◤cypressclan; ♕ open & accepting◢

[prince.]

firefly slipped out of the medicine cat den, bleeding heavily from several large wounds across the neck and underbelly. he hissed in pain, but headed out into the forest. if he was going to die, he was going to die alone.

[víolet]

eveningpaw tensed. "no. no! i did not love him for his looks, i loved him because he was there for me! he was pretty much the only cat who could listen to me and we had eachother's backs! i had a connection with him, meanwhile the other apprentices like nightpaw would just butt in and treat me like the half-blood i am! thunderpaw was the only one who oversaw that!" she hissed, sobbing softly. her paws were shaking badly and her head throbbed.

[ D: i thought he wasn't going to die! ;o; ]

[prince.]

-- he's not, although i'm thinking about him going missing for a couple of moons]

firefly glanced backward at the camp, dipping his head before pulling himself up a tree carefully when he was far away from the camp. he curled up, licking his wounds and not bothering to put cobwebs on them.

[yeeee.]

batpaw shook his head. "you never gave anyone else a chance," the ebony tom said in that strange tone of his. "how often did you talk to someone with problems that could understand you- say, myself?" the tall tom shifted, his slate eyes rolling into his head. "i don't ever recall you doing that. not even once. if you would've, then you would have known i wasn't from this clan... maybe you would learn more, and understand you can get over your ailment. i'm blind, eveningpaw. imagine that. never seeing the sun, never seeing thunderpaw, not being able to fight or even look at silverpelt.... but it's alright, eveningpaw. if you want to flee because of someone else, then do so. if your afraid to try, then lay here and wish. like i said before, your in charge of your own destiny. i can't saying anything, nor can starclan themselves that will make you change. change comes from within- someone needs to want to be helped. maybe trial and error will give you the power you need to see your own potential. but i can't, obviously. so please, just do me a favor tell me where firefly is so i can leave. then you can cry over everything you want to alone."

{poor batpaw would snap}

[.:Whimsical.Ghosts:.]

Cosmicflare smiled. "Of course, try again."

Thunderpaw snarled and continued clawing his back. "Stay away from Eveningpaw!" He warned the Tom.

Ashpaw-
She nodded then tried again, this time succeeding.

[ℱ ᴀ ɪ ʀ ʏ Ƭ ᴀ ɪ ℒ]

( )

Thunderpaw shook his head. "Why do you think I hate you? I never said I did Nightpaw.." He replied and looked into her eyes.

Cosmicflare smiled. "Nice! You did it!"

[víolet]

eveningpaw snapped. "you're not my mother, batpaw! the only reason you're being like this to me is because you have feelings for nightpaw and you don't care about any other cat but her, yourself, and your mentor! no, i don't know where firefly is, and no i don't care!" she hissed, turning and dashing back in a different direction. i hate them! those stupid apprentices, they tore me to pieces! i should've never run into this clan in the first place, everyone would be better off! she thought bitterly.

[trashcan't]

Nightpaw
Nightpaw looked away from Thunderpaw's eyes. She shook her head. "But I was so mean to you... And you seemed so angry." she sobbed. She drew a few cricles to the ground.

[yeeee.]

batpaw snapped himself. he couldn't do it. he'd given up too much. opening his maw, batpaw felt the urge to just... kill something. he wanted to just snap a throat. he wasn't sure whoms'. then, he just looked at where he heard eveningpaw was, and whispered "if i cared for no other cat, then why did i arise every day and hunt, train and work my tail off? while the other apprentices laugh and play, i clean the elders' dens and run errands. while you sleep cuddled next to each other, i practice fighting beneath the stars of silverpelt that i'll never see. when you fools run off and get into trouble, i take the blame and set myself back, thinking you'll do better each and every time. you think you know everything there is to know about me, and think your so much more superior you have the right to degrade me when you can't even help your sorry self? that is kittypet behavior. i'm glad you hate me so much that when i open a little piece of me to love you think you can just abuse it. now i see why stupid, unbelieveable things happen to you. what goes around comes around. i'm leaving, and if i see you again, you'd better have your wits about you, or your finished." batpaw turned and tore for the camp, ignoring the blood and pain that each pawstep took. they hate me. they hate me. they hate me. they hate me. they hate me. he really was snapping. even though most of it was hidden within slyly disguised words, he was losing his mind. upon arriving at his destination, he realized that nightpaw and thunderpaw were just... standing there... chatting... while firefly was gone.

batpaw sniffed frantically. he couldn't believe that this molly he had just given himself up to was sitting there, chatting to the creature that degraded everyone, while his only piece of true family was gone. this was not happening. the ebony tom sat on his haunches, breathing heavily. firefly had left on his own. if he needed herbs, there was plenty of cobweb in the den- he knew because he'd put them there. firefly had left for his own reasons. where they the same as batpaw's? the ebony tom wasn't sure. but all he knew was that his world was spinning. he had hit his breaking point. dizziness, sickness, and before he knew it he just collapsed right there at the entrance of the camp. unable to breath. unable to even think. firefly... please... don't leave me here....

tagged ;; eveningpaw, thunderpaw, nightpaw,

[trashcan't]

Nightpaw
Nightpaw was at the medicine entrance. She could see to the camp entrance from there. She was looking to the side so she saw when Batpaw arrived to the camp. She saw when Batpaw collapsed. Nightpaw didn't wait for Thunderpaw's answer, she just dashed to the entrance. She crouched next to Batpaw. "Batpaw? Are you okay? Can you hear me?" she asked. Her voice was full of sadness and worrying.