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[undefined realities]

I can't sleep...idk why but I'm kinda having issues....I think I have some serious problems, and I don't know who I am anymore...I wanna be one way cause I wanna be liked, but I wanna be another way cause it seems fun, but...idk if either way is really me....

I think you shouldn't
try to be one way or another.
Just do what you feel is right.
Don't be one way to please someone,
and don't be another to please someone else.
Just be the way that makes you happy.
If you don't try to be anything that your not, then
you'll find yourself happier.
Just do you.
I hope your sleepless night get
better, and I hope your problems
stop.
You are loved here on CS.
-falling♥️

I'm so unbelievably stressed. I'm usually such an optimist but I can't help my insane negative thoughts lately. I keep questioning why I'm not good enough and putting myself down. It's taking a toll on my boyfriend too, he's been hounding me about talking bad about myself and my stress rubs off on him. I just feel so helpless.

It'll get better.
You shouldn't put yourself down.
There's nothing wrong with you.
I know it may seem hard, but try your very
best to think positively.
Ways that may help include;
having a day to yourself to
think about everything and let everything go,
or maybe you could talk to your
mother, father, or boyfriend about it all
and see what they think.
Don't feel bad about yourself.
You're a wonderful person, and it'll
get better.
-falling♥️

I just...
ugh I feel terrible
but I need to read the messages he sent
he knows I'm awake
I just need to stop panicking
I need to stop and know that it's okay and I don't know why I think it isn't
I know that logically it's fine but my emotional state is just
it's having a panic attack honestly and I don't know how to deal with it oh my god
it's just six simple messages from him
how hard can this be

Nope I should've listened to myself
I read them and now I'm crying and I can't sleep and I don't even know why

Hey, calm down some.
Don't stress over these messages.
If this person was rude to you or something,
then he's missing out.
You're such a wonderful person, and
you shouldn't be upset.
Calm down some;
I don't want you to be panicking,
I don't want you to be upset.
If you calm down, it'll get better.
My PM box is always open if you want to
talk about it more.
*hugs*
-falling♥️

i feel like there are bugs all over me
its so ichy everywhere and i feel gross all the time
if i even so much as look at a bug i get super shaken
i can never figure out why this happens i just want it to stop,,

I'm sure you've
tried this already, but try taking a shower.
It may wash away the feeling of bugs by
feeling clean.
Maybe you get so grossed
out by seeing bugs
because you have a phobia of some sort.
It may be a good idea to bring
this stuff up to your parents so they could possibly
help you with it
or get professional help.
Just remember;
Their aren't bugs on you,
and you'll be okay.
-falling♥️

[arabella !!]

i feel like there are bugs all over me
its so ichy everywhere and i feel gross all the time
if i even so much as look at a bug i get super shaken
i can never figure out why this happens i just want it to stop,,

Aww, -huggles-. :c You are not alone, just stay put and just ignore the little critters and move on with your day. <3

[i♡me.]

I feel empty.
I feel like an actual broken mirror
I'm always upset.
My parents yell a lot, and I have developed a fear of yelling so whenever they yell I start to cry
I have repeating nightmares
I'm a mANIAC.
A maniac? Can't be that bad, no
Who drove me insane?
My parents. My siblings. My school. Myself.
I feel depressed all the time, and I'm too scared to ask for a therapist.
Every time I try to write a song it turns DARK
I need help..

[undefined realities]

I feel empty.
I feel like an actual broken mirror
I'm always upset.
My parents yell a lot, and I have developed a fear of yelling so whenever they yell I start to cry
I have repeating nightmares
I'm a mANIAC.
A maniac? Can't be that bad, no
Who drove me insane?
My parents. My siblings. My school. Myself.
I feel depressed all the time, and I'm too scared to ask for a therapist.
Every time I try to write a song it turns DARK
I need help..

I'll fill a small part of that emptiness.
I'll be here for you when you need it.
Don't be upset.
I'm here for you.
I'm sorry your parents yell.
Whenever they start to yell,
you can PM me and I can help you
through it.
You're not a maniac.
You are a wonderful human.
You're not insane.
You're beautiful.
You're worth love.
Worth care.
Worth everything, because you an wonderful.
I can help you.
I'm depressed.
When I draw, it always ends up
dark, but I feel better after
getting it out.
I think you should try
a therapist.
They help a lot.
My PM box is always open if you need it.
I'm here for you.
*hugs*
-falling♥️

[vulture,]

Thank you everyone for your kind words. I appreciate them so much. You guys are all amazing.

Lots of love.

