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[master of spaz]

i would like a hug please c:

i'm so angry bc around five hours ago, i got in an argument with my dad about something and he went off angry too, but it's just i was getting changed before bed a while later and he walked in to say goodnight without realising i was, so i said goodnight bluntly and something along the lines of "i'm getting changed, shut the door" and he did. it's eleven pm now and he just asked me to say goodnight again and i did, but then he got in a huff about me saying goodnight bluntly like i'm getting changed?? he'd curse and shout if i accidentally walked in on him. i know about respecting parents and i'm probably on the wrong side too, but i feel he's being such a child about it and he always always always expects me to say sorry first. i don't know how he thinks i want him to go to my therapy appointments i really don't. also he's in his sixties and says i'm the one who will drive him to death and he doesn't realise how much it upsets me and annoys me when he says that bc you shouldn't put that on your child's shoulders to think about when you're dead and they're going over those words.

i'm sorry for the rant, and i have so much more to vent about but i'm going to stop here ahaha

I think your father just may not really understand that you feel these things. Especially the part about death upsetting you. It's easy to joke about death if it's about yourself, but when I do so, and my parents hear it, they always snap at me. When they joke about their deaths, I snap at them too. It just means he values you over himself c:

*hugs*

it.. hurts..

It does hurt, and it means that you do have a beating heart. And it will scar, no matter how much someone keeps reopening the wound. c:

[WolfDestiny]

My family keeps teasing me about my voice and the music I listen too. My sister is nice about it but the rest of my family doesn't understand how I feel! I try to communicate this, but its not working! They don't understand how much this teasing hurts me. I know it's not that bad, but.... I'm tired of being the center of all of my family's cruel remarks! I need some advice.

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I know I ranted earlier about this
But nothing is working
I'm still ignored
Only 2 people bid in my auction, one i cancelled since they added more
But not only that
My friendship problems are worse
My sisters get to hang out with friends, and boyfriends
But here I am
My only friends really are my best friend and friends here
I am not popular
I just don't know if I can do school
I hate it
I hate the drama

[hoofbeat]

My family keeps teasing me about my voice and the music I listen too. My sister is nice about it but the rest of my family doesn't understand how I feel! I try to communicate this, but its not working! They don't understand how much this teasing hurts me. I know it's not that bad, but.... I'm tired of being the center of all of my family's cruel remarks! I need some advice.

If this is bothering you then tell them about it! They may have taken teasing to a higher level than it should have been. If they won't listen, talk to another family member like an aunt, uncle, grandparent, etc and see if they will help. Remember, you are just as perfect as everyone else and no one should tell you different.
Stay Strong!
~Hoofbeat Echos

[WolfDestiny]

I know I ranted earlier about this
But nothing is working
I'm still ignored
Only 2 people bid in my auction, one i cancelled since they added more
But not only that
My friendship problems are worse
My sisters get to hang out with friends, and boyfriends
But here I am
My only friends really are my best friend and friends here
I am not popular
I just don't know if I can do school
I hate it
I hate the drama

I feel your pain. I have the same problem. I don't have many friends, and all the ones I do have live in different states. This makes me want to cry sometimes, and that's ok. Sometimes that's something we have to learn to live with. When your sad try writing a letter to one of your closest friends. It's nice to know that at least one person in the world will listen.

[WolfDestiny]

My family keeps teasing me about my voice and the music I listen too. My sister is nice about it but the rest of my family doesn't understand how I feel! I try to communicate this, but its not working! They don't understand how much this teasing hurts me. I know it's not that bad, but.... I'm tired of being the center of all of my family's cruel remarks! I need some advice.

If this is bothering you then tell them about it! They may have taken teasing to a higher level than it should have been. If they won't listen, talk to another family member like an aunt, uncle, grandparent, etc and see if they will help. Remember, you are just as perfect as everyone else and no one should tell you different.
Stay Strong!
~Hoofbeat Echos

Thanks

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

I know I ranted earlier about this
But nothing is working
I'm still ignored
Only 2 people bid in my auction, one i cancelled since they added more
But not only that
My friendship problems are worse
My sisters get to hang out with friends, and boyfriends
But here I am
My only friends really are my best friend and friends here
I am not popular
I just don't know if I can do school
I hate it
I hate the drama

I feel your pain. I have the same problem. I don't have many friends, and all the ones I do have live in different states. This makes me want to cry sometimes, and that's ok. Sometimes that's something we have to learn to live with. When your sad try writing a letter to one of your closest friends. It's nice to know that at least one person in the world will listen.

The thing is though, i have hardly any close friends

[DragonCave]

There's this kid irl that I really really do not like. He's asked my out many times and lives nest door. He really thinks he's something else. He's really gross and not the smartest tbh. I applied to a technical school for HS just because I knew he wouldn't get in. Well, he applied, and was denied, so he complained. And he got in. I'm on the verge of a panic attack right now because I'm really not ready for another four years of him trying to talk to me at 6 am on the bus ride to school. Sorry if this sounds like a rant but I need somebody to lean on ^^"

[little deer]

aaaa I'm so upset.
On Tuesdays and Thursdays I have second lunch, and Nes (my irl best friend) has first.
I'm going to be all alone tomorrow.
I guess that's what I get for being a Junior with no friends. :/

[♥kittyfaith2210♥]

My heart is broken
I feel more alone than ever
I wish I had more friends
more people who would trade me
More confidence