over the death of her - but my mind began thinking. where did she go? is she in heaven? is she on this planet again, reincarnated as something else? or is she gone for good, walking the skies of nothingness, alone? what if we did something wrong with her body? what if we were supposed to bury her in order for her to get to a certain place? could she be burning in the depths of hell because of something we did wrong? but then, that triggered another thought - why am i alive? am i supposed to be doing something here? why can i only see out of my own eyes? why do i feel pain? sadness? fear? anger? am i the only person on earth? is everyone else just some sort of vision? i just don't know - so many questions without answers. i just don't know what to do. i feel so alone in this world. i feel so helpless and useless. to everyone else, i'm just another person - normal. just another person in billions of others. if i died, who would care? who would actually be upset? and why do we die? why do we have to be taken away from the world? did we do something wrong?
this has been keeping me awake at night for weeks. it doesn't sound like a lot, but i've been up until 3am shaking under my bed covers. i've been crying myself to sleep. i cry with nobody to go to. i don't know what to do. the world is so big, and my role in life is so small. i mean nothing to billions of people on this earth - most don't know of my existence.
i have been having multiple panic attacks a day - it's terrifying.
someone, help me.
These questions have come across my mind more than I can count. I'm sure your nan was a wonderful person! And I don't think that anything you have done or anyone else would have caused her to be unhappy in the after life. There is no use in worrying over something you can't control.
Questioning yourself and existence is an amazing step to take. Making your mark on the world can be wonderful but yet terrifying. And you are NOT normal! You stand out!
I hope my words ease your nervous. Just take a deep breathe and do want you love! <3
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by I r o n. » Thu Sep 24, 2015 10:07 am
Im so mad and sad, ugh I just want to be locked up in a dark room and cry, because thats what I do everyday, and its getting to the point Im going crazy...
She doesnt believe me, she thinks im lying.. maybe I am, but its not about that. Please, stop acting.. Theres to much to overwhelm at once here..
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im quitting this game, i dont even enjoy it anymore, but i really did while it lasted!
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by sunny.. » Thu Sep 24, 2015 10:10 am
In health class we went over the health triangle and had to take a survey on parts of it that we did. Mine wasn't balenced and somethings about it made me feel bad... Like one was about "I think people like me and accept who I am" I didn't know what to say.. I wrote yes but now I don't feel like that....
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