Sorry if the majority of this post is random things and cliched 'communication is key' things. It's 2:30 AM and I have a fever.
hainu wrote:they keep saying I'm clingy
they keep saying im annoying him
they keep rubbing it in my face that he's not talking to me
it hurts so much
i hate this so much
i bet he's gonna break up with me soon
i could use a hug,,
Don't ever listen to what they say unless he tells you this himself, and if he does tell you this then you deserve someone better. I know it might be hard going through this, especially if they're calling you names and such, but you are strong and you are beautiful, you can make it.
Have you tried talking to him and telling him how you truly feel? Also try talking to your family and friends and getting moral support. I'm sending a hug your way <3
peep. wrote:i really. don't know i just. want things to be about me for once.
i don't even know exactly what this is about i. don't knowww but it doesnt feel good,
Take a deep breath and calm down.
Remember, someone out there loves you, loves with all their heart. You are loved, you are beautiful, you are amazing. Even though the world doesn't and can't revolve around you, but there always will be someone who will do anything for you. If what you're feeling is constant, maybe you could try telling your parents? I'm sorry this isn't long, but I just want you to know that you're an amazing person.
FriendlyIntrovert wrote:I feel like my parents are telling me that I don't know what I want and that listening to them will guarantee my happiness.
Many parents do this, and they typically don't even realize they do. Their logic is that since they are older, they are wiser. Usually they do this only out of love and fear that you'll stray from the path of success and happiness so they try and guarantee that you'll be happy.
The only thing I can recomend is something so cliche and in pretty much every post I've ever written helping someone- talking to your parents. I know, I know, cliche right? But talking and expressing how they make you feel may help them realize just what they're doing.
*-Ari-* wrote:i dont want this
why would i want this?
Im one of the outcasts
never recognized
I try you know..
I've always tried you know…
why do i have to be an outcast?
My friends are admired
my friends are nice
good drawers, everything
im NOT..
why does it have to be this way
i WANT help…
i WANT to be recognized
i WANT to be noticed
I can want, i can wish..
but i now that will never happen..
Even my dad prefers my friends..
Life is rough, but you can make it. Never give up.
Remember that we can't all be perfect, and that all of us have weaknesses, including your friends. They aren't perfect, and you probably have features that make them jealous of you. And I'm quite sure that someone out there loves you so much more then you think. I don't have much advice on this other then trying to talk about your feelings and maybe trying to talk to your teachers and/or parents, maybe go get a therapist.
And even though you make yourself sound bad, I know that you're beautiful and that you are a sweet and kind person.
dylan stilinski wrote:my grandmother thinks im like really depressed. I cant tell if i am or im not, and my therapist wont call me back. whats wrong with my life. My dad lost all his hair. After the first chemo that was it he lost all his hair, and hes all skin and bones. we have nurses every monday and friday. I hate mt life.
I'm sorry about your life, but I know that it's probably not all bad- so don't give up.
Have you tried getting a new therapist? If this therapist doesn't return your calls clearly he/she isn't a good therapist. And I'm sorry your father has cancer, try and spend more time with your family and your friends as they can provide moral support and love. I'm sorry, I'm not good with advice but I'm sending all my love to you <3
CommanderOfLaserCats wrote:I'm such a horrible person.
I suck.
I have no friends in real life.
I have few friends here.
I don't know why people don't like me.
I try to make everyone happy.
I cost my own happiness to make others happy.
What do I get?
Nothing.
I'm just horrible I guess.
Why doesn't anyone like me?
Even my own father.
Kill me now...
Let's get one thing straight- you are not a horrible person.
You are a beautiful and amazing human being with unique talents and features. You are a work of art- beautiful and special in every way. Never ever give up, it'd be a waste of amazing human life, one that no one could make up for. Even the people who you claim hate you will be devastated.
Try to find new friends who'll appreciate and love you, since I know you can. I'm also pretty sure people do like you, maybe you truly just don't know it yet. And it's wonderful that you give so much, that's an amazing trait to have, it just adds to the wonderful person that you are.
I really wish I could just fly across the world and hug you, because you deserve so much.
queen bae wrote:Today my dad was contacted by my uncle inviting us to a family reunion at his/his family's beach house.
...
For $100 dollars a person.
I'm so mad at them, especially since they're so comfortable financially and don't need that money.
It's a family reunion. Not a fundraiser.
I know this probably pisses you off a lot but remembering that no matter what, he is your uncle, and he most certainly loves you a lot. And who knows, maybe he does really need that money? Even though it might have been a terrible thing for your uncle to do, but you can be the bigger person here and not punch him or something. I know this post is really short but I just don't know what to write here so it's pretty awkward.
So um, *hugs*.
