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I'm in all ap classes and even though it's only the second week of school I am so stressed out. It feels like I can't concentrate on anything, I'm starting to fall behind in half of my classes and I have so much homework I physically feel sick right now thinking about how I'm going to finish everything I need to before tomorrow. I'll probably end up only getting a few hours of sleep and being even more miserable. Again.

Anyway, one of the main sources of my anxiety is the computer programming class I chose to take. I just feel really out of place in there, because I'm one of the only girls there, and I'm smart-ish but I'm not super nerdy like everyone else in that class, I feel like everyone expects me to say something dumb in class, and to generally do really awful in the class. Some of the guys in my class have studied this before, so they're always done super early, and doing something disruptive, which makes the teacher hand out extra work which means a lot of homework for me. My dilemma is I don't know whether to ask to transfer out or not. I genuinely like parts of the class, and I think I might need it somewhere ahead, and my dads really invested in this class and I feel like quitting would make him kind of upset, but there's also so many negatives.

I have three hours of homework a night now, what's it going to be like around midterms? Finals? I really don't want all of this stress.

I just want a hug.

*Hugs* I'm sure everything will work out! Your situation seems a little hectic right now, and stress isn't a fun thing to have in a time like that. I would talk to your teacher (if you feel comfortable with them of course) and see if there could be an alternate solution rather than transferring out of the class. Teachers are there to help you through your classes! More than likely they'll be more than happy to help you. Maybe you could sit down with them and work on some pieces of the homework if your having trouble with it? If you like parts of it and you may need it, go for it! It isn't fair to you that the older students are being disruptive either. I'm sure you can do great! You're doing what's important to you and something you can enjoy, which is a great thing! If it comes down to it, if your school had a guidance counselor you could go to, you could always talk to them about the problems you're having if you're comfortable speaking to them about it. Anxiety is an awful thing to deal with, and nobody deserves to try to wriggle their way through it alone. If you ever need anything you can always PM me and I'll try to help you the best I can! I hope this helped you!

[Montgomery Gator]

being called sketchers is awesome because clearly Nike shoes are the best brad of plastic to be on your foot ever

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

*cry* I'm crying and my whole day was horrible, how am I going to do my Lunch detention tomorrow? All my friends are gonna think I'm in trouble really badly, or maybe laugh.. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow... I'm terrified of what will happen :C

[[deleted user 39490]]

I was in my class. Suddenly, I was filled with so much fear, that I froze up and began trembling. I couldn't talk or move, I was so scared... I don't know why. It was the scariest moment of my life. Never have I been filled with such fear. It wasn't the class... I was just... Petrified. I don't know...

[connoisseur]

*cry* I'm crying and my whole day was horrible, how am I going to do my Lunch detention tomorrow? All my friends are gonna think I'm in trouble really badly, or maybe laugh.. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow... I'm terrified of what will happen :C

ah it looks like we were almost in the same situation.. i got yelled at for not wearing a 'school uniform jacket,' and almost got taken out of lunch.. good thing they let me off the hook. but they yelled at me and i was really not feeling it today. i failed some assignments, got angry with a 'friend,' and had alot going on at home. so i flipped out in the middle of class, yelling at my 'friend.' and it wasnt like my regular yelling/arguing. i was incredibly angry and furious, so i yelled pretty loud.

then i started crying. out of anger. sadness. confusion. there's just so much stuff going on. and i rarely cry. i knew something like this was gonna happen - im numb when things happen. i don't usually cry or get angry. my mom even sees me as 'calm and almost emotionless.' but i can only be emotionless for awhile. it doesnt last forever. today triggered it. i had all of what i was feeling throughout the year, and cried in class. ( of course i went to the bathroom until a teacher came to get me ) but i hate when my 'crying fits' happen. i dont like it when i do that. one thing, one small thing, and it will trigger everything. i'll end up feeling what i was suppose to be feeling for the past couple months.

sorry im ranting to you. just kinda happened. but i guess i feel you. im a sensitive person, although i act tough. it was the first time that my friends saw my cry. anyway. im not the type of person to start getting sad over silent lunch - more like im afraid of the people there, or how the teachers/admins will treat me. like im some outlaw or something, lmao. i wish some staff at my school would realize yelling at us won't solve anything.

im scared of going to school tomorrow too. will people treat me differently? because i yelled at somebody, then started crying? ugrh. even my favorite teacher saw. he even offered me a hug - which he normally doesnt offer hugs to anybody - but i didnt accept it. i would just cry more. i hate when people see me weak.

anyways. i do hope you get better. sorry im pouring this out. but it's only for one day, right? sending luck and comfort. ♡

[venteux]

my friends are being so rude to me and I don't know how I could've done things differently, but they won't listen. and I can't believe m called me that... she was probably just kidding but it actually hurt. a lot. and I don't want to see anyone at school tomorrow, I want to stay home. forever.

[beauty thief.]

i just.. everything makes me depressed nowadays. i just wanna seclude myself from society in general. i can't deal with this anxiety and school coming back and my teacher putting pressure on us to make this amazing

rip kat 2k15

[Totty]

my friends are being so rude to me and I don't know how I could've done things differently, but they won't listen. and I can't believe m called me that... she was probably just kidding but it actually hurt. a lot. and I don't want to see anyone at school tomorrow, I want to stay home. forever.

Awwiiieeee Swiftie don't feel like that ;-;

Maybe just tell them that it hurts you when they say what they are saying and that they should stop because it's a horrible thing to do to a friend. Everybody's different and has a special thing about them and shouldn't be called a name or made fun of for it. A good person would understand. Make sure that they understand to never do it again (:

[chooch]

I have a eating disorder, I have anxiety depression and ocd. Why is live so rough.

[Shiny Sylveon]

Wellp...there goes the bullies again...calling me by the wrong name and making me feel uncomfortable.