| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Huskyy]

I am having a rough day, I need a hug :C

*hugs* I am sorry that you're having a rough day, I hope that things will get better soon xxx

Going through a rough time, could I just get a hug? ;-;

*hugs* Sorry that you're going through a rough time, I hope that things will get better soon xxx

[Montgomery Gator]

Hurts likes a knife in my back but Im still alive

[blue neighbourhood]

i'm shaking
i got in an argument with my stepdad
and he hit me once
and he said things
and i said things that i didn't mean
i feel guilty but i feel like he deserves it but
i'm in a mess
my day has been crap
i'm crying so much ;-;

[Thalassic]

It's 11pm, I have to wake up in like 7 hours, but the thing is, I haven't even started working on my homework yet.
I amaze myself.
There hasn't been a single day this month when I got more than 4 hours of sleep before school.

[Insignia.Peril]

I can't stop crying and shaking
You're gone, and I'm sure it's somehow my fault
We haven't talked in three months because you said you had to move...
Because you said you needed to be somewhere safe.
If I could just have forced myself to be there, no matter what the cost maybe you'd still be here...
But I was too sick, and still am...
I don't know what to do - I'm all alone now and miss you like crazy.
I can't stop feeling guilty, and I haven't eaten anything in two days.
You're gone, and it's all my fault

[starry palms]

the homophobia in school is absolutely suffocating

aah and again
its so reoccurring and im so used to it but it eats away at me
ive got a feeling my self esteem is just going to collapse one of these days

[Totty]

thank you guys for all those times you supported me
things just keep getting better <3 <3

[~Forbidden Wordplay~]

So, this isn't really a problem that needs attention immediately or anything. I don't really feel like any of my problems are, and most of the time they're just rants.

So, today in health class we had talked about mental disorders. And We went over things about depression, schizophrenia, and anxiety. Anxiety is the one that really caught my eye though. The more we talked about it, the more I thought about things I've been experiencing. My health teacher said constant worry, unable to stay still, feeling of dread sometimes, and not being able to stop thinking about a certain thing. And all of those applied to me.

Last month I had a big problem with this though. It was a couple of weeks before my first day of high school. And I was so nervous and had so much anxiety that I almost threw up a couple of times. I would cry when I thought about it too much since it really stressed me out. I know worry about this is normal, but I don't think it is to that extent. Every time I would try to talk to my mom about it, she would give me the same answer of "You're fine. It'll be alright after a couple days." which made me feel worse. I had the constant thought of 'I'm going to look like an idiot freshman' or 'I'm gonna look like a child. Thats embarrassing.' or 'What if I get lost???'

Anyways, I think I have an anxiety disorder. The only problem is, I don't know who to talk to about it. Whenever I say 'I think something's wrong' to my mom, she brushes it off like no big deal. Like the fact my knee aches constantly every day? No problem. Or that my back has been hurting since September 2013? No big deal. It's whatever. And I'm just worrying about talking to her about it since I know she'll brush it off like it's no big deal. And it'll make me feel like a total idiot.

[Skogkatt]

Someone please just tell me that I'm loved.

[apollo.]

I'm in all ap classes and even though it's only the second week of school I am so stressed out. It feels like I can't concentrate on anything, I'm starting to fall behind in half of my classes and I have so much homework I physically feel sick right now thinking about how I'm going to finish everything I need to before tomorrow. I'll probably end up only getting a few hours of sleep and being even more miserable. Again.

Anyway, one of the main sources of my anxiety is the computer programming class I chose to take. I just feel really out of place in there, because I'm one of the only girls there, and I'm smart-ish but I'm not super nerdy like everyone else in that class, I feel like everyone expects me to say something dumb in class, and to generally do really awful in the class. Some of the guys in my class have studied this before, so they're always done super early, and doing something disruptive, which makes the teacher hand out extra work which means a lot of homework for me. My dilemma is I don't know whether to ask to transfer out or not. I genuinely like parts of the class, and I think I might need it somewhere ahead, and my dads really invested in this class and I feel like quitting would make him kind of upset, but there's also so many negatives.

I have three hours of homework a night now, what's it going to be like around midterms? Finals? I really don't want all of this stress.

I just want a hug.