[catdoqq]

im getting that feeling again..
I keep thinking about what she said to me.
It still hurts. but guess what? I'm still chasing after her. I want people to like me. I really do.
but they don't.
I wish.
I chase after the people who will hate me forever,
I don't know why..
I really don't know anymore..

[Dee.J]

Okay, hon. I've been in a situation pretty similar and first of all, I'm sorry you have to deal with it. But you two have gotta hold strong and put your relationship above all.

My husband's mother was nice to me at first, but then we broke up at one point and after that, she didn't like me. My husband was a bit of a...late starter after high school. He lived with his parents and didn't get a job or anything. Which his mom seemingly had no problem with. As soon as I came back into his life, she was sweet to me when I was around, but as soon as I was out of earshot it became "She's too sensitive." (I had depression, by the way), "She's a distraction. You need to get a job and work on your future." "You need to stop spending so much time with her." "You need to spend time with your family and not some girl." "You'll find someone better later on." And my husband. being that he'd been close to his mother, took it. But once I pointed out how much it was hurting me and tearing us apart, he stepped up. Well, sorta. He moved out without them knowing. That was when his mom finally realized she'd messed up, and we all sat down with his aunt as a mediator and talked it out.

Is there a family member you think can get to her and make her fess up and stop? For us it was my husband's aunt, his mom's older sister, who literally told her to stop acting like a child and that we needed to start acting like family because that's what we are now. As for your boyfriend, Maybe have his brother sit down and talk to him about what their mother did to his relationship? that might snap him out of it. Again, I'm really sorry you have to deal with this. Mothers, man.

[undefined realities]

im getting that feeling again..
I keep thinking about what she said to me.
It still hurts. but guess what? I'm still chasing after her. I want people to like me. I really do.
but they don't.
I wish.
I chase after the people who will hate me forever,
I don't know why..
I really don't know anymore..

Try your very best not
to think about it.
Don't chase her.
She's not worth in.
I like you. You're amazing.
You're wonderful,
caring,
loving,
beautiful,
and amazing.
*hugs*
-falling♥️

[Princeton]

im getting that feeling again..
I keep thinking about what she said to me.
It still hurts. but guess what? I'm still chasing after her. I want people to like me. I really do.
but they don't.
I wish.
I chase after the people who will hate me forever,
I don't know why..
I really don't know anymore..

I was going through something similar to you. I was chasing after people who would never really care for me, never consider me a friend, as much as they said they would. I didn't know why either. I tried pulling myself away from people like that but their grasp was too tight. They made me think I was a terrible jealous person, but you have to know you aren't. All it takes to snap out of that feeling is for someone to come along and stand up for you. Once someone does that, you feel as if you really belong. If they truly care for you, then that's who you should spend your time with. If you have one person who cares about you, and the rest of the world doesn't, then you should be happy that you have one true friend rather than many fakes. Once someone stands up for you, you get the funny feeling that makes you happy. Just know you aren't mean, deperate, or stupid. I am here for you, and certainly many others will be here. Feel free to PM me if you'd like. And I heard a saying, "When the world turns its back on you, you turn your back on the world." I thought I might share this with you, hope it helps!

---

I had a dream last night. It was about me with my true friends against my fake friends, well, the friends that were fake, they aren't my friends anymore. My fake friend was cursing at me and insulting me. But my true friends stood up for me. Do you think of this as a "sign" that those friends who stood up for me are true? I'm not sure if this sounds crazy, but I feel it isn't.

[catdoqq]

im getting that feeling again..
I keep thinking about what she said to me.
It still hurts. but guess what? I'm still chasing after her. I want people to like me. I really do.
but they don't.
I wish.
I chase after the people who will hate me forever,
I don't know why..
I really don't know anymore..

Try your very best not
to think about it.
Don't chase her.
She's not worth in.
I like you. You're amazing.
You're wonderful,
caring,
loving,
beautiful,
and amazing.
*hugs*
-falling♥️

i want to stop chasing her
but I can't..
when I chase her she hurts me even more
I've tried not to think about her
my therapist couldn't care less
she never cared
she doesn't help
its all my fault
a mistake
a mistake I can't fix,
I can't do this anymore
sitting and crying in bed
hoping that the tears will wash away my problems
I hold on to the littlest of solutions
but they break
and once they break,
I fall
I fall and can't get up.
I don't think I will ever be able to
to get up.
to smile.
to be happy.
To make her like me again,,

@captain bear
thank you.
I felt like I was alone
like I'm just that one girl
I know I'm not
but I feel like it
a lot..