| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[makoto niijima]

Hug please?
A lot of stress recently.

I'm a mess of tears.

*biggest hug in the entire history of hugs ever* hope the stress is better soon, just remember too look on the bright side of things c:

[PaintedArcane]

I need some serious help, it's nothing like suicidal or self harming (read the rules), I just need help in my life. I suffer from depression, or at least I consider it, I'm not even sure if I actually [i]have depression but it feels like it. At times I will lay on my bed and cry my eyes out. I have more or less, at times, have a cold heart, and it's nothing to be too proud of, nor will i go into details, but it seems like my life is a hole, that i fell into the day i was born and no matter how hard i try to break free from gravity that pulls me down, i always seem to fail. I really love this site and FR however i think it has become a bad addiction. I tend to focus more on this site than my own school work. I'm still in school and my parents want me to graduate next year, although I'm not supposed to graduate until a while (years) but my parents keep saying that I'm graduating then. I hate to let them and my teachers down by not fulfilling what they ask of me, but i can't get off this site and I'm trying to quit FR ( i just need 2 million more treasure before i can though) and then i can try and focus on school, but i feel like that my school will be the death of me. My parents also like to have the dog the queen of the house, i feel so bad for my dog though, my dad has kicked her and has become a bit violent towards her (won't get too deep) and it hurts because my mom's dog is the queen and my parents always say that she can sit where she wants. Her dog literally used me as a step stool, they keep saying that's her chair, but it's mine? I just want to feel important like I have a say....They say the own me till I'm 18, it hurts living here, they are nice and yet I feel like the stress and everything else will be the death of me </3
I may either quit chickensmoothie, or have someone take over while I'm gone (I'm not 100% sure if that's against the rules though, if they already have an account)
There's these guys in my life as well, but I know that I shouldn't change for them</3
I can give the best advice and make others happy, but I can never accept my own advice or others, it's hard for me to accept any kind words or advice to myself, I'm not sure why
I just really needed to get that off my chest.

[starstruck ★]

Why am I crying even though I never even watched their videos?

I guess it's just knowing that he was a part of Cyndigo. I guess it's just knowing what an impact he left on so many people. I never watched his videos, and I'm still going to miss him...

[Ohdeerieme]

➳ wOW am I stressed. Haha I don't wanna go near my friends and I'm not prepared for my playing test in marching band because I'm too nervous lmao.
hell I'm not okay right now and I don't even have a real reason to be lol??

[NopesaurusRexx]

I need some serious help, it's nothing like suicidal or self harming (read the rules), I just need help in my life. I suffer from depression, or at least I consider it, I'm not even sure if I actually [i]have depression but it feels like it. At times I will lay on my bed and cry my eyes out. I have more or less, at times, have a cold heart, and it's nothing to be too proud of, nor will i go into details, but it seems like my life is a hole, that i fell into the day i was born and no matter how hard i try to break free from gravity that pulls me down, i always seem to fail. I really love this site and FR however i think it has become a bad addiction. I tend to focus more on this site than my own school work. I'm still in school and my parents want me to graduate next year, although I'm not supposed to graduate until a while (years) but my parents keep saying that I'm graduating then. I hate to let them and my teachers down by not fulfilling what they ask of me, but i can't get off this site and I'm trying to quit FR ( i just need 2 million more treasure before i can though) and then i can try and focus on school, but i feel like that my school will be the death of me. My parents also like to have the dog the queen of the house, i feel so bad for my dog though, my dad has kicked her and has become a bit violent towards her (won't get too deep) and it hurts because my mom's dog is the queen and my parents always say that she can sit where she wants. Her dog literally used me as a step stool, they keep saying that's her chair, but it's mine? I just want to feel important like I have a say....They say the own me till I'm 18, it hurts living here, they are nice and yet I feel like the stress and everything else will be the death of me </3
I may either quit chickensmoothie, or have someone take over while I'm gone (I'm not 100% sure if that's against the rules though, if they already have an account)
There's these guys in my life as well, but I know that I shouldn't change for them</3
I can give the best advice and make others happy, but I can never accept my own advice or others, it's hard for me to accept any kind words or advice to myself, I'm not sure why
I just really needed to get that off my chest.

