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[little deer]

Nobody even cares anymore.
Every day I log on to my sites, and every day there's nothing.
No messages, no trades.
Nothing.
I miss my "popularity".
At least when everyone hated me, they paid attention.
Nothing is so empty and lonely.
I could just vanish, and nobody would notice.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

Nobody even cares anymore.
Every day I log on to my sites, and every day there's nothing.
No messages, no trades.
Nothing.
I miss my "popularity".
At least when everyone hated me, they paid attention.
Nothing is so empty and lonely.
I could just vanish, and nobody would notice.

Your wrong when you say no body cares because i care and always will and i know its hard when you feel like your forgotten however your not nor ever will be as your a wonderful and brilliant friend and you will always have a place in my heart and nothing can ever change that fact or ever will and im sorry that your feeling this way as you deserve to always be happy no matter what happens and even though you might not feel like it's true believe me when i say that you are loved because i do love you always and nothing could ever change that and if you would like i could always pm you if you feel like you want someone to talk to as i don't want you to feel like this and i never have and i don't want you to disappear because you have always been such a fantastic friend and i really couldn't ask for any better but don't vanish because your wrong when you say no one would notice because i would and you do mean a lot to me so please don't give up now i know it's hard but you don't have to go through this alone as you will always be respected and loved here on cs and even though things might be quiet right now it wont always be like this if you don't want it to be as you will always have more chances out there and nothing can ever change that and i hope this makes you feel a little better because i would never want you to feel like this as you deserve so much better and you always have however don't give up now you mean so much more than you think to the cs community and you always have.

[wane]

So I've had something wrong with my medical health for a while.

And today, my mom finally listened to me and took me to the doctors'. I had and x ray and they gave me medicine...

I felt a lot better until my mom came back with it and started yelling at me for worrying so much. As I was taking the medicine she basically started telling me all the side effects and made it seem like I would die from taking it.
Now I feel really sick and I don't want to take the medicine anymore but I really want to fix my problem.

I just argggghhhh right now.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

So I've had something wrong with my medical health for a while.

And today, my mom finally listened to me and took me to the doctors'. I had and x ray and they gave me medicine...

I felt a lot better until my mom came back with it and started yelling at me for worrying so much. As I was taking the medicine she basically started telling me all the side effects and made it seem like I would die from taking it.
Now I feel really sick and I don't want to take the medicine anymore but I really want to fix my problem.

I just argggghhhh right now.

Firstly try not to worry just because of your mom in the end your health matters most and it always will and she should respect that fact and i hope she realizes how lucky she is to have such a fantastic and wonderful person around her as you deserve so much more respect that she provides and you always have however never let her stop you from getting better i know its hard taking medicine and it can be unpleasant however trust me when i say in the end it will always be worth it as once you have gotten better you wont have to take it again and it will be over so try to stay strong and keep taking the medicine i know its hard however you have been so strong and have tried so hard to keep going and it will be worth it in the end and im proud of you for getting so far however you have to keep fighting to finish it and to get better so don't let your mom put you off getting better as in the end your health is first priority and always will be and i hope your mom starts to respect and appreciate you more because you do deserve to be respected more and maybe you should tell her how you feel even if she doesn't listen at least you will have tried and at least you will have told her how you feel as you never deserve to be disrespected like that however i hope you get better soon and i hope this makes you feel slightly better and if you would like you could always pm me if you might like to talk about it however never forget that you are and always will be loved you angel

I have to go however i hope that everything goes okay and will be on later so if you would like you could send me a pm and i will get back to them in morning

[breadstick]

okay, I might need some moral encouragement. For someone to say I can do it.
I'm planning to come out as pansexual, genderfluid and having a girlfriend to my closest real life friend when we meet up today. I have been confident I can do it, thus far, but I'm having doubts and I'm starting to panic. I have four or five hours before she arrives, but I just need encouragement that I can actually do this. She's not likely to judge me. But it's slightly unnerving. ;u;

[Zeee]

okay, I might need some moral encouragement. For someone to say I can do it.
I'm planning to come out as pansexual, genderfluid and having a girlfriend to my closest real life friend when we meet up today. I have been confident I can do it, thus far, but I'm having doubts and I'm starting to panic. I have four or five hours before she arrives, but I just need encouragement that I can actually do this. She's not likely to judge me. But it's slightly unnerving. ;u;

