| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[LaceWhiskey]

Hug please?

How is it fair that I should be punished for being hurt when someone tells me that they do not care about me? It isn't fair that's why, but apparently I must sit back and take it. It's because they know I love them, I need them, so they hurt me on purpose, they feel like they have power over me.

Like how thy made up an email just to go out tonight. I searched it, every part, the email, and I know it's fake. Not only because of how suspicious the email is, that I know they know someone by that name, but the company doesn't even work anywhere in their country, and I've searched more, they don't hire people outside of it, at all. As well as the layout of the email, the title and so forth. I've had a lot of emails, job emails, so I know the difference.

I feel like I'm worthless. They left when I said I needed them. They left when I apologised for not being okay with being told I am nothing. They do not even care if I am alive or not. But they're like a drug, they know that, that' why they play with my head, mess with me, because I need them. No matter what people say, to stay away, I can't. It's my own fault. I just need a friend to distract me, so some of that love I have for them I can replace with care for someone else. I think. Sigh.

[My Immortal]

Hug please?

How is it fair that I should be punished for being hurt when someone tells me that they do not care about me? It isn't fair that's why, but apparently I must sit back and take it. It's because they know I love them, I need them, so they hurt me on purpose, they feel like they have power over me.

Like how thy made up an email just to go out tonight. I searched it, every part, the email, and I know it's fake. Not only because of how suspicious the email is, that I know they know someone by that name, but the company doesn't even work anywhere in their country, and I've searched more, they don't hire people outside of it, at all. As well as the layout of the email, the title and so forth. I've had a lot of emails, job emails, so I know the difference.

I feel like I'm worthless. They left when I said I needed them. They left when I apologised for not being okay with being told I am nothing. They do not even care if I am alive or not. But they're like a drug, they know that, that' why they play with my head, mess with me, because I need them. No matter what people say, to stay away, I can't. It's my own fault. I just need a friend to distract me, so some of that love I have for them I can replace with care for someone else. I think. Sigh.

*hugs*
Is okay. I don't completely understand what's going on..
But it sounds like a bad situation. You need to find friends who respect you and help you. And being so addicted to a friend is dangerous. I can tell you from experience. Feel free to pm me.

[breadstick]

I'm panicking.

Someone looking like my dad's new wife came to my door, posted a card and left. It's addressed to me, and has my birthdate on it. I'm home alone, and I really don't know what to think.

It looks like it's been around for a few months / years, making me think ... Perhaps it's from him. no, it's been a year almost since he last interfered with us. I'm trembling. I need some comfort oh god, I don't want this to be a repeat of several years back.

Please.

[My Immortal]

I'm panicking.

Someone looking like my dad's new wife came to my door, posted a card and left. It's addressed to me, and has my birthdate on it. I'm home alone, and I really don't know what to think.

It looks like it's been around for a few months / years, making me think ... Perhaps it's from him. no, it's been a year almost since he last interfered with us. I'm trembling. I need some comfort oh god, I don't want this to be a repeat of several years back.

Please.

*hugs* I have no idea what is going on... So I'm just gonna hug you

[anathema]

I'm on my phone and I can't really make my post fancy, but I don't care at this point. I'm being harassed on this website. Someone made multiple accounts to trick me and hurt my feelings but called ME the stalker. They embarrassed me and took my friends away. They tried to hurt another CS member but when I stood up for that member, they banned me from their thread and tricked everyone into thinking it was my fault for trying to help this user since she was indirectly bullying them as well. I even showed screenshots of her creating this plan as if it were a project, but they said it wasn't even wrong. I want to quit, it hurts so bad to be bullied on a kid friendly website. I reported them and they didn't even receive a penalty for what they did to me and others.

[SnakeBean]

My friend lost everything. Literally everything. It may have just been some random pet images, but they are still gone. Why can't I help ;_;

This has triggered my depression and 4 months of pain and guilt is pouring out. I want to scream; I want to cry. But I can't because I'm stuck in a hotel with 10 people. I just want everyone to leave me alone for five minutes, yet, I don't want to feel alone. So conflicting.

Not even sure if I want a hug or attention, I just want to feel like someone has listened to me flail around.

I'm listening. Don't feel guilty for something you can't help. I am sorry you are depressed *big internet hug*

[quietlights]

honestly what am i anymore
am i straight? bi? magigirl? just a girl? pan?
all this confuses me
and i'm wondering
am i really all of the things i say I am or do I just want to be different?
like after i'm certain i'm a magigirl or bi or whatever doubts creep in
and i'm just like
honestly what is this
should i just say im straight? but like, I don't feel like i'm straight in the romantic sense? and I don't feel 100% female through and through but it would be easier to say just female?
and i probably have all of this stuff wrong
but like
life would be easier if i said i was 100% straight and pure 100% female
but honestly am i or am i not? am I convincing myself I'm not for some other purpose or am I really all of these things
i hate this

[SnakeBean]

honestly what am i anymore
am i straight? bi? magigirl? just a girl? pan?
all this confuses me
and i'm wondering
am i really all of the things i say I am or do I just want to be different?
like after i'm certain i'm a magigirl or bi or whatever doubts creep in
and i'm just like
honestly what is this
should i just say im straight? but like, I don't feel like i'm straight in the romantic sense? and I don't feel 100% female through and through but it would be easier to say just female?
and i probably have all of this stuff wrong
but like
life would be easier if i said i was 100% straight and pure 100% female
but honestly am i or am i not? am I convincing myself I'm not for some other purpose or am I really all of these things
i hate this

I have the same feeling all the time. Sometimes you don't know unless you are sure. If you are doubting yourself then just stick with saying straight and female, when you know for a fact you are bi, pan, or anything else you can go by that. In the mean time have a great day *hugs*

[SnakeBean]

I'm on my phone and I can't really make my post fancy, but I don't care at this point. I'm being harassed on this website. Someone made multiple accounts to trick me and hurt my feelings but called ME the stalker. They embarrassed me and took my friends away. They tried to hurt another CS member but when I stood up for that member, they banned me from their thread and tricked everyone into thinking it was my fault for trying to help this user since she was indirectly bullying them as well. I even showed screenshots of her creating this plan as if it were a project, but they said it wasn't even wrong. I want to quit, it hurts so bad to be bullied on a kid friendly website. I reported them and they didn't even receive a penalty for what they did to me and others.

maybe try contacting a moderator or something? I am sorry this is happening and i hope for it to stop. I'm sorry i can't help :(
*hugs*

[anathema]

honestly what am i anymore
am i straight? bi? magigirl? just a girl? pan?
all this confuses me
and i'm wondering
am i really all of the things i say I am or do I just want to be different?
like after i'm certain i'm a magigirl or bi or whatever doubts creep in
and i'm just like
honestly what is this
should i just say im straight? but like, I don't feel like i'm straight in the romantic sense? and I don't feel 100% female through and through but it would be easier to say just female?
and i probably have all of this stuff wrong
but like
life would be easier if i said i was 100% straight and pure 100% female
but honestly am i or am i not? am I convincing myself I'm not for some other purpose or am I really all of these things
i hate this

when it comes to sexuality, i'm always confused. i feel as if my romantic orientation doesn't fit the description of the identities that have been coined or created. labels don't have to define you. maybe none suit or fit you. just be who you think you are, even if you may think it doesn't make sense.

also, thanks star <3 yeah, i've been given help. hopefully it'll get better soon, they're working things out atm.