| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[starry palms]

the past few days i've been forgetting to eat
and i've just been sitting in class, not caring at all
i didn't do my homework and i didn't even try to make an excuse
i've been sleeping too much and i had to force myself to shower yesterday
it's like i'm stuck in a constant state of not caring about anything
i have to literally force emotions out so i don't seem dull and depressed
even though that's exactly what i am
how do i pull myself from this slump

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I'm sick again today :C
I'm missing school and my parents are yelling at me to go
I have to stay in my room because when my mom was young that's what she would have to do when she was sick
Now I'm hungry but I can't find food..
And I'm really bummed because im missing Girl Scouts for like the 3rd or 4th time..
I'm just having a rough week..
I need a hug please <3

[spooks.]

[deleted because whatever.]

[xxxxxx]

omg i feel terrible. i legit feel like throwing up just for
drinking water. maybe it wasn't such a good idea to be
all up on a sick boy and rest my forehead against his and
cuddle him and kiss his hands and stuff but iDc iF yoU'rE
coNtAgIoUs. damn it ow omg omg i can't believe his dad
made him go to school while he was feeling like this????
someone help i wANT TO IMPLODE MY INSIDES HURT

[Lyren]

there's going to be a test tomorrow. i know literally nothing. i don't know what's going to be on the test.i have literally learned nothing so far, and there is going to be a freaking test?!

we had to do something similar to a test yesterday, we were asked to describe our
standards of what is and is not appropriate to do on sundays "in our own words".
they worded all of the questions really weirdly and i didn't understand half of them.

my sister is a teacher's pet so the teacher is expecting me to be just like her.
i made it very very clear to my mother that i do not want to attend seminary, but she's making me anyway.
every time i go i feel like i'm stupid because i don't understand any of what is going on.
i am asked to do the simplest thing and i get frustrated and feel stupid.
i hate it so much and i want to drop out more than anything.

Just guess. If it's not something that matters to you and probably won't affect your future job, guess. And if it's an essay question basically make your point link to another point then to another. They'll be confused and think you put a lot of thought into it. If you what's going to be on the test look it up. If you're parents are mad say you're interested this topic but you don't understand due to the method you're learning. That could get you out of that school. There is a line though in a book I had to read for school, basically said this: religious books tell you there is a god and be nice to your neighbor, the rest is to help you understand. You should also tell you're teacher you aren't like your sister. In class just keep your head down and your mouth closed. Good luck on the test.

[the fragile]

I'm not as much here for comfort/consolation as I am just in desperate need of getting some things off my chest and since I have literally no one in the world to talk to so I figured I would post here.

About a month ago, my (now ex) boyfriend of two years suddenly quit his job and literally moved cross country without giving me any warning and left me with our rent and utility bills due and no way to pay them. He also stole $1,700 of my money (not "our" money, money I earned) and left me with literally like five bucks and no job - I suffer from anxiety and am currently unable to work. He also left me with the job of moving an entire housefull of stuff on our own because he literally just threw his clothes in his truck and left.

Because he left me, I've now been forced to move back in with my mom because I have no way of supporting myself. I know you can't post your age on CS, but let's just leave it that I am an adult in the 21-25 range, so moving back in with my family isn't exactly something I was super happy about. My mom and I don't get along very well to begin with, and this whole situation is made even worse because my mom is currently in the process of moving to Florida and she's totally wrapped up in that, to the point she is currently trying to convince me/guilt me to get a loan on my Pontiac G6 to finance her move. So, you know, if something bad happens and she can't pay the loan, I'll lose my car instead of her losing her truck.

Also my ex's psycho mother keeps harassing me via text under the guise of asking me to do things for her/ask her son things even though I have made it extremely clear that I absolutely despise her (the feeling is mutual, trust me) and the only reason I ever gave her the time of day is because her son was my boyfriend. Oh and by the way, I learned that he cheated on me at least twice over the course of our relationship. And they're both lying/throwing shade about me to literally everybody we knew.

Ever since all this went down I've felt generally horrible. I have a lot of problems with depression/self harm/anxiety and this has not helped my mental stability at all. I just can't shake any of it even though I'm trying. This has been the worst break up I've ever dealt with.

TL;DR I feel super alone and like I can't trust/rely on anybody anymore.

[Dare,]

things just keep getting worse. i try to be happy and try
to make others happy but when i'm going to school and
being physically and verbally abused nonstop it gets way
too hard. sure i can handle a few bullies and the idiotic
retorts they make towards me but i'm a small person. if
they start shoving me around i can't do crap. then i am
coming home to an empty house where when it's not so
empty i really wish it were... what do people actually
want from me? it's frustrating and confusing and i really
can't keep this up. i hurt all over and there's only one
person in my life who makes everything even just a lil
bit better. one person who continuously makes me feel
so much better after one of those days and yet they're
so far away from me. honestly i just need someone to
cuddle me or something cause this isn't working. ;u;

[starry palms]

the past few days i've been forgetting to eat
and i've just been sitting in class, not caring at all
i didn't do my homework and i didn't even try to make an excuse
i've been sleeping too much and i had to force myself to shower yesterday
it's like i'm stuck in a constant state of not caring about anything
i have to literally force emotions out so i don't seem dull and depressed
even though that's exactly what i am
how do i pull myself from this slump

its gotten worse
help please?

[~IronRose~]

the past few days i've been forgetting to eat
and i've just been sitting in class, not caring at all
i didn't do my homework and i didn't even try to make an excuse
i've been sleeping too much and i had to force myself to shower yesterday
it's like i'm stuck in a constant state of not caring about anything
i have to literally force emotions out so i don't seem dull and depressed
even though that's exactly what i am
how do i pull myself from this slump

its gotten worse
help please?

I know exactly what you're feeling, when you just feel stuck in this state of depression, I know how much it sucks and sometimes there is nothing you can do to get out of it, you kind of have to let it die out. It's okay to be depressed but what usually helps me the most to get through my spells is doing things that make me happy, such as playing with my dogs, reading an old book, listening to music, anything you know to have boosted your spirits in the past may help now. Now on the other side, you need to eliminate things that make you sad or angry, when I play on the xbox and I hit one of my spells, if anyone says anything I may get upset about I leave so I can go calm down. So drop that toxic friend or don't go on social media too often. Now, my longest spell lasted for quite a while, I would come out of it for some time but then I would slip back in because something emotional happened, such as a break up, losing a friend, etc. And my worst spell lasted two weeks, I couldn't eat well, I lost around 11 pounds, and I just felt dead on the inside, but I soon rose out of it, and I promise you that you will get out of this slump. Sometimes you just have to give it time and if you need any other support don't be afraid to message me

[abxy]

No.
No.
No.
I'm not letting a friend I saw for the first time in forever slip away.
Please don't.
I'm crying and I don't want you to go because that was the last place I could talk to you.
I don't want to say goodbye. I won't be able to get you off my mind.
I don't want to feel more alone.
Why does everyone keep growing distant and leaving me?
Please don't leave.
I'll be crying for days, and I'm already unable to read what I'm typing.
Just please stay.