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by undefined realities » Wed Aug 05, 2015 3:30 pm
Swordboy wrote:I'm falling apart. Me everything is suddenly becoming real and I can't handle it. Can someone PM me? I need help.
PMing^^;
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Thank you for your friendship, and thank you for spending endless hours with me on this website.
I am no longer going to be very active on this account, and will probably delete this account after everything is squared away with it, but those of you who knew me, know how to get in touch with
me outside of this website.
Again, thank you for giving me amazing memories.
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by bud » Wed Aug 05, 2015 3:42 pm
Swordboy wrote:I'm falling apart. Me everything is suddenly becoming real and I can't handle it. Can someone PM me? I need help.
PMed as well


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by shade. » Wed Aug 05, 2015 4:04 pm
I'm online schooling this coming school year
I wanted to because, well, I'm considered gifted. School is so slow for me it's ridiculous, and I just wanted to take care of myself and help myself achieve.
I was drowning in anxiety and annoyance last year because I had so much homework that I already knew. I was learning things that took months in the class that gave me tiny knowledge, if any at all, or I could've finished in a week.
I also own a horse, and it irritates and saddens both me and my parents to see that in the school year I can't visit him often because I'm stuck doing pointless activities. Plus, with my anxiety, I stressed so much about tests I wouldn't go to the barn anyway because I felt like I was going to fail. (even though they end up easy as asdfas)
I finally got confirmation it was happening so I finally just told my like 2 only friends. I had talked to them about it a lot in the past, but I don't think they took it seriously. I texted them and honestly both of them started yelling at me or saying they were crying or telling me that wasn't the way things were done.
and DON'T now tell me they are bad friends and I'm not worthy of them
they are amazing friends, in their own way. They just don't get it. I'm trying to take care of myself emotionally and academically. I would be happy if they did this themselves, but now none of them are talking to me (not that we've had much contact in the last month anyway) and one of them is so hurt I'm scared she's going to do something bad to herself.. She's too dependent on me.
I hope it'll blow over, but I really need a hug, or a Pm, their reactions are driving me to tears
I just thought they might be happy for me
That I finally convinced my parents so I can spend time with my horse and everything else
I just don't understand
I wouldn't mind a hug
or anything- some good music or a comforting website
I don't really care I just want to feel like people care
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by undefined realities » Wed Aug 05, 2015 4:10 pm
shade. wrote:I'm online schooling this coming school year
I wanted to because, well, I'm considered gifted. School is so slow for me it's ridiculous, and I just wanted to take care of myself and help myself achieve.
I was drowning in anxiety and annoyance last year because I had so much homework that I already knew. I was learning things that took months in the class that gave me tiny knowledge, if any at all, or I could've finished in a week.
I also own a horse, and it irritates and saddens both me and my parents to see that in the school year I can't visit him often because I'm stuck doing pointless activities. Plus, with my anxiety, I stressed so much about tests I wouldn't go to the barn anyway because I felt like I was going to fail. (even though they end up easy as asdfas)
I finally got confirmation it was happening so I finally just told my like 2 only friends. I had talked to them about it a lot in the past, but I don't think they took it seriously. I texted them and honestly both of them started yelling at me or saying they were crying or telling me that wasn't the way things were done.
and DON'T now tell me they are bad friends and I'm not worthy of them
they are amazing friends, in their own way. They just don't get it. I'm trying to take care of myself emotionally and academically. I would be happy if they did this themselves, but now none of them are talking to me (not that we've had much contact in the last month anyway) and one of them is so hurt I'm scared she's going to do something bad to herself.. She's too dependent on me.
I hope it'll blow over, but I really need a hug, or a Pm, their reactions are driving me to tears
I just thought they might be happy for me
That I finally convinced my parents so I can spend time with my horse and everything else
I just don't understand
I wouldn't mind a Pm
or just a hug
or anything- some good music or a comforting website
I don't really care I just want to feel like people care
I care♥️
*giant hug*
Explain this to them.
Tell them everything you just
told me.
Tell them that school is just
to slow for you,
and you want to achieve.
That you want to spend time with your horse.
Tell them that you're still there for them,
no matter what.
Tell them that you
wouldn't do something to purposefully hurt them.
Tell them you love them.
Just try to calm them both down.
Try to give them some time to think
about everything as well.
They both probably need it.
My PM box is always open if you need it.
-falling.
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To those of you who i was close to:
Thank you for your friendship, and thank you for spending endless hours with me on this website.
I am no longer going to be very active on this account, and will probably delete this account after everything is squared away with it, but those of you who knew me, know how to get in touch with
me outside of this website.
Again, thank you for giving me amazing memories.
- McKenna
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by chisei » Wed Aug 05, 2015 4:49 pm
yeah yeah i noticed that theres something wrong with me, thats why i reached out to someone and their trying to help.
none the less, i feel selfish for feeling like i'm a burden to them. they don't need to remind me how much i don't feel like i'm me.
on another fact, i'm clingy and i feel gross because i'm always waiting for them to talk to me, their the only close friend i've had in a long time to be honest ever since i had a abusive friend that made me feel like i was nothing
i wish i was me, but i want me to go down a route where i wasn't dissociative with myself, or didn't have any problems at all.
i sometimes look at others and feel horrible because their happy and i'm not. is there something wrong with me?
can i not feel genuinely happy? probably. i only live for two people right now.
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by undefined realities » Wed Aug 05, 2015 5:06 pm
angelpal wrote:Blegh.
I feel so sick to my stomach and I feel like hurling any
moment. My stomach doesn't even hurt. I just feel liKe
I'm going to barf...
*hugs*
I'm sorry >.<
Get better soon!
-falling.
Plasmalightred wrote:yeah yeah i noticed that theres something wrong with me, thats why i reached out to someone and their trying to help.
none the less, i feel selfish for feeling like i'm a burden to them. they don't need to remind me how much i don't feel like i'm me.
on another fact, i'm clingy and i feel gross because i'm always waiting for them to talk to me, their the only close friend i've had in a long time to be honest ever since i had a abusive friend that made me feel like i was nothing
i wish i was me, but i want me to go down a route where i wasn't dissociative with myself, or didn't have any problems at all.
i sometimes look at others and feel horrible because their happy and i'm not. is there something wrong with me?
can i not feel genuinely happy? probably. i only live for two people right now.
you are perfect the way you are.
wonderful.
amazing.
talented.
gorgeous.
fabulous.
and;
spectacular.
I'm here for you.
You can always PM me.
*hugs*
It'll get better.
I promise <3
I won't leave.
I'll always be here for you.
-falling.
INNACTIVE
To those of you who i was close to:
Thank you for your friendship, and thank you for spending endless hours with me on this website.
I am no longer going to be very active on this account, and will probably delete this account after everything is squared away with it, but those of you who knew me, know how to get in touch with
me outside of this website.
Again, thank you for giving me amazing memories.
- McKenna
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by Zeee » Wed Aug 05, 2015 5:32 pm
i'm so scared and worried, and i feel so guilty and awful. i'd like to have an actual conversation with someone about this, so so we don't really spam the thread i guess, can someone pm me? ;_; i feel so sick. i hate to be pushy but it's late where i live and currently i have no one else to speak to, and i really need to talk.
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by [Braveheart] » Wed Aug 05, 2015 5:46 pm
Emon wrote:i'm so scared and worried, and i feel so guilty and awful. i'd like to have an actual conversation with someone about this, so so we don't really spam the thread i guess, can someone pm me? ;_; i feel so sick. i hate to be pushy but it's late where i live and currently i have no one else to speak to, and i really need to talk.
Pm'ing.
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