*super big hugs*
I understand a lot of how you feel. If you ever need to vent, PM me! I listen.
Does your school have a guidance counselor? Or do you think you could go to a counselor outside of school? Based on what you've said, I really think you could benefit from talking with someone who can really help you. There's a lot of things the school can do for you, especially with your parents. You've only got a bit of time left and then you can leave, keep that in mind!
*more hugs*

➳ wOW am I stressed. Haha I don't wanna go near my friends and I'm not prepared for my playing test in marching band because I'm too nervous lmao.
hell I'm not okay right now and I don't even have a real reason to be lol??

*biggg hugggss*
You can do it! Just focus on what you're playing and nothing else, you got this!
It's okay to not be okay without a reason. Don't feel like you have to have a reason to have a bad day or to not be okay.

[MarkFangirl]

Pms would be great. Open to many thoughts.

So my Boyfriend and I are apparently "so cute" together, but we barely spend any time wth eachother! He hugs me for 2 seconds then leaves me, and then he wont kiss me in public, and he wont ever participate in the "cute Love fights" I try to have, help I need hugs!!

[apollo.]

➳ wOW am I stressed. Haha I don't wanna go near my friends and I'm not prepared for my playing test in marching band because I'm too nervous lmao.
hell I'm not okay right now and I don't even have a real reason to be lol??

Hi, I just want to say it's ok to not be ok. It's ok you don't have a reason either, sometimes you just feel sad for no reason.
Maybe talk to your friends or something? Or it's also cool if you just want a little space too. I'm sure you'll do fine on your playing test, don't worry about it. Practice a little more and I'm sure you'll be pretty good.

[xxxxxx]

wow. okay. so i'm sitting here thinking, and... well, my new
school is a little bit terrifyingly horrific in some aspects. as in
i live in a small town in the south, where bullies and bigots are
abundant. i was just telling a story to my friend and i casually
mentioned how me and my boyfriend were getting harassed/
taunted, and suddenly i'm really upset now that i think about it?
not that i get bullied because honestly i can handle it, but i hate
how it's just become such an everyday thing that i don't think of
it as anything anymore. that's not something someone should get
used to! no one should have 'deal with harassment' on their to-do
list. also, a boy found out that i was bisexual and of course some
very crude and terrible things were said... things that i can't me
ntion bc it's against the site rules ;u;

idk. i love all my friends, and my teachers, and my classes... but
i'm getting so tired of the misgendering (hear caitlyn jenner get c
alled bruce just about every day) and the insults and just everythi
ng. but really, i came from a school where one of my best friends
got choked out in front of the teachers and nothing was done. se
ems like all schools in this state are getting pretty bad. or maybe
i'm just in that group of people that gets the brunt of it ;n;

[incandescence,]

Ugh. School.

I have to go and do my work.

It's so hard to stay motivated on Virtual School!

I just stare at the computer all day!

Worse than that, I usually zone out on CS or other sites when when I feel bored

I'm getting behind! I feel horrible that I can't stay on track.

I'm sick of traveling! If my family didn't travel so much, I wouldn't have to do virtual school.

Anyone know any tricks for self-motivation?

[EmilineRose]

My parents should have been home 5 hours ago if everything went as it was planned.
But my great uncle passed away yesterday morning and my dad was really upset about it so they ended up cancelling their flight. I now have to go another 3 weeks without them even tho its been 3 months since they left.
Sure I get why they are staying longer but why did it have to be 3 weeks. I've been through hell over the summer and I needed my mom but she was always busy with my cousins and aunties and helping everyone else out.
I was looking forward to seeing my mom today. I booked this day off from work so I could spend time with her.
On top of all that my friend cancelled our plans so she could hang out with some guy.
Sigh.
If it isn't too much to ask could someone send me a hug?