All I can really say advice wise [I decided to throw this in there even though you didn't ask for advice more than encouragement] is just don't think about it too much. You might start to overthink everything, and then you might not go through with it. Other than that, I have faith that you can tell her and with well deserved confidence - when you tell her, if it all goes well which I'm sure it will, you'll be that much closer as friends. For a little bit of similar ground, when my friend came out to me as homosexual, he and I were better friends than we ever were. She'll be happy that you trust her enough to give her that information. Don't doubt yourself, because you can go through with telling her, and you will go through with telling her, and it will all go smoothly vwv

I'm also looking for a bit of encouragement. I have a counselor meeting today, and I'm kind of nervous. I've talked with the counselor one other time, but all she did was ask questions, and I'm just kind of scared for her to give me a plan or anything because normally I don't work well with schedules and plans...

[Thalassic]

I'm getting really stressed out about the new school year.
Could someone PM me? I'd like to vent/rant and just kinda pour out all the things I'm scared about and maybe get some opinions or whatever on it..

[Chemicello]

I'm getting really stressed out about the new school year.
Could someone PM me? I'd like to vent/rant and just kinda pour out all the things I'm scared about and maybe get some opinions or whatever on it..

Pming

Like usual, its summer, I'm more relaxed or whatever... So, my therapist decides to put me back on once a month.. Everyone thinks I'm doing okay..
But ... truth is, I'm not...

I am not taking my cousins death too easily... Maybe I'm not supposed to take it easy? ... But, I wont talk about it really... if anyone asks if I'm doing okay and everything.. I reply with my usual, I'm fine... but sometimes... I'm not.. and I want someone to notice... but then I don't want someone to notice...

So... I dyed my hair, top layer purple, rest of the layers blue.... I liked it, but my mom asks the people we're with Are you embarrassed to walk around with her? or on how I should of did this n this instead... My dad don't help... he keeps calling me a Freak show...
And now I'm scared what everyone will think at school.. its right around the corner.. and I'm so not ready... ;-;

I thought I'd have at least some encouragement from my family about changing what I eat.. But no, I get yelled at and threatened to be taken to the hospital because I wont eat meat... I'm trying to stick to a Vegetarian diet.. but all my family does is rub meat in my face and yell at me..

Don't worry, if you like it then that's cool, you have to be comfortable within yourself do not worry too much about what others think, some people will like it and some won't, its the same with everything, you can't please everyone, though it hirts when it's your mother. Maybe you could find a friend or a relative that you are close to and trust and talk to them about some of this, talking to people in real life is the best thing to do if you want relief from the stress of keeping it in. Don't bottle up your feelings, you need to let them out sometimes. Don't worry, its normal to take deaths hard, I am sorry for your loss, especially if it was someone you were close to. Remember, they would not want you to carry on being sad for them, you should live an amazing life for them, and do not let anyone stop you from fulfilling your dreams. They died feeling loved I am sure, do not worry.
Hour family should respect your decisions, you just need to tell them that. Being a vegetarian is healthy, give them some proof, to show that you are going to get all the nutrition you need. At school, don't worry about that either, it will be fine, you will have friends and you will do well, just try your best. You are an amazing valuable person, remember that, and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise and don't over think your situations, sometimes they aren't as bad as they seem *hugs* xx

[znu]

ugh.
i feel so horrible.
its really hard to write this all down but ive come to acknowledge the fact that i dont want to be near my stepfather at all.
i have known him for most my life but i dont want to deal with his arrogance nor condescension anymore.
lately he has been extremely restricting in my life, reading all my messages and trying to find out my every secret by completely going through my computer.
thats not it though, hes extremely commanding and has so many fights with me and my mom that im just,
im scared.
i dont want him to find out that im acefluid and questioning panromatic. i dont want him to find out im agendered.
i cant even try to cry, hes only going to laugh at me or yell at me for being weak.
by now i try to put up a facade that i dont care, that im aloof and apathetic to not try to show any emotion so i can hide what i have been really feeling.
it only brings me worse since he tries to inflict even more pain and im just bottling all my feelings up that i started to randomly burst into tears this morning at two am.
maybe, im just overreacting, and that im being a brat in my following actions.
i just dont want to deal with this and the troubles of school

i feel horrible after for what i wrote. like i shouldnt have done it.

[Love To Ride]

I'm scared of my father. My mother just left when I was 2. and my father doesn't care about me. All I care about is horses. But he makes me play piano at competitions. When I don't even want to, and am scared. I have nothing to look forward to in life. I fend for my own. Work and earn the best I can, and yet still I feel I cannot do anything.