| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[-Spirit-]

It is my dream to travel the world, and Europe has many destinations that I would love to go to...but..I've done some research, and found a few articles saying that my race isn't exactly...welcomed...in some parts of Europe, some less than others, whether its my race is looked down on a lot, or whatever... I know not everyone thinks and acts the same, but it made me really think, and now I'm scared and sad that I may just have to cross out some destinations...I don't know what to do...avoid them? Or just go?...

[Radiation King]

[[I feel sick. I feel like I'm dying. I hate myself, so much.
I thought I might've made up with an old friend, but they left me alone again without even caring, just saying "I'm sure you'll find other friends" even though they know I won't.
I guess I should've expected it. That's what they've always treated me like. I'm just someone to go to when someone needs something.
When life is fine, I'm worth about as much as dirt. You bet they were there the whole time when their parents were getting divorced.
But when my life's rough and theirs is fine, I'm "too depressing to be around". Besides, they have plenty of other friends, so I'm disposable.
And my only friends, I can't talk to them about my personal life, it's a sort of rule. They're adults, really. I don't think they even consider me a friend, I'm probably more of a rookie to them, but at least they're more supportive than anyone else I know. But I won't even see them for another week until the meeting, and maybe not even then, because I have a family thing going on that week. And Lord knows I can't talk to my family about my problems, they'll just laugh. Especially my parents, they're not supportive in the least.
Not to mention that I'm out of school now, so I can't even talk to the counselor.

I just can't do anything right. Everyone hates me. I try my best, but everyone hates me. I'm so sick of it. Everything is always my fault, the blame is always pushed off on me. I'm always everyone's second choice. I'm just "that person who gives out free food at lunch", "that person who's a shoulder to cry on", "the outcast" and "that weirdo with the retro TV obsession."
I'm never anybody's friend. I'm never valued. I'm worthless.
I don't fit in with my own age group because I'm too old fashioned, and I don't fit in with adults because I'm a "teen delinquent."
I feel like breaking down and crying but I can't even do that. I'm just blank.

I'm sorry. I really don't like telling people about my life, it's not even really that important, but this has become too much for me. I feel like I just need a break and some fresh air, but I can't even leave the house.]]

[i♡me.]

Ah, a place to let out my depressed side emotions

So lately, I've been left out by people. They don't want to talk to me, nothing
I spend my days drawing and doodling art in my room to distract me, but I realized it soon enough
So that got me frusterated, and stopped drawing altogether until I got really upset
My song-making isn't going so well, yet I still do it
And sadly.. I'm made fun of.. for being bisexual. They call me 'gay' and 'weird' and I hate it altogether
Why are they so mean to poor innocent souls?! I can't defense myself! Yet I'm stuck having to be cheery and happy so I don't cry
And when I cry in front of people, they stare at me, and it makes me laugh. And then I laugh like a maniac while crying.
I don't understand it. I don't understand anything.

[Starfalling]

Honest opinions only please.

"Are we still going to be able to talk after you graduate? I just realized you're graduating next year because of B (Mutal friend of ours from church.) graduating. Sorry if I sound selfish or dumb, I guess I'm just worried about it for some reason."

[vaska]

I would like a pm maybe? c:
It's not urgent, but.. I'm just feeling a little unhappy with how I look.

[tenor]

I would like a pm maybe? c:
It's not urgent, but.. I'm just feeling a little unhappy with how I look.

i unfortunately am not accepting or sending many pms for now, but i would just like
to say... you are beautiful. you are extremely considerate, and even if others or
yourself may not agree with me, i believe you are beautiful. i may not know you
too well, but believe me that you are incredibly and extraordinarily beautiful.
you are perfect the way you are, no matter what size, shape, or color. whether
you were pink, purple, or yellow, you always have been and always will be
beautiful in my eyes, and many others. god bless you, and i hope that you can
take this advice. *hugs* may god be with you, and may the odds be ever
in your favor.

[knameless]

hey mom
please stop misgendering me

[fish sticks]

I would like a pm maybe? c:
It's not urgent, but.. I'm just feeling a little unhappy with how I look.

Pming c:

[iaan]

I can't hold back my tears much longer
my grandmother is going to die soon, I just know it. she's so weak and feeble, she's seeing things and she can't remember any names. she was talking about a relative that passed away and was using my dad's name in place of the dead relatives be a useful she couldn't remember the name.
she had to ask to ask my name because she couldn't remember, and then when my cousins where at the door she asked who was there. when we told her it was our younger cousin she said, 'he grew so big' but she was actually seeing my older cousin
she can't tell anymore. I can't handle watching my dad break down inside.

[chooch]

I can't hold back my tears much longer
my grandmother is going to die soon, I just know it. she's so weak and feeble, she's seeing things and she can't remember any names. she was talking about a relative that passed away and was using my dad's name in place of the dead relatives be a useful she couldn't remember the name.
she had to ask to ask my name because she couldn't remember, and then when my cousins where at the door she asked who was there. when we told her it was our younger cousin she said, 'he grew so big' but she was actually seeing my older cousin
she can't tell anymore. I can't handle watching my dad break down inside.

I'm crying now. aha. All the memories of my aunt with the same problem. Just try to live the moment with her. Just know she loves you with all her heart no matter what she loves you. God will make her better I promise. She loves you so much. Why did you have to make me cry now. ooh my god.