I am going ahead and leaving Bear run. I think it is a good time because my name has not been on the front page (as requested for several months now) for a while and I haven't made any adopts for quite sometime so no one will notice.
I will go ahead and fire myself because of my absence from Bear run. Plus because with the mass amounts of tolters being made, you don't need my help with creating any. Lastly, I don't anymore interest Bear run, it is simply because the community never cares for me the way they used to even if they say things like 'Dont leave!! I think you are a great artist!" etc and etc. Saying things like that does not make one feel loved, that is just them saying that "Hey!! I like your art, not entirely you!!" It is also like that for me because there are more favored artists, so they would rather flock over to that person instead of a less-popular staff member.
I am not sure if I want to do my staff tolter before I leave because I am in fear that it will be drowned out from the rest of the newer adopts and breedings. Plus I have been ridiculed about my art and my lack of it from the tolter community. I put my best into an adopt, like a really rare coated adopt, and I only get one page for example of adopters while a different artist does just as good quality adopt and they get much more adopters. And mention about breedings, I have over 20 I need to get done, but I will never do them because they are at least 3-4 months old.
And I am slightly sad because the little writing I did with my event tolter and the art that took me over 3 hours did not get accepted, that will be the very final reason I am leaving. It angers me watching people post their forms. The feeling feels like I am being stomped over. I created my vision of what that tolter's personality and life is and people are coming in a rewriting it all. And I dont even think the names the few adopters so far posted fit that tolter. I do not call the event fun if that means the time I did put into it was pushed away.
This is simply a good bye letter for everyone in the community; No posting in respond to this on the fanclub because spam is a no no. Please PM me if you really want to say something about this good bye post. I had a great time here while it lasted and I wish you all a fair well.
I will go ahead and fire myself because of my absence from Bear run. Plus because with the mass amounts of tolters being made, you don't need my help with creating any. Lastly, I don't anymore interest Bear run, it is simply because the community never cares for me the way they used to even if they say things like 'Dont leave!! I think you are a great artist!" etc and etc. Saying things like that does not make one feel loved, that is just them saying that "Hey!! I like your art, not entirely you!!" It is also like that for me because there are more favored artists, so they would rather flock over to that person instead of a less-popular staff member.
I am not sure if I want to do my staff tolter before I leave because I am in fear that it will be drowned out from the rest of the newer adopts and breedings. Plus I have been ridiculed about my art and my lack of it from the tolter community. I put my best into an adopt, like a really rare coated adopt, and I only get one page for example of adopters while a different artist does just as good quality adopt and they get much more adopters. And mention about breedings, I have over 20 I need to get done, but I will never do them because they are at least 3-4 months old.
And I am slightly sad because the little writing I did with my event tolter and the art that took me over 3 hours did not get accepted, that will be the very final reason I am leaving. It angers me watching people post their forms. The feeling feels like I am being stomped over. I created my vision of what that tolter's personality and life is and people are coming in a rewriting it all. And I dont even think the names the few adopters so far posted fit that tolter. I do not call the event fun if that means the time I did put into it was pushed away.
This is simply a good bye letter for everyone in the community; No posting in respond to this on the fanclub because spam is a no no. Please PM me if you really want to say something about this good bye post. I had a great time here while it lasted and I wish you all a fair well.
I am so proud of my girl Minx, she's gorgeous, made by the lovely Vintage Rose
